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arises from the grave  what sort of fresh hell do we have here? -^- hope everyone is doing alright, will be making a come back soon !

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wanting to point out this problematic opinion right here , if ariana grande is uncomfortable with lookalikes / impersonations - If she’s uncomfortable with a tiktoker mimicking her face ... what makes it okay to invalidate her triggers ?  this grated my gears. there are many resources where she thinks it’s weird. i’m honestly curious what anyone’s take on this is ? 

to the anon that’s so pressed and bothered by me using a fc . . grow up. she has been used for years. if she said she didn’t want to be used for roleplaying then yeah i’d understand. but as i said, grow up and if you have an issue, feel free to message me off anon instead of being a coward. if this is a certain admin of a group i am no longer in, get over yourself. it’s things like this that more than half of your members left your toxic group to begin with. 

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exhaustion , that existed heavily within his being. his selectivity came to no surprise but if he had to double down on his dirty laundry on anyone -- the grievances between them had something to do with it. tony stark , a master evader when it came to speaking honestly where it came to himself. deflections were a common act wherever he was concerned . 

his surprise fueled the smirk on his lips as he opened his arms in a grand gesture. “ shocking , right ? he had the whole world fooled , but he hid his own kid from the public , i didn’t know a damn thing about him until my old man died. “  for a moment he paused at the end and then looked back to Steve, “ i haven’t even told pepper about this , “ but of course -- there is a lot that his ex didn’t know. while he could trust her with the controller that could end his life in heartbeat -- he couldn’t bring himself to be honest with the demons that plagued his mind. 

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word prompts compilation

complies THIS MEME // THIS MEME // THIS MEME

ADD ++ FOR REVERSE

[ attention ] for your muse to touch mine as a way of getting their attention

[ wake ] for your muse to wake mine

[ cover ]  for your muse to cover mine with a blanket or a jacket

[ lift ] for your muse to give mine a hand stepping up or over something etc.

[ kiss ]  for your muse to come up to mine and kiss them without warning

[ run ] for your muse to run their fingers through mine’s hair

[ braid ] for your muse to braid mine’s hair

[ embrace ]  for your muse to hold mine

[ smile ] for your muse to smile at mine from across the room

[ wave ] for your muse to gesture to mine to come closer

[ panic ] for your muse to grab mine’s arm or get behind them in a moment of danger

[ touch ] for your muse to rest their forehead against mine’s

[ weep ]  for your muse to catch mine crying

[ eat ] for your muse to offer mine food

[ hit ] for your muse to attack mine

[ love ] for your muse to touch mine as a show of affection or reassurance

[ nap ] for your muse to fall asleep against mine

[ rest ] for your muse to rest their head in mine’s lap

[ look ] for your muse to catch mine staring

[ seduce ] for your muse to touch mine sexually

[ help ] for your muse to lean on mine for support

[ give ] for your muse to offer mine their arm

[ entwine ] for your muse to hold mine’s hand

[ laugh ] for your muse to laugh at something mine did

[ dance ] for your muse to dance with mine

[ sit ] for your muse to pull mine into their lap

[ yell ] for your muse to calm mine down

[ cry ] for your muse to wipe mine’s tears away

[ dream ] for my muse to share dream with yours

[ nightmare ] for your muse to wake mine from a nightmare

[ surprise ] for your muse to show up at mine’s house without explanation

[ fix ] for your muse to treat mine’s injury

[ sacrifice ] for your muse to get hurt protecting mine

[ guard ] for your muse to step between my muse and danger

[ taste ] for your muse to cook for mine

[ sing ] for your muse to sing to mine 

[ goodbye ] for my muse kissing and/or hugging your muse goodbye

[ secrets ]   my  muse  sharing/confiding  a secret

[ bloody ]   for your  muse  coming  to  my  muse  with  blood  stains 

[ drunk ]   your  muse  takes  care  of my very drunk muse 

[ bed ]  my  muse wakes up in  the  same bed as your muse with little  recollection  of  the  night  before

[ scream ]   my  muse  hears  your  muse  scream  and  runs  to  them

[ trail ]   my  muse  watches  as  your  muse  traces  one  of  my  muses  scars,  asking  them  about  it

[ piggyback ]   my  muse  gives  yours  a  piggyback  ride

[ jump ]   my  muse  holding  yours  up  by  their  thighs

[ carry ]   my  muse  carries  your  muse  to  their  house

[ lighter ]   my  muse  pulls  out  a  lighter  and  lights  it  for  your  muse  to  use  to  light  their  cigarette

[ shot ] my  muse  gets  shot  and  struggles  to  your  muses for aid

[ wound ] my  muse  patches  and  bandages  a  wound  your  muse  has  gotten

[ fight ]   my  muse  stops  your  muse  from  getting  into  a  physical  fight  with  someone  else

[ arrest ]   your  muse  finds  my  muse  arrested  in  cuffs  

[ hospital ]   my  muse  awakens  in  a  hospital,  finding  your  muse  by  their  side,  asking  what  happened

[ betrayal ] my  muse  finds  out  that  your  muse  has  betrayed  them and  confronts  them  about  it

[ nude ] my  muse  walks  in  on  your  muse  accidentally  seeing  them  naked

[ karaoke ]  for our muses to sing together

[ wet ]   your muse  strips  down  to  their  under  garments  and  runs  into  the  water,  motioning  for my muse  to  join  them

[ crawl ]  for  your  muse  to  crawl  into  bed  with  mine .

[ flower ]  for  your  muse  to  offer  my  muse  their  favourite  flower

[ gift ]  for  my  muse  to  surprise  your muse  with  a  gift

[ homemade gift ]  for  my  muse  to  make  your muse  a  gift

[ bestow ] for your muse to give my muse a gift, bought or handmade ( bonus if you add what it is )

[ serenade ]  for  my  muse  to  sing  to  your  muse

[ caress ]  for  your  muse  to  gently  run  their  hand  down  my  muse’s  face

[ caught ]  for  your  muse  to  catch  my  muse  wearing  their  shirt .

[ love letter ]  for  your  muse  to  give  my  muse  a  love  letter  they  wrote  for  them

[ boop ]  for  your  muse  to  boop  my  muse  on  the  nose

[ date ]  for  my muse  to  ask  your  muse  to  go  on  a  date

[ confess ]  for my muse  to  confess  their  feelings  to  your  muse

[ sleepy ]  for  my muse  to  slowly  fall  alseep  on  your muse

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GUESS WHOSE BACK

BACK AGAIN

SUP MY DUDES.i am officially back from my long-time hiatus and ready to mingle ! i hope everyone is surviving this holiday season !! i’m going to have to touch base with many to see what they’d like to continue and what should be dropped ! give this post some love and i will dive into your dms , or i just might do it anyway !

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Steve watched him carefully, trying to pick out the individual emotions beneath his quick words. He was able to identify a haunted look in his brown eyes at the mention of Howard. Steve’s heart ached at the idea of his old friend and his new friend. Howard was always irreverent and arrogant but he was a good man– to Steve at least.

How could he have ruined his relationship with Tony?

“What exactly happened with–” Steve asked without giving the decision much thought.

and there it is , that look that he would have loved to avoid. but he knew that in getting closer to steve -- there were some things he couldn’t keep locked in the closet. hell , if he had it his way -- his demons were his own. dead and buried with the hatchet that dropped on the day of his adoptive parents’ death. physical scars are minuscule to the psychological damage left behind. it’s one thing to forgive a dead man , but there was no erasing it.

“ how much time do you have , because it’s one hell of a wild ride. “ he stated with a soft sigh. “ the howard you knew and the howard i knew are two different sides of the coin. same -- brilliant brain , but the one i knew spiraled to rock bottom sometime after he and my mom -- maria , took me in. “ he said this as if it were common knowledge but then he stopped himself for a moment. “ I was adopted. gotta love family secrets.  “ 

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Reblog if you RP using Discord

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❝ as nice as the quiet life and the kids running around scene sounds -- my lifestyle isn’t a kid-zone, Cap. those kids are damn well near adulthood ,and I thank whatever holy power exists that they don’t have to endure what i endured. my childhood isn’t all picket fences or playing catch with the old man.  ❞ he admitted to him , tony stark always kept hush about the specific issues he had with Howard. and he will admit that while he has a natural charisma -- there were other things that he struggled with under the surface.

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PRE - ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP MEME .

send a ♡ and i’ll fill this out for our muses !  i’ll bold what i want for their relationship, italic what i could see and strike out what i don’t .

FRIENDS.   childhood friends  /  work friends  /  family friends  /  recently friends  /  turning antagonistic  /  turning into something romantic  /  stable  /  falling apart  /  friendship of need  /  friendship of circumstance  pen - pals or internet friends  /  coworkers  /  partners  /  other .

ROMANCE.   childhood sweethearts  /  newly entered  /  soulmates  /  skinny love  /  unrequited from my muses side  /  unrequited from your muses side  /  friends with benefits  /  awkward  /  fading  /  turning  toxic  /  toxic  and  destructive  /  other .

FAMILIAL BOND.   sibling bond  /  older sibling figure to your muse  /  younger sibling figure to your muse  /  parental figure to your muse  /  parental figure to your muse  /  guardian figure  /  legal  guardian  /  other .

ENEMIES.   dangerous to themselves  /  dangerous to others  /  unpredictable  /  passionate  /  rivals  /  petty  /  developing into a sexual tension  /  developing into a romantic tension  /  based off family matters  /  based of circumstance  /  based of professional matters  /  based of misunderstandings or lies  /  other .

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my life

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❥      NON - SEXUAL   ACTS   OF   DOMINANCE . 

feel free to edit or elaborate as you please .   ( add  ‘ reverse ‘  to your message if you’d like to see how my muse would perform the action ) . otherwise , send in one of these for my muse’s reaction to   …

[ lit ]  your muse lighting a cigarette , spliff , etc. for mine . 

[ order ]  your muse ordering for mine at a restaurant or bar .

[ guide ]  your muse putting a hand on mine’s back to lead them .

[ pay ]  your muse paying for mine at a store , bar , restaurant , etc . ( you can specify where or for what . )

[ open ]  your muse opening a door for mine .

[ dry ]  your muse drying mine off with a towel after a shower , bath , swimming , etc . 

[ instruct ]  your muse giving mine instructions / telling them what to do . 

[ groom ]  your muse adjusting mine’s appearance , such as straightening a tie , fixing their hair , or buttoning their shirt for them , etc . 

[ direct ]  your muse taking mine by the chin and telling them to look yours in the eye .

[ disagree ]  your muse sternly telling mine  ‘ no ‘ .

[ rest ]  your muse resting their arm over mine’s shoulder / s .

[ clean ]  your muse cleaning a smudge of something off mine’s cheek , forehead , etc .   feel free to specify what and how . 

[ answer ]  your muse answering a question meant for mine . 

[ coat ]   your muse holds mine’s coat out for them while they put it on .

[ pilot ]  your muse taking mine by the arm , hand , shoulder , etc . to lead them . 

[ stare ]  your muse staring mine down . 

[ placement ]  your muse telling mine to sit down .

[ teach ]  your muse taking control of mine’s hand , arm , hips , etc . to make sure they do something correctly .  

[ patience ]  your muse telling mine to be patient .

[ tears ]  your muse wiping away mine’s tears .

[ swat ]  your muse swatting mine’s hand away from something they’re not supposed to touch .  

[ jewelry  ]  your muse clasping a piece of jewelry for mine , such as a necklace , or earrings . 

[ enough ]  your muse commanding mine to stop talking . 

[ retrieve ]  your muse requesting or ordering mine to retrieve them something .

[ invite ]  your muse inviting mine to sit on their lap .

[ lean ]  your muse inviting mine to lean into their side while they’re sitting or laying together . 

[ calm ]   your muse telling mine to  ‘ just breathe ‘ .

[ scold ]  your muse scolding mine for something .

[ comfort ]  your muse pulling mine into a reassuring hug .

[ approval ]  your muse complimenting mine on a choice they’ve made .

[ beckon ]  your muse beckoning mine to them without speaking . 

[ laces ]  your muse lacing , tying , or zipping something for mine , such as shoes , a dress , or a jacket , etc .

[ stay ]  your muse telling mine to stay in the car . 

[ defend ]  your muse defending mine’s reputation , dignity , or safety for them . 

[ feed ]  your muse feeding mine something , feel free to specify what .

[ volume ]  your muse demanding mine speak louder .

[ read ]  your muse reading something to mine .

[ refill ]  your muse refilling mine’s glass for them . 

[ possessive ]  your muse resting their hand on mine’s leg or the small of their back while they’re sitting beside each other . 

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the one thing about tony that always seems to remain the same is -- you can’t expect him to stay on track. his mind is forever moving off the designated course . no he’ll touch all areas the moment he decides to bring something to light. “ yes , tonight , honestly you already have plans ? “ but then his answer had been given as he listened to him more. 

“ you’ll find out when we get there , it’s a surprise. oh , and -- you don’t have to wear a suit. : he assured , “ though you’d look good in anything , or nothing , but whatever feels right. “ his hand patted his shoulder and a bit of a smirk existed on his lips. 

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oh boy 

so there has been a lot of family feuds and all of the mentally draining that I just couldn’t take -- and now i’m back at last. hopefully for the long haul. i am going to be doing a mains and exclusives call soon , kind of create some more order on his blog. it’s good to be back !

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there were several curious glances tossed over to the other who seemed very in-tune with his sketchbook. and yet very capable of also offering him a semblance of that attention. but his answer noticeably somehow carried and obliterated any misinterpretations of his character. of course it would be the first thought to cross anyone’s mind that -- tony stark wouldn’t take a liking to children. but honestly , it really was the complete opposite - with the lack of experience and the only example he had -- only taught him what NOT to do.  “ really ? wow  - “ he didn’t mean to sound surprised by the compliment , but he was actually surprised. “ i can’t remember the last time someone told me that. “ admitting this sheepishly , the topic of children never really came up -- like he was some sort of repellent for it. “ as much as i appreciate your faith in me , cap -- i have to disagree. “ even if he did get excited about the subject -- there’s always a weight tugging him down.

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Steve didn’t look up from his sketchbook when he tossed the question out there between them. They’d been sitting together in a comfortable silence before the question was posed. Tony tinkering as always and Steve sketching different figures that looked an awful lot like the one and only Iron Man.

Steve had started to draw a child when he began to imagine Tony interacting with children. The man was so good with kids that it had, honestly, caught Steve off guard. He was ashamed to admit that, initially, he thought Tony would detest children.

Nothing could be farther from the truth. Tony had a way with kids. He didn’t belittle them or treat them as lesser. He talked to them as equals and kids usually responded well to that.

The eyes of the child that he was drawing started to look dark and large with heavy eyelashes…

Steve kept his eyes on the penciled, imaginary child as Tony answered. Only after he finished did Steve look up in mild shock.Some people weren’t meant to have children? Did Tony really think he wasn’t meant to have kids

“But you’d be so good at it,” Steve responded quickly.

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What's your policy on writing with someone who's writing with other Tonys? Are you comfortable with that, or would you prefer exclusivity?

\i will be one hundred percent when i say that --- i didn't expect to be asked this question. ideally -- i do prefer exclusivity. i want to say that -- i appreciate and adore anyone who shows tony stark love by taking his character under their wing, i can't get enough of it. but with my mindset as it is , it does create discomfort when I read other threads. now as an indie i recognize that it's unrealistic to expect to be the only one, so i don't ask anyone to accommodate to it. i'm still feeling my way through with everyone around me , so i have some unspoken people that i would like to consider my mains/exclusives -- even if i don't have a page for it yet. i get kind of shy about bringing it to light.

but wow i got off topic a bit , but yeah -- bottom line , it does make me uncomfortable but i'm not necessarily sure that's something that could be fixed. i mean if it’s something i could discuss with the people i do consider my mains -- the people i would like to be exclusive with -- then i’d gladly do it. but i also don’t want there to be a pressure .

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"Tony-- have you ever thought about having kids?"

the question itself caught him off guard , words ceased in his throat as his eyes averted away. “ yeah , the thought crossed my mind quite a bit , you’d be surprised. “ he murmured without further explanation at first. “ but not all people were meant to be parents.’

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⭐️ uwuu

a star shines for us /// always accepting 

under her nose , tony stark already had a suit labeled RESCUE in the final stages of production. he wanted her to fight along side the avengers. someone he could easily trust with his own life.