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Made a community on Reddit for Kpopdancegroup I’m trying to join one close to where I live.

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My ARMY bomb is almost done I just gotta add the gems for Hobi’s side.

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House of cards is completed and it’s on AO3 and Wattpad if you want links let me know it’s 31 chapters long..

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predebut yoongi vs. shadow yoongi

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Why does he wreck? Like every single time?

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Chapter one starts here.🥰

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Book: House of cards

Author: ReyRey

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NINETEEN

"Agust D are you home?"

He froze for a moment and then cleared his throat before speaking, "Yaa i'm here dad. What do you want i'm busy." He looked down at me and mouthed the word 'sorry'.

There was a pause for a moment. "No worries son i was just asking. So uh.. i'm gonna be gone for about a week in the states.." Another awkward long pause. I looked up at Yoongi just in time to see him exhale and roll his eyes. He was still holding me close to him and i could feel his heartbeat. "You gonna be okay by yourself?" He inhaled sharply and looked like he was irritated by the question. I placed a hand on his chest and he looked back down at me, his face relaxing instantly as we locked gazes.

"I'll be fine! It's not like i haven't done it before." There was a shuffle sound coming from the hall and i let out the breath i didn't realize i was holding in. He tightened his hold on me and leaned down, he was centimeters from me and he nuzzled his nose against me. I smiled as i reached up to cup his face in my hand. I wrapped my free hand around his neck and pulled my body closer to him. I kissed him and my heart felt like it was gonna burst. His soft lips moved against mine, his tongue slicked over my lip. I pulled away slightly, smiling as i bite my bottom lip. 

"Don't tease me Lil Meow Meow." His eyes widened as he stared down at me. Before i knew it he had placed his hands behind my upper thigh and lifted me up. I squeaked from the sudden movement and quickly covered my mouth to keep my giggles from being heard. He looked at me his chocolate eyes turning dark as he smirked. I let my hands go to his chest and run up his body to his fit smooth shoulders. 

He leaned in and ghosted a kiss on my lips just barely brushing them against mine. He pulled away and i whined, shocked that i even made that noise i clutched my mouth shut again. My eyes wide as i stared at Yoongi who was looking at me just as shocked. His face slowly turning into a smug grin as he gently grabbed my hand from my mouth.

"You haven't seen teasing yet Kitten. Besides i think you like it when i tease you." He smiled and ghosted me again but this time on my neck and collarbone. I could feel his warm breath on my neck and i wanted him to just kiss me there already. He pulled away after a minute or so of ghosting me. "C'mon let's go to the room." He placed me back down on the ground. I grabbed my clothes and started to put them back on. As i clipped my bra on, i went looking for my panties which were no where to be seen. I was looking everywhere even in between the couch cushions, i could not find em. 

"Looking for these?" I glanced up from the couch to see a very mischievous Min Yoongi looking down at me with a smile on his face, my panties dangling from his finger. I stood up so fast and tried to grab it from his hand, he ducked out the way. Every time i reached for it he raised his arm higher until it was completely out of reach. 

"Give em back Yoonie!" I jumped up trying to reach em and using his shoulder to help me get a few inches higher. He laughed and grabbed my waist, stopping my attempts as he held me close to him. I pouted and pushed away from him, grabbing my skirt and slipping it on. 

"Fine i guess i'll have to go commando." I glanced over at him and shrugged like it didn't bother me. Even though it felt super weird and uncomfortable. I walked to the door tugging on the handle and walking out of the room. I didn't bother looking back i knew he had a shocked look on his face and i also knew he liked the idea of me not wearing anything under my skirt. That didn't mean i was gonna let him do anything. 'Ha that'll be his punishment for teasing me.' I smirked to myself as i entered his room. 

I glanced outside as i sat on his bed. It was starting to get dark and i was watching the sky turn colors from blue to orange and now a light pink. A few minutes later Yoongi joined me in his room. He walked over to his bed and sat next to me. 

"Rose.." I heard him say in a very low voice almost like he didn't want me to hear. I glanced over at him, "I know you've been through a lot today but, i have to ask.. uh-uh well did you ask to come to my house and sleep with me cause you needed a distraction from the events of the day orr... did you ask because you actually wanted to be with me? I mean i'm normally not one to ask these kinds of things but, I don't know i just.. i-i.." 

His stuttering only made me smile as he rubbed the back of his head.

-Yoongi-

I couldn't get the damn words out. I knew what i wanted to say i felt them in my heart. My mind however was a mess. I looked down at my hands and tried to steady my nerves and form sentences. I wanted to tell her how much she meant to me. I wanted to be honest with her about the whole situation with Kookie. I had been keeping a secret from her and i hated that heavy weight feeling i had on my chest every time i remembered what i agreed to do. It was all for her though it was for her safety. 

'Yeah and for your own selfish gain.' 

 I shook away the dark thought that had crept into my mind. I wanted to tell her everything but something told me not to. I love this girl, why can't i be honest with her how difficult is it? 

'Maybe it's cause you know if she found out she would never want to be with you again. She would leave you like everyone else in your life because let's face it, you're not worthy of love.'

The dark voice was back in my mind and i tried my best to keep it at bay. I want to ask her out on a real date. I looked up at her gorgeous hazel eyes and combed over her features. She was absolutely perfect, in every way. The way her black hair fell in curly waves all the way down to her waist, beautiful. She was analyzing me and waiting patiently for me to finish my sentence. I cleared my throat and tried to find my train of thought again. 

"I-I love you Rose. That's no secret and well i would love to take you out on a date." I covered my face almost immediately as i felt my cheeks grow hot and i knew my ears were a burning red. I have never asked a girl out like this, well not one i legit loved well except for...

"Yes." I peeked through my fingers at her. Her gentle eyes on me as she reached for my hand. She grabbed my wrist and peeled my hand away from my face, intertwining her fingers with mine. "Yoonie.." She grabbed my face and tugged it towards hers. I was in a state of euphoria and had lost all my senses. She dragged her finger across my bottom lip and all i could do was stare at her. "I'll go on a date with you." 

Hearing those words snapped me out of my trance like state. "Wha-what?! Really?" She nodded her head with a huge grin on her face. Her dimples showing on both her cheeks. She was the most beautiful i had seen and i just wanted to kiss her all day. I wanted to kiss her lips her cheek her neck, everywhere i just wanted to love her the way she deserved to be loved. 

I placed my hand on the back of her neck and pulled her face closer to me. I kissed her like i had never kissed her before. It was a gentle, slow kiss. Our lips moving in sync with each other as i ran my fingers through her long hair. She moaned lightly against my lips as i deepened the kiss. Her hands were on my chest now and i could feel her scrunching up my shirt. Her breathing had changed and was now accelerating. I slipped my tongue out and ran it along her lip, i knew i was driving her crazy. I knew that she wanted me to touch her, she kept scooting closer to me thinking i wouldn't notice. She opened her mouth against my lips welcoming my tongue. I didn't take the invitation. I pulled away and tossed her panties her way, "Put these on and come to bed, it's getting late." 

She looked at me, her mouth dropped open as in total disbelief. She then scrunched her face up in sort of an angry pout. She slipped her panties on as i scooted back onto the bed. I tugged my shirt and my pants off and tossed them onto the floor. I curled up under the blankets waiting for her to join me. She stood on the opposite side looking rather awkward. I realized that she didn't necessarily have comfy clothes on. I turned to pick up my shirt that i just tossed on the floor and handed it to her, "Here you can wear this. You don't have to return it." She reluctantly grabbed the shirt and quickly changed. 

As she climbed in bed with me i turned off the light. I turned on my side to face her and grabbed her body and pulled her in towards me. She squeaked in surprise which only made me laugh. She was adorable and i just wanted to cuddle her. Her head resting on my chest i could hear her breathing, feel her heartbeat as i rested my hand on the curve of her body. I placed my chin on top of her head and breathed in the sweet smell of vanilla. 

"Yoongi.. you're really comfy. Almost like a cat." She said sleepily, "*gasp* Is that why they call you Little Meow Meow." she giggled a little  as she started to doze off in my arms. I laughed a little and stroked her hair, giving her little kisses on her head.

"No that's not why they call me that... well i would hope that's not why." I pulled her closer as she started to doze off. She was so warm and hearing her rhythmic breathing started to lull me to sleep. My eyelids getting heavier the more comfortable i got, with her in my arms. I didn't want this feeling to go away ever.

'Too bad she'll find out and never speak to you again. Enjoy it while you still can.'  

That voice was the last thing that crossed my mind before slipping into the darkness of my dreams, as i held Rose in my arms for what was probably the first and last time.

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Chapter one starts here.🥰

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Book: House of Cards

Author: ReyRey

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*EIGHTEEN*

As i went to sit down he gripped my waist and pulled me onto his lap. He wrapped his arms around me and moved my hair aside so that he had full access to my neck. He leaned in snuggling against my neck, leaving soft faint kisses. I closed my eyes and leaned into him. His light kisses turned into full kisses and eventually led to him gently sucking. I pressed myself against him wanting him to be closer to me, that wasn't possible, but i wanted to try. He gripped around me tighter with one hand as the other slid up to just under my jaw on my neck. He squeezed just enough to apply pressure but, not too much to where i couldn't breathe. I moaned and took a sharp breath in as his other hand went south and lifted my skirt.

"Do you like it when i touch you Kitten?" He was hovering over my sweet spot just to tease me. I grip his thigh with my right hand and nod. He kisses just under my ear and whispers, "Kitten, I wasn't lying when i said you weren't gonna come up for air." His breath tickled my ear and i knew he was just going to continue to tease me unless i did something. I pushed my ass back onto him and slowly rotated my hips. I knew what i was doing was only provoking him but, i wanted him to touch me and he was taking too long.

His breathing changed and he was gripping my thigh now like i had caught him off guard, that made me smile. He grabbed my hips and pushed me away from him so that i was a safe distance from his waist. "Patience Kitten. I said all day but you wanted all night, so i'm gonna take my time now." I groaned and whined, "But Yoongi you're taking too looong i want it now. So what if i don't have patience." I stuck my tongue out as i looked back at him. He gripped my face and pulled me to him as he leaned slightly forward. He kissed me roughly and quickly. 

"Kitten you shouldn't have done that. Now i'm gonna have to punish you." His words registered in my southern regions and i wished he wasn't trying to tease me so much. He gripped my neck again and wrapped his arm around my waist as he went to my sweet spot. He was starting to tease my sweet spot and i tried to hold back a moan. He was moving in quick circles and since i was already turned on from all his kisses and sucking on my neck, i was already wet. He continued to move quickly and i was approaching my high real fast. I had been wanting his touch since the last time we fucked. I couldn't stop thinking about it and now that i was getting it, my body was being easy.

I was getting there and i arched my back a little as i kept another moan at bay. My fingers digging into his thighs as i bite down on my lip. He senses my high and stops i collapse down onto him and exhale deeply. I was frustrated physically now because he stopped. I was keeping my moans in on purpose so that he wouldn't stop and i'd get my climax. I huffed at him in frustration, "Why Yoongi? You're such a tease ugh." 

He laughed lightly in my ear, "I told you i'd punish you. That's only part one of your punishment too." I was still really upset so to get back at him i flip around and straddle him on the couch. I take off my jacket and throw it on the floor. I then lift the hem of my shirt up and take off my shirt also discarding it on the floor. He's watching me with wide eyes in total shock at my actions. I grip around his neck and pull him to me. He's sitting up now with his hands on my waist. 

I kiss him, "Yes Daddy. Tease me.." I kissed his collarbone. "Fuck me.." His neck. "Punish me.." His jawline. "Do whatever you want." I kissed his lips and started grinding against him. The grip he had on my waist tightened with every thrust of my hips. I knew i had him right where i wanted him. I moaned against his lips and started messing with his hair.

I reach for his pants and before i could do anything he growls and tosses me on to the other side of the couch. He stands up and takes off his clothes, exposing his fit body and toned arms. He reaches over and peels my skirt and panties off. He grabs my legs and drags me across the couch. He signals for me to flip around. I do and he guides my hips back so i'm standing an leaning over the couch arm. 

He wastes no time and he gets on his knees. His tongue starts to tease around my sweet spot. I gasp at the sudden sensation i was getting from his warm tongue. He slowly licks down my entrance and a shiver runs up my spine. He was teasing me yet again and i was loving every moment of it. He paused but only to grip either thigh and shift them outwards. He licked up and down my entrance and around my clit. He then quickly sucked on my folds making a pop noise. I gasped at the unexpected change in pace as he places his tongue against my heat. I grip the couch as he pushes his tongue in between my folds. I moan and breath in sharply as he moves his tongue around inside me. He moans against me and it only sends tiny vibrations of pleasure through my body. 

I couldn't grab his hair and push his head in so that he went in deeper, so i slightly pushed back into him. He smacked my ass enough to make me jump a little at the sensation. It didn't hurt but it sure and hell made me want more. "Fuuu.. nn-ahh" He was moving his tongue around and had started rubbing my clit with his finger. Double the sensation was making me go crazy and he knew it. I was gripping the couch cushion like crazy and my breathing accelerated as i was reaching my climax. 

He stood up and pulled my waist to him as he placed a hand on my lower back, pushing it down so my ass was in the air. He positioned himself and pushed between my folds. I moan in pure pleasure as he slowly moves in and out. "Ahh.. fuck" I can't control my breathing or my moans as i become a pile of mush. He's hitting all the right spots and i don't even know what to do with myself. He moans as my walls tighten up, "Yoo-ngi i'm.." I can't even talk as he picks up speed. I'm about to climax when he pulls out. My knees feel like spaghetti and i crumble. He grabs my waist and flips me over on the couch. 

He wraps his arm around my back and lifts me to a sitting position. As he grabs under my armpits and lifts me, i wrap my legs around him. He wraps around my lower back and i have my hands on his chest. I feel the cold wall against my back and i shudder a little at he feeling. He kisses me and i feel the warmth in my heart spread through me. I reach for his hair and start messing with it. 

He enters me again and i pull away from his kiss to moan but he doesn't let me. His lips are against mine again as he thrusts into me. I'm moaning like crazy and digging my nails into him. Yoongi was the first to ever do this to me and i fucking loved it. I had never felt like this and it was amazing. He pulls away as he starts thrusting faster and i'm bouncing at this point. I'm still against the wall but i was reaching my limit again and i just wanted to cum. "Nuu-ahh Baby I-I need to ahh i'm gonna.." I didn't get to finish cause i felt my walls tightening around him again. 

"I know Kitten. Mmm I-I'm gonna cum too." He whispered against my lips. He kissed me again and i moaned against his lips. I reached my limit as he thrusted deep in me. He released inside me with a moan of pleasure. We were breathing heavy and as he placed me back down on the ground my knees wobbled and gave in. He catches me in his arms and smiles down at me. 

He leans down to kiss me and then there's a knock on the door. We snap our heads to the door completely frozen in fear. 

"Agust D you home?"

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I'm not even sorry lmao  XD

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Book: House of Cards

Author: ReyRey

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SEVENTEEN

When we arrived at his house i was nervous. I mean we have slept together before i shouldn't be this nervous but, it was Yoongi. The most popular guy in school aside from Jungkook but that could be debatable now. I glance over at him as he started get out of the car. He brushed his bangs aside for a second but they just slid back in place. His long fingers gripping the door handle and i could see the sun shining on his eyes making his dark brown eyes appear light brown. I look back at my hands which were starting to sweat from all my nervousness. I reach for the door handle and step out of his car. He comes to  my side and as he approaches the gentle wind pushing his bangs aside. 

He reaches me and i'm pressed against the door as he leans towards me. He brings his hand up to my face and strokes my cheek. His fingers starting to run through my hair. He leans in half of the distance between us. I'm looking at his lips, he pauses for a second and bites his lip. My heart flutters and i hold my breath every time he does some shit like that, it makes me wanna kiss him. I had an urge to grab him and pull him towards me. I wanted to bite his lip, fuck i wanted to bite his neck and shoulder. I wanted to kiss him everywhere and i was resisting the urge to do so. I know he did that on purpose considering he knew what it did to me.

I playfully hit his arm, "Yaa i told you to stop doing that." He laughed and grabbed my hand pulling me towards his house. The beautiful flower vines wrapped around the pillars reminded me of last time i was here. I never made it to his room. The lump in my throat rose as i realized that i was legit nervous to go upstairs with him. He keeps a hold of my hand as he unlocks the door and heads for the stairs.

As we ran up the stairs my heart skipped beats like crazy. I was going to his room. I couldn't breathe i was so nervous. "So i'll show you around okay?" He looks down at me and i nod my head cause my throat was like 'Naw bitch you ain't saying shit.' 

He open his door and his big comfy looking king size bed was there in the middle of the far wall. He had dark grey blankets and a bunch of fluffy looking pillows. He had tan walls with a few figurines on a shelf. Some family pictures littered around the room. It was pretty simple and honestly i felt like it was just enough for him. His shoes were on top of their boxes and lined the floor of his closet. He turns to me as he drops on the edge of his bed with a cute little smile. "So what do you think?" I looked around and saw a few little USB's on his bedside table. He was staring at me as i looked around, "It's definitely not what i expected. It's cozy." He hops up in excitement.

"Oh i forgot to show you the best place in the house!" He grabs my hand and intertwines his fingers and my heart stops, i glance up at him and he just smiles and turns away. He took me to a door that was all glass but, it had that privacy fog texture to it. I look over at him standing next to me. "Kitten, this room is very special and well.. i've never let anyone in here. Not even my dad." He looks down and rubs the back of his head, "I have a secret and i need to show you because, i don't like keeping things from you." The way he phrased it kind of made me nervous to know what this 'secret' was. 

He turned the handle on the door as it clicked he gently pushed it forward. First thing i saw was this huge tv attached to the middle of the far wall. A second monitor underneath it attached to a long black desk. There was figurines on top of both speakers on both sides of the desk. On my right next to the door was a grey couch and a keyboard on the left side of the room. He also had another monitor and a laptop on a small desk right in front of the couch. There was awards with records hung up on the walls. Some microphones on the desk as well with a bunch of keyboards that i assumed were meant for different things, and a swivel chair with a jersey on the back of it. I turned the chair around to see if it had Yoongi's name on it but, all it said was SUGA with a 93 on it. 

'So he's a fan of SUGA..well i like his taste in music.' SUGA was a very successful producer/songwriter/rapper but unfortunately, no one knew what he looked like. He was like Marshmellow.. anonymous. He didn't even show up for his awards and had little to no media presence. I would honest to god fangirl if i ever met him. 

Yoongi was watching me as i walked around his chair and sat down. I twirled around like the child i was at heart. He laughed and sat on the couch, "Soo.." I stopped twirling and gave myself a moment to compose myself since i felt dizzy. I smiled over at him so that he could continue, "Do you like SUGA? The rapper." I was taken aback by his question mostly because i didn't think he would care to know. 

"Yes of course i have all of his albums or rather mixtapes sitting on a shelf in my room. He is honestly one of my favorite artists. I've wanted to meet him for years but that was because i wanted to get inspiration. How does he come up with his lyrics is it all things he's been through? I started wanting to become a 'producer' of sorts because of him. He is honestly one of the best out there." I was fan girling and i could tell so i stopped myself before i babbled on and on forever. 

Looking over at Yoongi his smile was the biggest i think i have ever seen. I got up and walked over to the couch to sit next to him. 

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Chapter one starts here.🥰

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Book: House of Cards

Author: ReyRey

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*SIXTEEN*

Hearing him tell me everything that happened was extremely overwhelming. I had started having a few attacks but he stopped them before they got out of hand. I looked at him while he wasn't paying attention. He was so handsome with his minty bangs hanging over his dark eyes. His eyes even though they were dark in color they were soft and gentle when he was around me. I was staring too long and obvious cause he spoke without looking up, "Am i really that interesting to look at? Or do i just have something on my face?" I blush like ten shades redder and look down at the ground. He had been such a huge help when it came to my anxiety. He was always the one to ground me again.

I had been so calm in his lap that i actually forgot that i was in fact in his lap. He had his arm around my waist and he was rather close to my face. If i moved in his direction we would be kissing. The thought made me blush even more now spreading like fire to my ears. I wanted to reach over and mess up his hair. Simply because i knew he hated when i did that, especially since we weren't sleeping together. That's is i guess the only exception.

'Don't do it.. Doooon't do it. He will be sooo mad and you are in literally no position to mess with him right now.' My mischievous side was very much wanting to come out and play. I need a good laugh after everything i just heard. I slowly reached up to his hair and tried my best to make it look like i was reaching for my ear. He wasn't paying attention he was on his phone scrolling through Instagram.

I finally reached his hair and i dug my hand into his hair. It was soft and fluffy which only made messing it up even more fun. He flinches and tries to duck away from me but it's too late and with me on his lap he couldn't go far. I'm laughing giddily as he tries to swat me away.

"Stop! stop! haha you're messing up my hair." His gummy smile says it all. He wasn't even mad he was trying to sound like he was but it was not working.

He finally grips my waist as his patience dissipates and tosses me on the grass. He lands on top of me right in between my legs. As i hit the grass i make an oof sound. He's close when i finally open my eyes. The sun beaming down on both of us, his head just barely cutting off the direct contact of the sunlight. My hands were above my head and just as i tried to move my hands down he pins them to the grass. "I don't trust you."

I giggle innocently, "What ever do you mean Little Meow Meow?" His eyes softened as he heard his nickname, looking down at me he smiles that gummy smile. His bangs were brushing against my forehead and i could not stop thinking of his cherry blossom lips being only a few inches away. My breathing changed as we just stared into each other's eyes. I was all of a sudden very AWARE of where my body and his was.

I looked down to make sure i wasn't imagining it, he was literally laying across your body. Almost every inch of me was touching his in some way. It was distracting. I look back up at his face and I contemplate whether I wanna kiss him or kick him off.

After a moment I finally gathered the nerve to say what I knew I wanted, "Yoongi.." He nods his head with a very faint 'Hmm' and i take a deep breathe. "Let's go to your place." His eyes change as he looks at me sideways. He goes to open his mouth while he frees my hands and before he could reject me or even tell me no, I grab the back of his head and press my lips to his. My fingers in his soft hair as both of your lips move in sync against each other. I moan faintly against his lips as i pull him onto me as i lean back into the grass. "Yoongi-ah, I've missed you." I say between kisses. His hands are moving up and down my sides and occasionally down my legs.

I wanted more, i needed more, the last time wasn't enough and i knew i was slowly going to get addicted to him. He kisses me again this time deeper and more needy. I liked it, I wanted those kisses to be everywhere.

I liked him..no that wasn't enough to describe the warmth in my chest every time i saw him. Couldn't be enough to explain the burst of happiness and giddiness i got when i knew i'd be seeing him again, seeing him smile made my day not to mention melt my heart. He was the only one able to calm me down, he was my kryptonite. I didn't mind that but admitting to myself what this feeling was, was actually terrifying. 'I'm in love with Min Yoongi.' When i said it to him the other day, yes it was true but, i did it mostly to see his reaction.

He parts from my lips and stares down at me. I can see the lust in his eyes, the need but i also saw something else..something i couldn't put my finger on. "Kitten.." He leans down and brushes his lips against my neck. My breath hitches and i know he is doing this on purpose. He knows what that does to me. "Yess.." It comes out as barely a whisper. He is slowly kissing his way down my jawline. I can't think, my mind is foggy and i am hoping he doesn't ask me a question cause i can't form sentences.

His fingers run through my hair as his lips are at my ear. He's nibbling and sucking on my earlobe. I arch my back slightly at the warm electricity shooting down to my nether regions. I wanted him to just.. just.. fuck me! The sexual tension for me was high. I wanted him and he knew it. He was milking this for all it was worth. In breathy words he says, "Are you sure you're ready to go to my house? You might not come up for air the rest of the day?" I'm blushing but i don't care. I place my finger under his chin and guide him up until he is eye level.

"Just the rest of the day? I was thinking more.. all nighter." I lift my eyebrows at him as his shocked expression turns into his adorable gummy smile.

He bites his lip as we stand up and brush off the shreds of grass from our clothes and my hair. I look up at him and try to give him a sexy smirk, "Don't do that with your lips." His cute gummy smile turns into a Cheshire cat smile.

"Oh yeah what are you gonna do about it?" He licks his bottom lip and bites down again.

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Book:House of Cards

Author: ReyRey

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*FIFTEEN*

^Jungkook^

It was late and i was settling in for the night. Sitting down on my couch i started remembering my past. At night my demons always came out to play. I was alone even though i was surrounded by so many people. My past came flooding in and overwhelming my senses. I got up and headed to my wine cellar and grabbed a random bottle. I needed a drink and i needed one now. As i plopped my ass down on the couch, i poured myself a drink. Before i knew it, that drink was gone. I poured a few more drinks and drank them all. I don't know how many i had. 2,3,4 i have no idea i was just trying to drown my past and my sadness. 

The doorbell rang and i slowly got up from the couch. I walked slowly as i tried to reach the door and not fall back on my ass. My balance went to shit and i reached the door. I opened it a little too fast and in a slurred voice, "Whad do ya vant?"

The small girl smiled up at me and stepped inside. "Kookie are you drunk?" I chuckled and walked back to my couch and fell on it. It felt like a bunch of clouds i couldn't help  but laugh. 

"hehehe Noo i'm juss ffiiinee." She closed the door behind her and slinked her way over to me on the couch. She sat down next to me and i curled up in a ball in the corner of the couch. She scooted closer to me and i looked over at her. "Whad do  ya vant Aphrodiiittehh?" She was really pretty and i really wanted to touch her hair. It looked fluffy like cotton candy. She got up for a second and placed something on the TV stand and walked back over to me.

"Kookie what happened to you at that party?" I didn't wanna dig up my past mistakes. It was ruining my buzz but before i could even think i was telling her everything. I leaned my head back on the couch and looked up at the ceiling. She was playing with my hair and i went through another two glasses of wine during my discussion with her. I was fucked up and i knew it. I wanted it to be like that it made me forget my demons and my loneliness.

After awhile of talking she got closer to me and she started kissing my neck. It felt good and i was not about to stop her. Her hands were all on me and i wanted more. I wanted it now and i did not want to wait anymore. I grabbed her waist and pulled her on top of me. She continued to kiss me hungrily and she would moan occasionally. It was turning me on and as i felt up on her ass she started grinding against me. "Fuck babe, don't tease." I moved my lips to her jawline and down her neck, i felt her tense up and that made me smile. I started to scratch her back from top to bottom. She gasped and i flipped her onto the couch. She stared up at me with lust filled eyes.

She started to take my clothes off and i let her. She ran her hands over my six pack and bit her lip. She was so fucking hot. I started to tease her little by little. I started at her neck then her collarbone, nibbling and licking my way down. I reached her nipples and started to fiddle with them. Pinching them a little between my fingers while i licked her other boob. She writhed underneath me trying to hold back her moans. I kissed her lips, "Don't do that babe i wanna hear those moans." I went back to my previous duty and continued to tease her chest as she made pleasure filled moans.

I wasn't one for doing too much teasing i knew what the girls wanted so i mostly just got down to business. I pulled off my pants and boxers, while simultaneously moving her panties aside i teased her entrance. She tried to squirm away from me but i kept at it. She grabbed my arm and dug her nails into me. I pushed in between her folds and she inhaled sharply at my sudden change of pace. She started moaning again and i continued thrusting into her. She was tight and i liked that. I thrusted in deeper and she scratched down my back while pulling me closer. She bit down on my neck and i groaned. 

I knew i was fucked up from all that alcohol because i knew i was pleasing Aphrodite but in my mind she was Rose. 

~

The next day at school was rather awkward. I was planning on 'breaking up' with Jungkook and even though it wasn't a real relationship i still sucked at break ups. I walked in alone and was trying to keep my head down. As i walked past the double door that lead to the hallway that lead to the piano room. I heard a very steady and peaceful song floating from the room. As i walked over there and i heard a very faint singing. I rushed to the door to see who it was and as i got closer i knew who was singing the voice became familiar. It was Yoongi but i have never heard this song before ever. As he sang i just stood by and listened to his soothing voice,

"Acting like we're comforting each other

With words mixed with thorns

Can't keep doing this, we need to make a decision

If we didn't have feelings for each other

If we didn't think of each other

Would we have dragged it out like this?

Now if you don't have any more feelings

This seesaw is dangerous

Stop thinking about me

Alright, a repeating seesaw game

Song is Trivia:Seesaw :)

I stood there as he finished up. My phone buzzed as i received a mass text that appeared to be for the whole school. I looked at my phone and reluctantly clicked the link and what i saw was a very drunk very red faced Jungkook. As i continued to watch he was talking to a girl i couldn't see who it was. He was slurring his words but as i listened my heart began to race. He was talking about the party. He got to the last thing that i remember happening which was spin the bottle.

He continued on to admit some very vulgar and malicious things. He talked about how he tried to have sex with me and how i fought against him. I dropped my phone and fell to the floor. The memories came rushing back and i couldn't handle them. I kept my eyes closed as i screamed at the top of my lungs for it to stop. I felt arms around me and swiftly picking me up off the ground. I buried my face in his shoulder and cried i couldn't control my breathing as everything fell into place all the pieces were connected.

I remembered every breath i felt on my neck and the smell of alcohol on his breath. "No no make it stop! Make it go away! I-I don't wanna remember." I started shaking violently and i felt like i was having a nervous breakdown. It was too much at one time.

"Rose. Rose. Look at me. It's okay, you're okay." He pulled my hands off my ears as he cradled me in his lap. I was still panicking my breathing rapid like i was hyperventilating. He grabbed my face and kissed me. I felt his soft lips and all these happy memories came up and i smiled. He pulled away and looked at me, wiping away my tears. "See now you aren't breathing fast." He smiled his gummy smile and i melted. I looked into his eyes as i realized that i wasn't freaking out anymore.

I took a few deep breathes as i centered myself and calmed my nerves. "Yoongi tell me everything, from the beginning. I need you to tell me since i can't deal with this alone and i know you're the only one that can stop my attacks." He sighed and kissed my lips gently looking down at my lap. 

"OK Kitten but, you're not gonna like what i have to say."

"Try me."

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Short chapter cause i had to cut the last one in half. Hope you enjoy as the plot thickens:)

[j-hoseok94]

Book: House of Cards

Author: ReyRey

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FOURTEEN

A few days after my whole anxiety attack that i had i returned to school. I haven't been sleeping well at all since then. I've been having dreams more like nightmares. Most of it was too dark to tell what was going on. I just knew i was scared, i was pushing something away in all of the dreams that was a constant thing. I would wake up in a cold sweat and for a moment i would remember what happened but not details. I'd forget right after that split moment. I knew it had to of been something tragic or disturbing for my mind to block it out. Something i couldn't handle dealing with. I was exhausted and fell asleep in most of my classes.

"Rose. Wake up." He nudged my elbow and i sat up straight. "What is up with you lately? First you haven't spoke to me in weeks, you look like hell. Have you been sleeping?" The concerned look on my best friend's face said everything. He had been worrying and probably for weeks. I dropped my head back down to the table resting it on my arm. I just wanted to sleep without having terrible nightmares.

"I am exhausted Axel you don't even know." I decided to fill him in on everything that had happened in the last three weeks or so. He was listening contently not showing much emotions. The party was a grey area all together. When i finished he leaned down to finish eating his lunch.

"Well that explains why Yoongi fought Jungkook in the hall the other day. To be fair i feel like Jungkook had it coming, i mean he was forcing Yoongi to not follow after you." My friend sat back as i raised my head looking at him.

"What?! When did this happen? I didn't know about this. They fought! Is everyone okay?" I was freaking out about this. No one told me what was going on. I hadn't been at school and I've, for the most part, been ignoring everyone. I had to find one of them, any of them. I needed to know they were good. I got up and raced out of the cafeteria, my adrenaline kicking in. I ran down the hall panting for breath i turn the corner and literally run into Taehyung.

He catches me in his arms as i collide with him. "Oop i'm so sorry TaeTae. Do you know where Jungkook or Yoongi are? I need to see one of them it doesn't matter which one." He pulls away from me and looks down at my face. He smiles at me with that angelic boxy smile he has.

"Yoongi is around the corner with..." I pushed past him not letting him finish.

"Thanks Tae!!" i run away and around the corner.

I felt like i was floating i was running so fast. I was worried that he got hurt and i wanted to know what happened. 'why did he fight him? Does he know? Is that it? Did they fight cause he actually loves me?'

The thought of Yoongi actually loving me made my heart soar. I always wanted to be with him and no one else. Jungkook was just to make him see that i was desirable so he'd fight for me. I wanted him to fight for me, to tell me that i was the one he wanted to be with. He never left my mind or my heart.

As i turned a corner to a hall i didn't recognize, i was stopped in my tracks. Leaning against the wall of windows facing the front of the school was a couple. I went to back up slowly as to not disturb them. I was moving slow until the hood on the guy fell back and exposed his very Minty green hair. My heart dropped to the floor and my breathe caught in my throat. I couldn't move i was in shock.

He was looking at her and moving strands of her hair from her face. He leaned down and kissed her. My feet unfroze before the rest of my body and when i went to run away i tripped over nothing and fell on my ass. "Ow fuck." i whispered to myself.

He glanced up and he saw me. His hair, all crinkly and messy, was in his eyes but i knew he saw me. I sat there for a moment just watching him watch me. He stepped away from the girl and stepped forward. I slid my legs under me in one quick smooth movement and i was on one knee. I stood up slowly never leaving his eye contact. I was angry, no i was livid. My hair was in my eyes and i didn't care. I stared him down and he stopped moving completely. My fists balled up in a death grip.

"What's wrong baby?" My eyes snapped over to the very perky girl clinging to his waist. I didn't know who it was her head was down and her hood was covering her hair. I glanced back his way hoping he saw the hurt and anger in my eyes.

"Not now Aphrodite." He pushed her off of him with a low growl in his voice. My eyes widen as i realize who this girl is. She lifted her head and dropped her hood letting her purple hair loose. She had it pinned up in a ponytail. She was still gorgeous even though i was extremely pissed and felt the betrayal of her actions.

I couldn't help but laugh at how ridiculous this whole thing was. She was the one that gave me the idea of faking a relationship in the first place. Now she had Yoongi wrapped around her finger. They looked at me like i was crazy. "Oh god this is rich. You're with Aphrodite? Haha oh my gawd well i see that i was right to begin with. Guess she got the best of you and i got the ass end of the stick."

"Rose it's not even like that.."

"Oh boy please save it. I saw all i needed to. I never thought you'd set me up like that Aphrodite i have to give you props." I crossed my arms across my chest and dropped my hip, i was so beyond mad i was calm.

She rolled her eyes, "I never told you to pick Jungkook. You could've picked any of them but it just had to be him." She snarled at me and that only made me smile.

"So you like Kookie haha oh this just keeps getting better and better." She stepped towards me and i stood my ground not even flinching as she got closer to me. "So what you've moved onto Yoongi? Lemme guess you plan on just going through the whole ass group huh? First it was Jimin then you 'liked' Jungkook and now you're with Yoongi. Who's next Taehyung? Hobi? Or were you gonna try and turn Namjin straight again?" I giggled a little.

She got closer to my face and i just kept my stance. "At least i never had to fake a relationship to make the guy i love jealous because, i couldn't put my big girl panties on and tell him i was wrong. I especially didn't use his closest best friend as the pawn in my little game. At least i don't have to pretend every minute of the day that i love someone i really don't. HAHA, i never had to lie or force Yoongi to be with me. Jungkook didn't even wanna be with you."

Her words sank in and i knew she was right. I didn't actually sit and talk to Yoongi about anything i just assumed he was using me because of my own insecurities. I used his best friend to make him jealous and instead it just pushed him into Aphrodite's arms. I dropped my arms and looked over at Yoongi, he had his hands in his pockets and his head down. His shoulders were slumped and all i wanted was to hug him. I wanted to piss her off i wanted her to be so damn mad she was at my level. "You're right Jungkook didn't wanna be with me cause he knew i love Yoongi." I pushed past her and shoulder checked her.

I walked over to Yoongi grabbed his face and looked him in the eyes, his beautiful brown eyes, "I love you Min Yoongi. I always have." I gently brushed my lips against his in a teasing way, "But you're with Aphrodite." I dropped my hands and stepped away from him i went to walk past him as he grabbed my wrist. He pulled me back to him and held me around my waist.

"Who said you could do that Kitten?" He leaned in and my heart stopped. His lips met mine and i felt the warmth grow in my chest. I missed him and i didn't even notice how badly. I let my tongue sneak out to meet his and he pulled me tighter. I was too caught up in the moment. As my mind came back to reality i realized that this wasn't right. I gently pushed him away breathing fast. 'He has Aphrodite now this isn't right. I can't get him back like this. I had to end my fake relationship with Jungkook first.'

"I-I.. We can't do this." I walked off wishing i could take back everything i saw happen between them. I just wanted to hide from my stupidity. I loved him but i can't be with him knowing that there was a mess i very much needed to clean up.

+Jimin+

I stayed in the shadows trying very much to keep hidden. I saw everything happen and i couldn't help but envy a little. He got to kiss her and feel her body close. See her smile and hear her laugh. From what i knew she had eyes only for Yoongi but i knew that could always change. I was gonna have her one way. I knew he would fuck up at some point and when he does i'll be there to catch her when she falls.

She walked off and i clung to the wall so, to not be seen.

"Well i think that went good. She thinks we are together. It was a fun distraction while it lasted but now you gotta help me out, like you promised." Aphrodite came into view and stood in front of Yoongi. He handed her a piece of paper and she smiled up at him. "Can you trust me?" He sighed and nodded his head. "Then i'll get your evidence. Meet you at the spot later." She kissed his cheek and walked away.

A few moments later he walked off in a different direction. 'What the hell was going on?' I run my fingers through my hair the theories rushing through my head. I walked off to my car knowing that there was more to this. I had a very bad feeling about this.

"Don't worry baby girl i'll protect you. No matter what happens i'll be there for you."

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[j-hoseok94]

Chapter one starts here.🥰

[j-hoseok94]

Book: House of Cards

Author: ReyRey

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THIRTEEN

-Yoongi-

I sat at the piano and thought about what melody i wanted to start doing. I tapped the keys playfully and eventually it turned into a rhythm. It sounded like a very sweet melody, it was slow and meaningful. It sounded like it was coming straight from my heart but i felt only anger, hurt, and pain. This ache in my heart was very real and every thought i had was very strong and cut deep. I never felt this down and angry all at the same time. The words just come to me,

"Goodbyes are T.E.A.R

Because things like tears are a luxury

There's no such thing as beautiful goodbyes

So just begin now

Woo take it easy slowly carve out my heart

That's right, that's right, gently step on the shards that have shattered

So that regret, regret, such a thing will no longer be left

Please burn up my heart that was torn into shreds

So go on and kill me without hesitating

Woo yeah yeah burn it

Woo yeah yeah yeah burn it

Woo yeah yeah yeah burn it

So not even the ashes remain

This is the real you and this is the real me

Now we've seen the end and not even resentment is left

I've woken up from the sweet dream and I close my eyes

This is the real you and this is the real me.."

Song is Outro: Tear if anyone wanted to know.

I finished with my rap and i was breathing heavily. I sat for a moment taking in the quietness surrounding me, as i felt a little bit better. I also felt very empty inside like i put all my feelings into that. Like i let out all of my feelings into the song. My anger, happiness, sadness, and all my love. I've never felt so betrayed.. so broken. Maybe she used me like i feared. Maybe Jungkook is who she really wanted.

As i started to get up from where i had been sitting at the piano there was movement at the corner of my eye. I don't turn around, "Go away i'm not in the mood to talk to anyone." I didn't care who it was, i wanted to be alone. I felt nothing, my heart was a void and i didn't care anymore. I was numb.. to everything.

"I'm not here to talk though." I turned to only be met by Aphrodite. I looked down at her tiny face and purple hair. She had on a sweet smile but i knew it was all a mask. She was the same height as Rose. She stepped closer and i just looked at her. She placed her hand on my shoulder and slowly wrapped her arm around my neck. I didn't react, i just stood there letting her do whatever she wanted.

She pulled me down slightly as she went on her tip toes. Her lips brushed against mine and i shivered. My body wanted more but my heart had no interest. She licked my lip and pulled me closer. I didn't wrap my arms around her i had no intent to touch her at all but i didn't care or feel like moving.

"Do you wanna kiss me?" I didn't respond mostly because i was fighting with myself. My body wanted and needed it but my mind was indecisive in the moment. As she leaned in, i closed my eyes, "I'll take that as a yes." As her lips met mine she moaned against them.

My arms went around her as my mind filled with memories of Rose. Her perfect lips moving against mine.

Her hands in my hair now as she deepened the kiss. She was making my hair look intentionally messy which at this point i didn't give two fucks. She pushed me towards the piano and made me sit down. I automatically did what she wanted of me. As i sat, she climbed on top straddling me, which only brought more memories of Rose. Our first night together..at her apartment. I don't wanna remember. I don't want to sit here and mope around, she was somewhere with Jungkook and i know she wasn't thinking of me. I grabbed Aphrodite's face and pulled her to my lips and i kissed her. She tasted like cherries and she smelled like roses.

I kissed her to forget and i loved every minute of it.

~

After we made out in the piano room i had walked her to her bus stop and said my goodbyes. It was nice to not have to think of you know who anymore. I was happy for the moments that i had in that room. Moments of peace and emptiness.

I turned a corner so i could cut through the school to the parking lot so i can go home and i ran into Namjin. Jin was leaning against the locker and Namjoonie had his arm next to his head looking down on him. They were smiling and happy. I watched for a moment, not trying to be creepy but silently wishing i was this happy.

Namjoon leaned down and kissed his boyfriend on the lips, Jin pulled away blushing deeply. "Joonie you can't be doing that. We're in public people will see us."

He reached down and lifted his chin, "Let them look then. Let them see my love for you." He kissed him gently again. Jin stroked his cheek as he pulled away. Their gazes were always full of so much love and i envied that.

I walked up to them, "You guys need a ride today too? I was just heading out." They looked over at me and then back at each other. Jin nodded and they turned back to me, "Yeah if you don't mind that would be great." They picked up their bags and we walked to the car. Jin was in my ear now, "What's wrong Meow Meow you seem down lately? I mean you fought Jungkook earlier what was that about? Did he really do that to Rose? If he did then why is she with him? It just doesn't seem like something he would do."

I brushed him off my shoulder as i reached my car, "Whatever is going on with Kookie is between me and him. No one else. I love you guys but you can't fix every situation we face as friends. You aren't our parents, though you love to act like em."

Jin looked at me sideways and placed his hand on my forehead like i was sick. "Are you sure you're okay?" I slapped his hand away now completely frustrated with him.

"I'm fine." All i could think of was 'Save me. Save me from myself. Save me from this pain. Please save me tonight.'

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And the plot thickens:)