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im feeling ill n pained thinking aboit this so its bedtime lol goodnight all i love u

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i want to talk to him one more time. to scream. to cry. to ask whether he feels an ounce of remorse. to humiliate myself again for the slight chance ill see a glimmer of it, and a chance he'd view me as a nuisance and treat me with anger, and the largest probability he'd resume seeing me as a sex object and a challenge. maybe I'll never be something he did wrong to him. just at worst an inconsequential mistake.

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not to beat the shit out of a dead horse and stab it multiple times but i cannot stop thinking about the man who took advantage of me. he has friends who he might have told. maybe theyre telling him he did nothing wrong. he has an ex girlfriend closer to my age than his that hes still friends with - one of my friends is friends with her too. what would she think if she found out? was it really even that bad? does he feel remorse or rage that his aggressively sexual flirting didnt work. does he even think about me at all or does he get to forget now

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vetted palestine gfms • january 2nd 2025

a list of the vetted fundraisers i got on my askbox, listed in alphabetical order

aiamaher2 — gfm

alaafamely11 — gfm

alihelles1997 — gfm

amanyay556 — gfm

amlyfamilyy — gfm

eman123123123 — gfm

enas34 — gfm

ezzfamily — gfm

fadoo-1992 — paypal

itslayla7 — ko-fi

mahmuodanwar — gfm

mohamed-adventure — gfm

mohammedaldeeb — gfm

mohammedayyads-blog — gfm

nfamily2 — gfm

raedser1 — gfm

safa-abed — gfm

shaheedgaza — gfm

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if you are interested in taking arabic, please consider signing up for my friend's class on nov 30. 16 hours for a class that would normally be hundreds of dollars. this covers beginner and intermediate, with a focus on reading, writing, and vocabulary.

for spoken conversation (more dialect specific), she will also be offering a course in january. alaa is very patient and a great teacher, as well as totally fluent in english. she also records the classes in case you end up missing one.

the funds are to help family in gaza.

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while you’re here i’d like to draw your attention to @alkliliyfamliy and their campaign! they’re only 11% to their goal, and even a little bit helps!

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i think about this article more often then i would like to admit. they're talking about murdering a child in a tone one would probably talk about the weather.

palestinian children dream about not having to hear bombs and living in peace and going to school and playing with their friends and being able to grow up.

they've killed so many children in the last 14 months. so many families have been torn apart, so many dreams shattered, yet people are moving on.

how does one move on from what the occupation is doing in gaza? how does one move on from the genocide that is being paid for by our governments using our tax money?

please, i request you to donate to alaa, a mother of two young children. she lives in gaza with her family in a tent which does not offer much protection from the cold. she needs to buy firewood to keep her family warm.

verification by 90-ghost and the butterfly effect project #307

please donate here to help this family

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2025 Goals

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addendum

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“I wanna ask you…”

Heres my 8 page love letter to the otasune dialogue ever that made me crazy over this series, please enjoy!

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