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[inthecloudsinthestars]

i didn’t believe in soulmates i actually didn’t believe in anyone or anything but you you made it happen and now i believe i believe in soulmates i believe in you

dazai to chuuya.

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your eyes are what made me fall for you they remind me of the grayish blue ocean right before a storm but they shine like water in the sun when you are excited or when you talk about the things you love or sometimes when you look at me and i wonder how i got so lucky

to her.

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there's a god inside you waiting to break free it would kill you but you don't need a god you are strong on your own strong enough to destroy leaving nothing but chaos behind and yet you're still soft you still care you still love and you still live

to chuuya.

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nothing makes you happier than laughter you surround me with things that make me happy with people that make me happy and let me create happy memories with others and with you

to hermes.

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the sound of a soul cracking

you can hear it the cracking of his soul when he smiles another dishonest smile a smile full of so much sadness it makes you want to scream even darker than the pitch-black night is only the darkness behind his eyes

crack

misunderstood no one can grab a hold of his mind "demon prodigy" is what they call him respect him, don't trust him they could never trust him

crack

but he is just a child unable to escape the darkness in his brain and you can hear it the sound of his soul cracking when he smiles

crack

crack

to dazai.

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you're golden

let your light shine on the world make it a little brighter and a little more special let your light shine into my heart make me a little happier and a little more special

to apollo.

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dark impulses

since the day you met him you never were alone

— why do i feel so lonely?

surrounded by people who trust you, believe in you

— i'm faking a smile

they tell you how strong you are but they don't know

— that i'm suffering in silence

please reach out your hand, let people in your heart

— i cannot be saved

it's not too late

to mikey.

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she's dancing a mesmerizing dance as she strips from her colorful dress dying yet alive as it gets colder every day but never cold enough for her when will she put on her new dress? i've seen it before it's simple yet gorgeous to look at it glistens in the sunlight and i think she called it "snow" but i fear someone tore it to pieces only small specks remain never enough to cover her whole body, always just bits and pieces even if it gets colder every day until it gets warmer and she puts on another dress it's every shade of my favorite color i think it suits her most she looks as alive as i feel when she wears it the future seems bright until it's winter again

to mother nature.

[inthecloudsinthestars]

i saw you in the clouds today whispering sweet nothings you lift my heart higher and make me feel free i feel carefree when you're with me nothing can hurt me nothing can make me sad whenever the wind blows i know you're there to lift my heart higher and make me feel free i saw you in the clouds today

to hermes.

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on late night train rides you show me the lights of cities i've never been to it's only for a short time we are moving quickly soon i see nothing but black outside and my reflection in the window we stop again, just for a minute but i want to be home

even though im sitting alone i know i am not you're always with me i enjoy those quiet times we don't have to talk, don't have to say a word "i will protect you" is what you tell me as we listen to our playlist and i am home with you

for hermes.

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im feeling connected, looking at the stars the night sky gives me peace i feel calm when im talking to you you inspire me without saying a word, you inspire me

to hermes.

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they call you king of the sheep but you are not a sheep, not a king but a god and you are just a child without a childhood, without a home all on your own until you found a family and when they betrayed you even then, you weren't on your own anymore he found you and you found him

to chuuya.

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i want to see your smile i want to see it every day it's healing even from afar thousands of kilometers between us but you never fail to make me happy you make my days brighter because you you shine like the sun and it's not only me you shine for everyone and you make them feel at home you make them feel loved and i hope you feel loved to you, and your healing smile

to yuta.

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your reflection in the water it's something truly beautiful you make me feel warm when the wind blows cold it's perfect the leaves crack beneath my feet they're tumbling down on me while ducks and crows pass me by i am not alone, you are with me and everything feels perfect right now it's autumn and it's perfect

to apollo and hermes.

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my eyes spark with joy whenever i see the stars i think they’re sparkling too just you and i good music, quiet tunes and a cup of tea cars passing by can’t destroy our peace a soft breeze cold, but i feel warm inside i feel warm with you as i watch the stars and i think they’re sparkling too

to hermes.