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Aisle - Abel HH

I honestly didn't want to post cause of "the events" but maybe it'll inspire someone else out there to start posting again. Can't have the fandom dying when season 2 isn't even out yet.

Enjoy

cw: nothing crazy

I remember the first time I met you.

You were the one who greeted me when I arrived. Excitedly picking out my robes and pulling me all over the place and showing me around.

You left me with Emily, another seraph but promised to hang out soon once you were done with work.

St. Peter and Emily were so fun to hang out with but sometimes I can’t help but think of you.

The heavy church doors opened and there you are. Glowing in heaven’s light like you were made of stardust. Just seeing you walking down the aisle takes my breath away. You look so beautiful in your dress.

I could feel my eyes watering just seeing you walk towards me; our eyes meeting.

I don’t remember when I fell for you. It just happened. I guess that’s how love works.

Do you remember when I had my first assignment? You helped me navigate through my first job as a guardian angel working with the cherubim. Makes sense considering I used to work with sheep.

The irony wasn’t lost on you and you laughed so sweetly at my expense as you held my hand to introduce me to the three cherubs.

Though that Cletus fellow seemed a little wary of me.

You’re getting closer now. Your veil blowing in the breeze. Everyone was standing in the pews looking at you. There wasn’t a dry eye in the stands. How could they not? You’re radiant.

We talk and share stories even when your desk were full of reports that needed looking over. You worked for my dad, Sera thinking that he’ll get in line with you around. Unfortunately, you tend to be busy with whatever he had ordered you to do.

You never seemed to mind that I hang out when you have paperwork, saying that you enjoy the company sometimes.

I taught you how to play some instruments too. The bells were my specialty but with infinite time in heaven I did learn some others too like the drums, much to my father’s chagrin, and the piano.

Hearing you hum as you practice the keys relaxes me. I kinda miss those days.

St. Peter started sobbing to my right when you got next to me. You and I laughed softly at our friend as Emily handed St. Peter a handkerchief.

You’re looked so… happy, eyes wet with unshed tears and your cheeks a ruddy pink.

Abel smiled down at you, “Hi”

You giggled a bit, smiling “Hi…thank you…Abel”

“Don’t worry about it”

Abel felt a tear run down his cheek as he watched you walk past him to the altar.

His eyes were filling up with more tears as he stood by as your best man, hearing his father’s vows that even moved the ever-cold lieutenant at his side.

No one thought that the first man would change for someone and yet here he was, marrying you and promising to make you the happiest angel in heaven.

Abel couldn’t remember the first time he fell in love with you. That’s just how love works.

He just couldn’t remember it hurting this badly.

Miss you Sniig

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Hi, Cosmii! I just heard about Sniigura, and I wanted to reach out and offer my condolences. I saw you guys interact a lot, and you're actually the main reason I even know the name. I'm so sorry for your (and everyone elses) loss. She truly was a beautiful mind, one that is going to be missed greatly. I just really hate that she endured so much pain to the point she saw no other way out...

Listen, I wasn't close with Sniigura. I don't think I ever interacted with her directly, but I still enjoyed her work, and the few comments she left on my stuff still make me smile even now. I was thinking about doing something for her, like a "in memoriam" type of thing. But I don't have the faintest clue on how to organize one or who all would be interested, or even what to do for it. It's just a base idea; you're the first person I've mentioned this to, and literally no plans have been made yet. If you or anyone else is interested, maybe we could create a discord and go from there?

I know the pain is still very fresh for a lot of people right now, and I really am so so so sorry for everyone's loss. She will be greatly missed by everyone. 🫂💔

hey! thank you so much for reaching out. the news really did hit me (+ everyone who was close to her) hard. it was like a punch to the gut, really.

in short, i’d love to. sniigura was one of the people i talked to most on this hell site. we supported each other’s work and often shared ideas with each other. looking back at old messages stings. it’s heartbreaking to know that the constant harassment was their breaking point.

i personally don’t have discord but i don’t mind creating an account if it means we can all honor them. she deserved worlds better.

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I remember when I turned 20 last year, and yknow what? It’s going to be okay. I understand how heavy it must feel, I felt the same when I turned 18. It sucks.

You’re gonna feel same-y but different-y, and it’ll be the same when you reach 30. If growing up were easy, it wouldn’t take so long, and it takes a lot longer than most people realize.

awh,, thanks for your wise words. i really don’t know what i’m so terrified for honestly, it’s just a number up. anyway, this made me feel a lot better. i’ll still be the same old me, just older. maybe not being nineteen forever isn’t such a bad thing

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i’m genuinely so upset im shaking. sniigura was truly one of my favorite mutuals i’d met since i ever started posting on this website. their stories had kept me motivated to keep writing, to make stories for everyone to enjoy. they were my motivation, my inspiration. she’d been there for me when i was receiving threats too. 

if any of you think it’s okay to harass someone, let alone THREATEN them over fiction, get a fucking life and get off of the internet in general. it might just seem like a few words to you but in reality that can ruin someone’s entire mental well-being. sniigura wasn’t just some person who i came across on my tumblr feed. i enjoyed talking with them, talking about our shared interests. and i’m so upset i won’t be able to again because some people decided to be fucking assholes. although i’d only met them online, sniigura had made a gigantic impact on me as a person.

i’m so sorry to anyone who might’ve had a close connection to them and/or had been a fan of them. 

i don’t think i’ll be continuing to write after this, let alone have the motivation to even use this platform anymore. i don’t guarantee i’ll be off this website forever but don’t expect a lot from me.

remember that you’re not alone and you don’t need to suffer in silence, there’s always someone who’s willing to listen.

cosmii, out.

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RIP

um? what happened to sniig??

Hey! I will take this as an opportunity to write a saddening announcement which ultimately will also be my last post for quite some time.

I will ultimately go on hiatus on tumblr until further notice to care for my mental health, anger and grief. I wish to be left alone, and please no one @\ me.

Sniigura has sadly passed away. Her roommate called me on my phone, and has informed me that she has died. Since I am one of her emergency contacts, it was very nice of her to let me know at all since we live very far away. I had believed Sniigura had taken some days off to herself since she wasn’t doing well mentally and that’s how we usually handled our days where we didn’t feel like talking. But it had been quite some time and I was growing very worried, especially so when I saw all her accounts on every platform vanishing.

Thank you a lot for showing concern.

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evolution dysphoria

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGEL DUST!

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IF SCARY WHY CUTE?? HUH??

IF EVIL WHY SLUTTY????? HUH???????????

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“Pierre philosophale” (2013) by Les frères Chapuisat - A stone sculpture humorously juxtaposes a cigarette within a rock’s slit, blending natural form with human artifact.

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angel!Y/N to Eve: Let me tell you something. Sex is not fun. Sex is wrong. Terrible. Immoral. So stop having sex with your husband. Let me shoulder the burden of sin. I will fuck your husband on your behalf.

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More of Adam being healthy for his kids.

Adam: Okay! So for tonight for dinner is sweet potato, asparagus, and salmon!

Lucifer, who had pizza for lunch: That sounds delicious dear.

Adam: Let me smell your breath 👁️👁️

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I know this probably doesn't matter since kwami's are genderless. But I had the funniest visual in my head where Trixx, Longg, and Roarr are at a pride parade with trans flags and shirts!

(For anyone confused, Trixx is male but has a female ENG VA. Longg in the original French has female pronouns but in the ENG dub, she has a male VA. In 'Sandboy', Roarr has a male voice but by 'Chocoduel', she has also has a female VA.)

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saw a funny thing on my Instagram, had to make it DC

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Fuck Spencer

I want Tristan to win!!!

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gamer girl meets beautiful tall woman

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they all have great taste

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that evil twink will pay