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I can't use the scale frequently so i have no idea if I actually lost weight or gained

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I wish I could get a rounder ass and lose weight at the same time however

Fat w/tits and working on a better ass<<<< skinn1

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Smoking and learning to controll the munchies

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Do liquid diets actually work?

If so how many calories a day work best? I was thinking 500

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if anorexia why not skinny yet

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I am failing at music so I've decided to starve myself, I won't get better at music but at least I'll be pretty

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I've decided to live off of goldfish

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With each day getting closer to school I can feel the fat on my body even more

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One of my closest friends who I haven't seen in a while and I are gunna hang out soon and we always smoke I rlly hope I don't eat cuz when I eat literally anything high I feel like shit and ofc I would cry if I gained weight

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Staying next to food to test personal strength and winning>>>>>

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i regret everything ive eaten for the past two weeks

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I feel like shit so I'm doing a liquid only day

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I already couldn't control my calories over vacation (including today) so I feel like it doesn't matter if I eat something else cuz I've already gained the weight (at least i think i have) and I can't get away with not eating and can't count calories till Monday but im gunna be going to a music festival and I wanna cry cuz I'm already ugly and fat but now I'm ugly, fat, and can't eat and it's been hours which I'm not used to now including the fact that it was from 2 coffees and a breakfast sandwich

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Good part of vacation is getting a lot of steps in like 10,000 without even thinking

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I hate family vacations it's like their only goal is to make me gain weight

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I didn't eat all day yesterday except for a 10cal Monster but I burned that off and I did my stretches and exercises for today, I'm really hoping I don't have to eat today because tomorrow I'm leaving for my week long trip and I can't get out of eating because everyone else wants to eat out for every meal and I'm not ruining that on top of the fact that I'll be drinking a lot of water and walking a lot so I can hopefully burn a good amount and maybe loose a pound instead of ballooning up

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Going to a family wedding I really hope I don't have to eat