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the dust has settled on my life

picture frames new and old are foggy

and my memory's come and gone,

but I remember, always, the strife.

the dust has settled on my head

and it's settled still on my arms, and my legs

painting beautiful pictures with only my words,

I wonder if I could still impress the dead?

write me poetry on the back of my hand,

fill the space on my wrist up, too

draw your emotions in spirals up my arms,

and I'll pretend you don't understand.

the dust has settled on my tongue,

and my fancy for speech is long gone.

and my lips are cracked from where I pick them,

no one to keep them warm, but I'm still young.

maybe I'll find a trace of old fabric

that'll take me back a couple five years,

and maybe that old and stained, familiar fabric

will distract my heart from catching all my tears.

and maybe, one day, I'll be at your door,

with a bundle of roses 'neath my chin

clutched tight in my hands, but I don't feel the thorns

I know, to hurt me, it takes much more.

what can I say?

I'm indefensible

and the magic I breathe

is unpredictable

but, what can I say?

it's inexcusable—

the secrets I've kept,

they made them so clear.

the dust has settled on my life—

dripping with pain and sacrifice.

what will I be, when it's all over?

though everything's still, it's still not over.

the dust has settled over my head

and I cannot love,

lest I wind up dead again.

I'm everything strong, I'm undefeated—

even when I feel so depleted.

this is my life,

I can't turn back now.

agony, strife—

they'll find me soon.

I just want a wife,

some kids, and less frowns—

memories ripe

and bright as the moon.

what did I say to make me bad now?

the dust has settled, and I'm underwhelmed

this is my home, I can't just leave now

the dust has settled, yet I'm overwhelmed.

the dust has settled on my life.

picture frames old and in my mind

and I'm so afraid, I'd let you see me cry now

and I wonder so, if you'd even want me back in your life.

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I have a type ok

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breeze

I play the sound of a cool breeze

I put on some chill music

I settle into my surroundings

I make sure I'm warm and cozy

I eat what I want to

I drink what I want to

I do what I want to

even though it's a lie.

it's a lie,

and it's a lie because it's not what I want to do—

not if I have to do it alone.

but I do it anyway

because I think I'll always be alone

and feel like I need to learn how to cope with that better.

I'm a pack animal

but the world says no

and so I stay alone.

solitary.

listening to a recording of the sea's breeze

because I am alone

and it makes me feel like I have some sort of company.

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A Restful Moment 5/16/2020

A moment of silence

A time to remember

A vision of peace

The coordinates of time

Converge to point to you

As a sign

Tranquil winds blow

Causing everything around you to slow

The wings of a butterfly is shown, in the finest of details

The clouds take the shapes of fond memories

Creating a portal to a distant past

The essence of the world is color coded

Captivating, is the flow of

energy that surrounds

Which is enhanced by cosmic showers

Precious pinks prominently merge with

Resilient reds resonating with

Pristine purples prideful

Grateful greens gracefully bow to optimistic oranges observing

Brilliant blues blooming

Yellow yesterdays, youthful in appearance

The fresh scent of change is in the air with its levitating fragrance

Carrying you away to blissful serene scenes

For you to give into these restful moments

Imagine, the caption, "it's like a dream"

~ Quiet-Storm ~

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not knowing

I think sometimes

the worst pain in the world

is when you want to kiss their foreheads

tuck them into bed

run your fingers through their hair

hold them close, and hold them tight

let them fall asleep with their heads on your shoulder

intertwine your fingers and share the warmth of your hands

stay up late into the night talking

and then talk some more tomorrow

spend every moment you can with them

simply because you love and are loved

the worst pain is sometimes when you want so, so desperately

to cherish them all

and you've not a single soul like that

because you don't know

how

to invite them into your life

and even if you did

you feel like it wouldn't feel right

like they'd be wrong

or you'd be wrong

or they'd eventually

get bored

of you.

and you're just laying there in bed at night

feeling this pain

not knowing how to get it to stop

without fulfilling your wishes,

those wishes

that you can't fulfill.

I think sometimes

the worst pain is wanting to love someone unconditionally

when you are completely and utterly alone.

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