Not meddically recognized but talking to a therapist that knows about DID/OSDD and doing that type of work
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Hey 👋 11/13/2024
10/17/2024 Dear Reader🖤 Age 21
Hey folks it’s Isaac🖤 I’m part of the @interwebois club been here since 2017 In System🧡 Dating 💝 Steven💚 @steven-granty-boi Since August 1st of 2024 But Had Feeling From Before, So Yeah Officially but when first watching The Devil Inside🗡️ S1 it was kinda weird not knowing your a fictive because discovered our System hood in November of 2022 and that was a lot to accept. Beforehand always though because same in source that this was just another “VR” reality type of thing so kinda went dormant for a bit but now still struggling with emotions like before and with my source sister Eve and for so long struggling with that loss and we know from experience source stories reflect Our experiences that we went through and on October 15th with therapy realizing why I We feel this way towards Her. But some things about me. My birthday is October 29th which now typing is close. I’m pretty religious, recently it’s been hard mostly with some other Parts🧡 having conflict but trying to find a middle ground you know. If I have to bed describe myself using the source it will be S2 of My Virtual Escape💙 A Fav Episode is s2:e1 missing. The song astronaut though 🎧 Playing on the Guitar 🎸 is pretty neat. Music 🎵 when in high school 🏫 used to be older blink-182 that Pop Punk 🤘🏻 Now More of My Source Self and Alternative Punk Rock like The Killers ⚡️ but with Pop Punk 🤘🏻 Do Listen But by Christian Artists 🖼️ which Is Pretty Cool 😎 Man
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11/05/2024
Today was able to talk more in depth about Moon Knight🌙 using the video that got me into the series with the Person I’m working with it was So awkward But They Didn’t Take It Weird So Felt Okay 🍃 “The Goal Is Living In Harmony” 💗
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#osdd 1b#osdd system#osdd#otherwise specified dissociative disorder#spotify#youtube#moon knight fictive#system fictive#fictive source#fictive culture is#fictive culture#fictional introject#fictive#osddid#ashla system#osdd 1#did
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Yesterday on 11/02/2024 Rewatched Your Place or Mine 🏠 2023 and was like hey the song reminds me of being DID coded
“Was I wrong? Like nothing was there. Or was it there all along? Just needed some air. Walk in the room and can’t remember why you’re standing there. Lost in a memory just staring at an empty chair. There was a fire but it faded in the afterglow. We took the air out and now the flames burning low. Embers. We were embers.”
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11/01/2024 Oh Yeah Awww 🥰
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🧡Hey 👋 We’re Fictional Introjects of folks in Moon Knight🌙🗡️ Our Body Is 20 and Turning 21 Next Month in November of 2024🧡
Include Steven💚 & Marc💙Marcy🌨️ & Jake💜Dameon🌹
Me Steven💚 are kinda after S1 shy but Learned so Much about Being a System🌙
Marc💙Marcy🌨️ best describes is the scene in S1:E2 Summon the Suit when he’s talking to Khonshu🌙
Jake💜Dameon🌹 has 2 forms one the Suit Jake and 2nd in S1:E5 Asylum Dameon🌹 Persona🌙
We Will Love To Talk To Other Introjects and or Folks Who Love 🥰, Enjoy Moon Knight🌙🗡️ Much As We Do🫶 10-14-2024
💗 For Us Our Source Stories Memories Instead of the Source Trauma, It’s Our Trauma, Pretty Reflective So That’s Probably Why We Are Introject Because We Can Relate To What’s Happening On The TV Screen 💗 ~ The Ashla System -🖤🌙
Songs 🎵 Best Describes Each Of Us
Steven💚
Marc💙Marcy🌨️
Jake💜
Dameon🌹
💗 Hope We Can Be Friends 💗 @interwebois
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10/23/2024
Steven Grant not catching a break in any of the Moon Knight episodes
#steven grant#moon knight#moon knight gif#steven grant gif#gif#my gif#my gifs#moon knight gifset#mk gif#mk#Spotify
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10/19/2024 Therapy is so like intense man pealing back the layers and layers like we know with source memory’s if we feel something towards them there is a real life in our life implications a symbolism so yeah.
Made this on October 12th and after having that emotional attachment towards Eve and Us knowing that because with all our sources there’s a link to Our story that we went through so after now 5-6 years of it on the 15th with therapy kinda figured out why still crying but 😭 feel better about it you in know so to Eve💗 Love Eventually Leads To Grief But Every Moment Is Worth It 💗 My Virtual Escape💙 Edit 🎬 Grief ;Francis Forever by Mitski audios/inta @brainedaudios | YouTube♥️ Letter Live :Benedict reads Nick Cave’s letter about 10/17/2023
#Ashla system#fictional introject#fictive#fictive source#my virtual escape#source memories#osdd alter#osdd#osdd 1b#osddid#osdd 1
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10/16/2024 2 Years Of Us Watching Moon Knight🌙🗡️ So Glad That The LORD✝️ Showed Us This💚 Now Doing So Much Trauma Work With Someone Who Knows About Parts🧡 And Doesn’t judge any of Us even though most of Us are Fictional Introjects 
#osdd 1b#osdd system#osdd#otherwise specified dissociative disorder#moon knight series#moon knight fictive#moon boys#osdd alter#system fictive#fictive source#fictional introject#fictive#Ashla system
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Hahah 9/29/2024
the life of a british alter in an american system 💔
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Yesterday saw this for the First Time and We love talking to each other a lot during movies other times too of course but got a comment of how this is Child Part Coded and was like so True.
When You’re simultaneously a Child Part and a Adult Part 9/23/2024
Clip Guardians of the Galaxy Vol. 2 📼 / Saw Yesterday and a Part said this and was like so True hahah 😂
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9/01/2024 Check Out Our New Video🧡
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Lighthouse My Virtual Escape💙 Cover🎸
For Us we don’t all feel connected to everything in source and things we do usually has some real life our body reason you know yeah
Sorry for the audio trouble
#osdd 1b#osdd system#osdd#otherwise specified dissociative disorder#youtube#spotify#osddid#system fictive#fictive source#fictive culture#fictional introject#fictive#my virtual escape#isaac kalder#osdd introject#osdd 1
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#So True , 8/26/2024
Sometimes being a system feels like being pulled in a dozen different directions when no one can agree on how to react to something. If our partner doesn’t reply to us for days, the protector wants to tear into them for neglecting us like our abusers always did, the diplomat wants to try to talk things through, the anxious people pleaser wants to stay quiet in case they break up with us, the uninhibited one wants to be upfront about our feelings, the emotional fragments want to hide and cry and not do anything about it, the system kids just want our partner to comfort us and make it better.
No wonder I’ve struggled all my life to make a single freaking decision under any circumstances.
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System hottake! I see so much emphasis on the validity of fictives, (which is true! Fictives are a valid thing!) but honestly most people I see are fine with fictives in the DIDOSDD spaces.
You know what I very rarely see validity posts and “it’s ok to have and is in fact a very normal part of the disorder” posts for?
Factives!!! Especially of peoples abusers, famous people, historical figures, and so on!
Yes Fictives are valid! But honestly I see way more hate and vitriol towards factives, especially if they are of famous people.
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8/23/2024 A Street Cat Named Bob 🐈 rewatched this about a year ago and posted about it so rewatched it yesterday and today :)
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I only ever see DID discussed as purely covert or overt, but never anything about systems with mixed presentation.
My system is maybe 90% covert, where most alters mask as the host. And then there are a few who have wildly different outward fashion choices, styles of speaking, and want people to know they’re someone other than the host.
It’s kind of chaotic when most alters are trying to stay on the down low and then Extremely Goth Alter shows up in Tripp pants and an oversized metal hoodie I didn’t even know we owned .-.
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