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when Bashir Badr said,

ابھی اس طرف نہ نگاہ کر میں غزل کی پلکیں سنوار لوں

مرا لفظ لفظ ہو آئینہ تجھے آئنے میں اتار لوں

Abhi is taraf na nigah kar main ghazal ki palkein sawaar loon,

Mera lafz lafz ho aaina tujhe aaine mein utaar loon,

میں تمام دن کا تھکا ہوا تو تمام شب کا جگا ہوا

ذرا ٹھہر جا اسی موڑ پر تیرے ساتھ شام گزار لوں

Main tamam din ka thaka hua tu tamam raat ka jaga hua,

Zara thehr ja isi mod par tere saath shaam guzar loon,

اگر آسماں کی نمائشوں میں مجھے بھی اذن قیام ہو

تو میں موتیوں کی دکان سے تری بالیاں ترے ہار لوں

Agar aasman ki numaishon mein mujhe bhi izn-e-qayam ho,

Toh main motiyon ki dukaan se teri baaliyan tere haar loon,

کہیں اور بانٹ دے شہرتیں کہیں اور بخش دے عزتیں

مرے پاس ہے مرا آئینہ میں کبھی نہ گرد و غبار لوں

Kahin aur baant de shohratein kahin aur bakhsh de izzatein,

Mere paas hai mera aaina main kabhi na gard-o-ghubar loon,

کئی اجنبی تری راہ میں مرے پاس سے یوں گزر گئے

جنہیں دیکھ کر یہ تڑپ ہوئی ترا نام لے کے پکار لوں

Kayi ajnabee teri raah mein mere paas se yun guzar gaye,

Jinhein dekh kar yeh tadap hui tera naam le main pukar loon.

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𝔢𝔞𝔯𝔩𝔶 𝔯𝔦𝔰𝔢𝔯

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"I simply don't know what to do; my brain cannot handle any more impressions or thoughts, it can't take in any more, I don't know anything, I don't feel anything, I don't understand anything. I have the feeling that something terrible has happened to me during these months, but I don't know much about it. I don't know anything about the world at all."

Franz Kafka

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Why can't I run away from all of this? Why can't I ignore everything and run and never stop running. I want to get out of here and never be sober ever again. I want to forget all of you and not remember anything about this life. I want to intoxicate myself until I can't remember anything and then destroy myself.

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Spirited Away (2001) dir. Hayao Miyazaki

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“I know now that this is how it works—you don't get to keep everyone in your life forever. There are some people that are just meant to be a sunrise for you, a light to pull you out of the darkness. There are friends, lovers, and relationships that are seasonal, and no matter how deep of a conversation you had with that person at 2 am, no matter how much you shared your heart, even if you can still draw the lines of their smile like the map of a too familiar road in the back of your mind, there almost always comes a time to move on, a time to let go, and regardless of the letting go, I just wanted you to know you're always going to feel a little bit like home to me, no matter how temporary, it is still beautiful that I got to call so many hearts my home.” 

— Whitney Hanson

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Mohsin Naqvi was surely homesick when he said, "Tum kahan jaogey socho Mohsin, log thak haar ke ghar jaate hain."

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- Circles of Hell, from Inferno, by Dante Alighieri

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I try to make something beautiful of my pain, but sometimes I just have to sit with it. Sometimes all you can do is sit with it.

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it was like suddenly you lit up every street lamp in this abandoned neighbourhood.

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sitāroñ se aage jahāñ aur bhī haiñ

abhī ishq ke imtihāñ aur bhī haiñ

—Allama Iqbal

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—Iris Murdoch

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"I come home - and I have a feeling of returning like a ghost to its haunt."

Katie Maria // Sharp Objects // Bonedog, Eva H.D // Why Be Happy When You Could Be Normal?, Jeanette Winterson // The Early Journals , Virginia Woof

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on humans & earth & interconnection & the one reflecting the many & everything beautiful

[the dream thieves by maggie stiefvater / unknown / “hymn 35” joe pug / the good place / pale blue dot / stone butch blues by leslie feinberg / unknown / māori whakataukī / “somos el barco” pete seeger / everything everywhere all at once]

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you were soft wool and he was a sacrificial knife, it's not your fault - it's what had to happen

Deaf Republic - Ilya Kaminsky // Still - Noah Kahan // Sun Bleached Flies - Ethel Cain // Their eyes were watching God - Zara Neale Hurston // The sacrificial lamb, Agnus Dei - Josefa de Óbidos // Love in the time of cholera - Gabriel García Márquez // Would've Could've Should've - Taylor Swift

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Biblical Parents 002.

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"The Brothers Karamazov", Fyodor Dostoevsky (translated by Constance Garnett)