iwmango

[iwmango]

⚠️this is financial advice⚠️:

never buy anything

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It doesn’t happen like that. You don’t just wake up one day and find that everything has worked itself out. You must get out of bed, morning after morning, and make a conscious effort to control the circumstances of that given day. You must learn to handle your issues with grace because you respect what they are attempting to teach you. You must drown your insecurities slowly, one self-realization at a time. You must allow yourself to feel the fear bubbling just beneath your skin but you must never allow it the satisfaction of crippling you; grit your teeth and march on. You see, they never tell you how hard these things will be. This fight to reclaim yourself is not easy or straightforward but, my god, is it necessary. 

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ah, yes, 100, formerly known as the successor of 99, formerly known as the successor of 98, formerly known as the successor of 97, formerly known as the successor of 96, formerly known as the successor of 95, formerly known as the successor of 94, formerly known as the successor of 93, formerly known as the successor of 92, formerly known as the successor of 91, formerly known as the successor of 90, formerly known as the successor of 89, formerly known as the successor of 88, formerly known as the successor of 87, formerly known as the successor of 86, formerly known as the successor of 85, formerly known as the successor of 84, formerly known as the successor of 83, formerly known as the successor of 82, formerly known as the successor of 81, formerly known as the successor of 80, formerly known as the successor of 79, formerly known as the successor of 78, formerly known as the successor of 77, formerly known as the successor of 76, formerly known as the successor of 75, formerly known as the successor of 74, formerly known as the successor of 73, formerly known as the successor of 72, formerly known as the successor of 71, formerly known as the successor of 70, formerly known as the successor of 69, formerly known as the successor of 68, formerly known as the successor of 67, formerly known as the successor of 66, formerly known as the successor of 65, formerly known as the successor of 64, formerly known as the successor of 63, formerly known as the successor of 62, formerly known as the successor of 61, formerly known as the successor of 60, formerly known as the successor of 59, formerly known as the successor of 58, formerly known as the successor of 57, formerly known as the successor of 56, formerly known as the successor of 55, formerly known as the successor of 54, formerly known as the successor of 53, formerly known as the successor of 52, formerly known as the successor of 51, formerly known as the successor of 50, formerly known as the successor of 49, formerly known as the successor of 48, formerly known as the successor of 47, formerly known as the successor of 46, formerly known as the successor of 45, formerly known as the successor of 44, formerly known as the successor of 43, formerly known as the successor of 42, formerly known as the successor of 41, formerly known as the successor of 40, formerly known as the successor of 39, formerly known as the successor of 38, formerly known as the successor of 37, formerly known as the successor of 36, formerly known as the successor of 35, formerly known as the successor of 34, formerly known as the successor of 33, formerly known as the successor of 32, formerly known as the successor of 31, formerly known as the successor of 30, formerly known as the successor of 29, formerly known as the successor of 28, formerly known as the successor of 27, formerly known as the successor of 26, formerly known as the successor of 25, formerly known as the successor of 24, formerly known as the successor of 23, formerly known as the successor of 22, formerly known as the successor of 21, formerly known as the successor of 20, formerly known as the successor of 19, formerly known as the successor of 18, formerly known as the successor of 17, formerly known as the successor of 16, formerly known as the successor of 15, formerly known as the successor of 14, formerly known as the successor of 13, formerly known as the successor of 12, formerly known as the successor of 11, formerly known as the successor of 10, formerly known as the successor of 9, formerly known as the successor of 8, formerly known as the successor of 7, formerly known as the successor of 6, formerly known as the successor of 5, formerly known as the successor of 4, formerly known as the successor of 3, formerly known as the successor of 2, formerly known as the successor of 1, formerly known as the little guy, the littlest guy, even.

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“Fatherless behavior” stop giving my DAD credit for all the work my MOM put into making me a terrible person!! Stop erasing women in history!!

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the evidence of small pleasures

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she lets me hit because i *remembers i have nothing and no one* actually lets just stop talking for a little while

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I was bleeding out in the snow and it was all cool and stuff until like a bunch of teenager showed up and then It got really cringe so I put all the blood back and went to go bleed out somewhere else but all the good bleed out places were taken so I decided just to die like a natural peaceful death like look overlooking the Cliffside but lo and behold somebody's already fucking dying there against a tree and it looks way sicker than what I had planned I guess I'll just fucking live

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mathematical revelation so great i almost became religious

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*flirting with an older man* when i was born you had already attempted suicide once

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when you're autistic and you learn how to smalltalk it literally feels like you started hacking real life

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recently in the middle of a bdsm scene, i was about to gag my gf with a bit, and asked them 'sweetheart, do you have anything to say while you still can?'

and my gf, the most unhinged brat on earth, leaned in real close and answered 'yes daddy... i was DB cooper'

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They call me 2 the way I <3

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big fan of proof by induction. mathematical equivalent of saying "just do the thing one bajillion times. you can do it." except mathematicians say n instead of bajillion

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my "suicidal hermit" lifestyle has been largely detrimental to my emotional wellbeing

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When I was a kid, I remember being really astounded by the fact that arithmetic is consistent. Like uh, 2 + 3 + 4 is 9. And 9 - 4 is 5, which is 2 + 3, and 9 - 2 is 7, which is 3 + 4! And 7 is also 6 + 1, and guess what, 9 is also 6 + 1 + 2, and even more amazingly, 6 is 4 + 2, and (remember 9 - 4 is 5) 2 + 2 + 1 is 5! No matter what you do it's always consistent, you can't trick it by adding and subtracting some convoluted sequence of numbers until it gives you an answer that's inconsistent with the rest.

When I was first learning arithmetic I remember that I just found this crazy, like, how does it always work out? That shouldn't be possible. And I figured that, naturally, when I got older, someone would eventually give me the answer to this incredibly pressing question. And, well, it turns out nobody has the answer, and they actually proved that it's impossible for anyone to give a satisfying answer. So, that's a bit disappointing.

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