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Me *on Seven’s route for the first time* : OMG so Cute, How can he be so cute??? Seven *pushes me away*:Im dangerous, dont be nice to me!! Me*on the phone*: But I wanna be with you! ;-; ;-; Me*on real life*: BITCH HOW DARE YOU! LET ME FUCKING LOVE YOU!

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What do you mean running away with Seven is not a good end?

Me, at my phone, as Saeyoung says that he is gonna be like the 707 he was on the chat room.

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What do you mean napping together doesn't count as a date?

-Shinso Hitoshi 

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Anyone: Hitoshi

My thirsty ass: I'm listening

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In the deeps (Siren!Shinsou x Reader) Ch. Eight

Warnings: Cursing; Nsfw later; I don’t know, maybe some deaths; Im still planning; Help.

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You feel your body tense from the sudden shock with the cold water, you reach back the surface shaking violently and you feel like crying since every cell of you was stinging –I can't believe I did this- You say with difficult as your teeth chatter from the cold, you look angrily at the boy in front of you –You said I wouldn't be cold- you say, as you reach his arm for balance, he holds your hand instead, and pull you into him on a hug –I did and you won't- he say, his arms around your back, you blush again and avoid to look up at him. —That's your plan? Seduce me in to the water to grab me?- You say, still not looking at him, he let a Small laugh that you feel on your chest and you blush harder from the proximity –No, but I'm interest on how you got to that conclusion, are you feeling seduced?- Your heart skip a beat on your chest as you almost burst into flames, you wanted to scream a big fat “No” at him, but all your brain had allowed you to do is mumble something that don't even sounded as a “No”, as you try to hide your face on his warm chest, and then pulling way ashamed when you just noticed what you did. It was just at that moment that you noticed that you weren't as cold as before, his body was warming yours to the point you were barely cold anymore, you put your hand on his neck and confirm that he was in fact much hotter than you were, his skin also feel different from yours even that it looks the same, you were fascinated, you run your hands smoothly from his neck to his chin and reaching his face, studying it carefully and making notes in your mind. But your stop point was the eyes, those beautiful purple shining eyes, you would never be able to ignore them, once you look at them you couldn't focus on anything else, you couldn't forget them even if you wanted to, and as if it wasn't hard enough for you to run from them, the boy always make sure to stare right back at yours, and that's exactly what was happening now, his eyes on yours, the blush that was gone when you start to scientifically analyze him was back now and you couldn't hide it since you where totally mesmerized on his purple orbs. -Are you a mermaid?- You ask, softly, not losing focus of his eyes, he keeps a small smile as one of his hands reach your hair, stroking it lightly –Something like that- he say, very calm, still playing with your hair –So, do you have a tail? Why your eyes shine? Oh, can you leave the water? Are there more of you?- You bombarded the boy with questions, which he only heard and did not answer, seemed to find it funny. -Tell me your name- He said simply, now looking around instead of at you –Right, its Y/N- You waited for him to answer any of your questions, what didn't happen, he just mumbles -Its pretty- And stay very quiet but don't look back down on you; A little bothered by the sudden silence of him, you thought that maybe you had crossed a line somehow with all your questions, so you stay quiet too. You look around on the sea, avoiding looking at his face, and you noticed the pier, very, very far away, you just could see it because of the lights, but very poorly, you try to mask the fear that suddenly got over you by staying the most still you could, you were not swimming, you were being hold by him and haven't noticed he pulled away from the pier. You knew he noticed something change, you could feel him starting to look at you again, and you were screaming in your head “Do not look up”, the fear made you start to feeling cold again, you tried but you couldn't hide how tense your body got when you saw the beach so far. -Stay calm- he says, on a low voice, still very smooth –You want to go home, don't you?- He had stopped playing with your hair, his hand on the back of your neck, fingers making a trail down your spine slowly, sending a shiver through your body, which you didn't know if it was because of the sensation or the fear that you felt, you nod, hoping he would take you back where he first picked you up.

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Chapters so far.

Ch. One

Ch. Two

Ch. Three

Ch. Four

Ch. Five

Ch. Six

Ch. Seven

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In the deeps (Siren!Shinsou x Reader) Ch. Seven

Hi everyone, I know it's been a few days since I last post and I apologize, but I was sick, but now I'm almost fine and ready to keep writing :D

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Warnings: Cursing; Nsfw later; I don’t know, maybe some deaths; Im still planning; Help.

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You watched the sky for what feel like hours, and yet, there is no sign of when the place would finally be empty, it is raining “why are people even around on a night like this?” you sigh, you are patience, but for this, oh, not for this, the anxiety eating you alive, so many thoughts you couldn't even get to one end of line of thought without starting a dozen of others. Hugging your knees trying to warm yourself, the rain had made your clothes wet when you first leave your house a couple of hours ago and by now you could feel yourself shivering from head to toe, you waited a little more hoping for everyone to leave, what didn't happen until the time you decided to leave, you knew you were almost hypothermic and you just couldn't stay still in there as your body loses even more heat by each second. You get up slowly, feeling the blood running from the parts that were bent and giving you a tingling sensation on your legs, you stretched your arms and turn to leave, but on your first step a “Stay” hit your ears with the wind and you just stood in place, the cold wind trying to push you into the sea gently and you suddenly remember what the boat captain said to you “they heard voices calling them until the water”, you didn't know how, but your blood got even colder than it already was, you turn around and look at the water, again searching for those mesmerizing eyes, and you find them, you wave your hand a little as if saying “Hi” and you can see then moving a little closer. -I'm cold- you say while rubbing your arms, on such a low voice that you barely hear yourself, the wind again, blowing on you, now a little stronger, like an invitation for you to get in the water –You want me to get in the water, don't you?- You ask the boy, even if you were not sure if he could hear you or not, but you could see his eyes on the water making a movement that you take as a yes –Well, I will not, I am already freezing here- you turned around again to see that now there was only two persons left in there, you and a guy you presume to be around your age, but he was too obsessed with his phone to pay attention on his surroundings, you sigh again, doesn't look like he is going anywhere soon, you sit again, shrinking as much as possible in a failed attempt to warm up. You waited a little more, the cold was getting painfully and you just couldn't wait anymore, there is a limit for how much you could take and it had been pass sometime ago, you take a deep breath and decides to leave, in five minutes, you look at the guy who is still looking at his phone and wishes you had your with you, at least you would be able to kill some time. When the five minutes pass, and the extra five too, you give up, sighing as you get up, you could feel Hitoshi’s eyes on you –If your stare could warm me up I would be on fire by now- you say looking at his eyes in the ocean and continues –I'm really leaving now, so... bye- again, you turn to leave and the wind blows the same “stay” from before, you ignore it and keep your way until it hit you so hard you almost fall of your feet –Fuck!- You hear from behind, you look the phone guy, he’s looking angry at the water –Are you ok?- you ask as you get close to see what he was looking at -My fucking phone fell- he doesn't look at you as he say those words. -Sorry- You feel guilty, if the wind was supposed to make you stay, then you were the reason that guy lost his phone -Do you live here? Do you know if it is deep in here?- He asks, now looking at you –You are not thinking on going after it, are you?- He just gives you a firm nod –Listen, I know it has nothing to do with me, but I don't think you should go in, I mean, it is not that deep, but the water carries things, and you know, the salty water, oh! Also, its dark, you shouldn't risk your life for a phone, you know?- You couldn't let that guy get into the water, you hoped that he hasn't noticed the panic in your voice, but he does is staring at you in a very weird way. -You’re right, it is none of your business- you are got by surprise by his sudden rudeness, you see him taking off his wet shirt and panic again –No! Wait! You can't get in the water!- You scream at him and hold his arm –Don't you know about the infestation?- He now looks at you, angrily, and you pull your arm back –What are you talking about?- he asks you, still angry but know paying attention to what you have to say, you could feel your body heating, you look at the water, localizing the purple eyes on the water –Jellyfish, we- we are having an infestation of jellyfish on the water surrounding the pier, no one knows where they came from and it's the really dangerous ones, that take just a minute to paralyze your body and you drown, I can't get you get in- In your mind you were hoping that he buys your lies, or at least consider the risk and give up, he looks at you and then around and make a disbelief sound -Bullshit, there would be signs everywhere!- He said, now ready to jump into the water, and again you grab his arm and try to push the man back –Wait! Listen to me, please! There are no signs ... because... they don't want the tourists to think that its dangerous! I work at the university and I have notified about them- The man, now listens to your words, mumbles something that you didn't hear and leave, you sigh, relieved, and start to leave that place yourself. -Where are you going?- You hear, you knew well who said that, you sigh in defeat and turn to stare the purple guy –Well, I was going home but… Now that I almost had a heart attack I warmed up a little, So I guess I can stay a bit more- You said, sitting on the edge of the pier as the man has only his head above the water –Good, I though that guy would never leave, but at least I had the great view of you all pretty and soaked while I waited- The last part got you by surprise and you blush and look away, embarrassed, but his eyes never leave you. -So you enjoyed seeing me almost freeze to death, that is nice- You say sarcastically, trying not to let what he said affect you, but you failed, you just couldn't get that blush out of your cheeks –It's not like that, but I did like that you run from your place just to check if it wasn't me on the beach earlier- He say, now with a smug smile on his lips, and you blush even harder, not only for what he said, but you just notices how prettier that smile make him. -Y-yeah, I-Well- I didn't want anything bad... to happen to you, I saw those people and I got a little worried- You confess, running your fingers on your wet hair, noticing it was not as hydrated as before, you sigh again and look back at the guy –Still cold?- he asks, you just nod, he touches your foot with two fingers and run them up your shin –You should get in the water- he says, without stop what he was doing –I am almost hypothermic already, if I get in my body will stop and I will drown- You explain, but he doesn't seen like he was paying attention, instead, he brushes his fingers in a place that tickles so you pull your foot away from his fingers. -You won’t be cold, trust me- he say while moving away a little, giving you space to get in, you look at him suspicious, you know how hypothermia works and you were scared because of your dream and other things, but you wanted to trust him so hard, so you let the irrational part of you make this decision, so you slip from the edge into the water.

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Chapters so far.

Ch. One

Ch. Two

Ch. Three

Ch. Four

Ch. Five

Ch. Six

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-Shinsou Hitoshi

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-Kaminari Denki

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-Katsuki Bakugou

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Kaminari*take a cup of the fridge: Hey, is this cider?

Sero*on the sofa: Taste it

Kaminari*tastes its: Its fat, I drink FAT

Sero: I know, I did that two minutes ago

Bakugou*entering the room: Hey

Kaminari*showing the cup: Ei Bakugou, Want some cider?

Bakugou: No

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In the deeps (Siren!Shinsou x Reader) Ch. Six

Warnings: Cursing; Nsfw later; I don’t know, maybe some deaths; Im still planning; Help.

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You woke up disturbed, sucking all the air you could, the memory of the dream you had in your head, your hands make all the way of your legs to your feet and you let a sigh of relief -they are still here- you said to yourself as you sit on the edge of the bed and wipe the sweat off your face with your hands -What the fuck was that?- you ask nervously to yourself. You were drowning on your dream, actually, you were being drowned by someone, pushing you under the water, and on the despair to free yourself your eyes ran down to where your legs should be but there was nothing, and the panic hit you even stronger, you didn't notice that the hand let go of you, but you still couldn't make yourself to go up, so you just sink into the dark water. Breathing hardly this time “Is this a sign for me not go see that guy again?” you thought to yourself, running your eyes through the room and stopping on the window, it was dark and still raining, but softly; you were excited to see him before, not so much now “what if that dream happens?” you remember how he said he wouldn't drown you, but also that he could have turned you into shark food, a shiver ran down your spine. Getting up from your bed and goes to the balcony and take a look at the beach, you see a group of people, maybe seven or eight persons, you see flashes and some of them pointing at something and all you think is “Oh no”, you leave your house as fast as you could, running to the beach and almost losing one of the slippers on the way, your head spinning from the suddenly activity. You don't know what to think when you finally reach the group of people, almost out of breath, passing through them with your heart on your throat, and you almost faint when you see what they were taking photos of, it was a turtle, a big black turtle, with small white stains on it, you bent, leaning on your knees and trying to control your breath, you got all wet from the rain and almost had a heart attack on your way there, but you are relief that it wasn't the purple guy in there. After catch your breath back, you took a look on the turtle, it was bigger than you if you laid on its side, you could even ride it if you tried, but decided not to, you stayed for some time to look at it, it’s not every day something like that show up to say “Hi” to people, and only when it leaves you noticed the feeling of being stared making a hole in your head, you shouldn't be surprised by now, but you still are, especially because the night was just starting and there was still a lot of people around. As you know he is watching, you made your way to the pier, a little unwilling, in a way, the dream you had got you a little uneasy about the subject in the water, but you still got so many questions to make that you decide to go anyway. You sit on the edge of the pier as you always do, waiting for the surrounding people to leave, looking at the water, kind of hoping that the magic boy don't show up just yet, there was no sign of him being around except the feeling of him being there.

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Hi everyone, as I said before, I didn't plan this story, I mean, I have some ideas, but they come and go, so I was thinking, if there are any suggestions, or anything in particular anyone wants to see, please send it in, I may use it <3

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Also, here are the chapters so far.

Ch. One

Ch. Two

Ch. Three

Ch. Four

Ch. Five

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I guess that by now it's official that Shinsou calls his s/o kitten.

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In the deeps (Siren!Shinsou x Reader) Ch. Five.

Hi everyone, the first chapters got way more notes than I was expecting so I decided to hurry so I could, maybe, start other projects.

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Warnings: Cursing; Nsfw later; I don’t know, maybe some deaths; Small mentions of depression; Im still planning; Help.

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You wake up on the morning, messy hair and only on your underwear, questioning yourself if the events from last night really happened or not, but you concluded it did, or else you wouldn't have sleep on the couch without even taking a shower or eaten something, what explain the reason your stomach was burning on your inside.

As hungry as you are, you have no will to get up at all, much less to cook something, your eyes hit the ceiling, not really focusing on it since your mind was only able to wander around the purple boy, that is, if you can call him a boy, no boy you knew were able to breath under the water, or had purple eyes, even tho that was possible, they wouldn't shine the way they did, it bothers you that you still didn't know for sure what he is, you only have some ideas, theories, for say.

No, he is not a common find, and as much you want to study and make a thousand of questions, you know you shouldn't tell anyone about him, as curious as you are, you don't want to turn this already complicated situation in one even harder; You sigh and sit up, feeling a little dizzy by the lack of food on your body “Guess I have to eat” you mumble while heading to the kitchen, looking for anything that was read to be eaten, opting for an old pizza on your fridge that you don't even remember when was it from.

You eat the first slice slowly, and keep asking yourself “what that guy eats?” and things like that; the second slice you eat on the way to your room, where you picked some clothes and headed to the shower, and as the water hit your skin you felt like a fresh new person and you were finally ready to start your day, despite it being two in the afternoon, does matter, you are on vacations anyway and there is absolutely nothing for you to do.

You spent almost an hour on the shower, between thinking, dancing around, washing, moisturizing and untangling your hair; you are in love with the beach but your hair didn't and it shows; A thunder shatter the peaceful ritual of doing nothing under the dropping water and you decide its time for you to get out of there, drying and dressing yourself, you go look at the balcony and see a storm coming, dark clouds in the sky, trees swaying strongly in the wind, you could see the red flags on the rough sea as big furious waves reached the beach, your mind, again, wondering around the guy you meet, was that storm dangerous to him? Does the thunders bothered him, or like you, he finds it relaxing in a chaotic way?

You open it and go outside, the wind blows, and you can feel the smell of the, yet to come, rain, as your hand hold the rail, your eyes reach the sea again, searching for a couple of known eyes, but you found nothing, even if he was there you wouldn't be able to see him, the distance and the ocean movement was a combination that made your eyes blurry, you knew you would have to wear glasses one day and apparently it would be sooner than you thought.

-Maybe I won't be able to see him today...- You mumble on a soft tone to yourself as you see some lightning strikes across the sky above the water, a heavy rain started to fall, so you go back inside, a deep sigh escapes your lungs, you were excited to see him again, what was weird of you, you are not the kind of person who meet a guy and can't stop thinking about him “It's not a romantic thing!” you yell to yourself in your head, your cheeks burning on your face in disagreement, you were interested as a scientist, not like, in love -oh no, (Y/N) you are a professional and nothing less than that!- you now yelled at yourself outraged as you let your body fell on your bed and grab your notebook from the desk on the side.

You open it, but don't turn it on, instead, you just look at your reflection on the black screen, looking deeply into your own tired (E/C) eyes, you look spent and feel that way too, these were not your better days, but you always hope things to get better, your career did, but as a person, things were going down and downer, even that you has learned how to love the place you live now and had met some people, you miss your old house, and your old friends company, you were expecting to befriend some people around here, but that has yet to come, so you feel really lonely since you moved.

You put the device back on the desk and roll to the side, curling up on the covers and pillows in your bed, sinking into the soft mattress and felling very sleepy again, hearing the rain drops hitting the window hardly, you yawned, cursing the bed, which is way too comfortable at this moment “I should take a nap, maybe clime will be better by the time I wake” you think, as you close your eyes and concentrate on the calming sounds that filled your room.

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I had a dream were hawks and bakugou had a baby and their baby were that angry chicken from despicable me 2 (which I don't remember the name), it went to school with deku's baby (that were that nerd chicken from the movie the chickens were trying to run away from the evil lady who wants to turn them into pie (which I also don't remember the name)). So hawks/bakugou baby chicken bully izuku's baby chicken, but they somehow fall in love and one day, out of nowhere, they show up with their own babies, but they were still babies. I'm very confused...

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In the deeps (Siren!Shinsou x Reader) Ch. Four.

Warnings: Cursing; Nsfw later; I don’t know, maybe some deaths; Im still planning; Help.

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You just noticed that you had fallen at sleep when you wake up by the feel of rain drops on one of your knees, so you open your eyes, seeing the clean sky, you then notice that was raining only in one knee, you let a groggy quiet -What the fuck- slip from your lips, you raised your head a little to see what is happening, and what your sleepy eyes were seeing was just... not expected, a soaked weirdo, with wet purple hair dripping on you, watching you taking a free air nap, like a fucking psycho, and as if it weren't strange enough, he was pulling himself out of the water, one arm holding his weight in front of his chest and the other using it to support his head, you open your mouth, but no sound come off, until it did -What the fuck?!- you yell, siting and bringing your legs back to you, holding yourself, not only because it freaks you out, but also because a huge willingness to kick his face out of the pier went over you.

You were ready to shout a million things to that pervert, but the moment he raised his head to look at you and those purple eyes reach yours, you couldn't even think, but you could swear that you feel your heart froze, and then start beating more than ever, and again, you couldn't bring yourself to move, talk or do anything but stare at the eyes of whatever that guy was as he stares right back at you, but now he is right in front of you, he could touch you if he wanted, he could reach, he was really close and you just couldn't move.

-Calm down- he said on a soft tone, but that doesn't make his voice less strong, just a little husky, but just because he told you to calm down doesn't mean you did, but when he said that, you felt a little more of control over your body, yet not enough for you to run away.

The stories of the boat captain rush over your head and you could feel that panic coming back as those purple eyes staring at you attentively, studying as if you could try something at any moment, and you were doing the same, even that you could barely move.

-A-are yo-y-you a-a gho-gho-ghost?- you barely had the voice to make that question and you are almost sure he didn't hear it, but he gave as soft laugh, one as if it was the stupidest thing he heard in his whole stalking life, and suddenly you want to kick him in the face all over again.

—No- he answers, and you didn't know if it was a good or bad thing, but again, as a scientist, you needed to take all the information you could before you get the fuck out of there and never getting close of the water again –So-so, what...hnn, are you?- that question was hard to make, but it was literally the only question that matter, well, that and the fuck reason why he was following you.

-You really wanna know?- he asks with a Small side smile on his face, and you nod -Are you sure? Really sure?- he asks again, now with a rascal smile, and a playful tone, it scared you a little more, but at this point you were almost used to it, so you nodded again.

—Come closer — he gestured for you to approach, with the hand that was being used to support his head before, and you did, just a little, and he gestured again, but this time you just look at him with thousands of bad scenarios that could happen going through your head -if you want to know, you need to get closer- he gestures for you to come one last time before using his hand for support his head again, this time you did get closer, maybe a little too close.

All you could record in the following moments was: his hand holding your shirt, pulling you towards the water and then the feeling of being in it, the shock hit you fast and you went back to the surface, you look at the pier, but he wasn't there anymore, you turn around looking for him, then feel something touching your arm, and there they were, his eyes, shining under the water as his hair floats up instead of being in his face.

You just... couldn't stop... looking at him, you were so focused on him that you forgot you need to swim and started sinking but stopped as the water hit your chin, it was the guy who was holding you up by your waist, keeping you in place.

You feel something touching your feet and it moved slowly away and back at you, the texture was...weird, like touching a velvety wet paper but harder somehow, you couldn't really remember touching something like that in your whole life.

That whole experience was being a little surreal, you still didn't know what he was, and that was very frustrating; suddenly he moves, and his face is now in front of you as he gets his head above the water, he was really close and you feel a little embarrassed about it.

—So?- you ask trying to not let it show –So what?- he asks back, a little confused by you — You threw me in the water and I still don't know what the fuck are you- You give him an angry look, not that you were really that angry, but he gave you a teasing glare like it was just, oh, so obvious and that pissed you off –why don't you give a look under the water, isn't it what you were about to do before your little nap?-

Oh, you were so far on regret for coming out here instead of staying home and doing normal things, you adjusted the swimming glasses on your face –You won't drown me, right?- the boy laugh at your question — if I wanted to, you would have been eaten by sharks by now — you give him an apprehensive look and mumbles a “weirdo” at him before diving into the water.

It was hard to see anything, it is night, the sea water is dark and the pier lamps wasn't helping at all, you can only see shadows in the water, and even so, very badly, but ... the shape ... shouldn't be going that far, you get a little closer, a little more, and feel the air running out but you need to see what is that, you just need to hold in a little longer and go a little deeper, but you are pulled back up.

—Don't you need air?- the purplish asks indifferently, already knowing the answer -I couldn't see anything, ugh, it's too dark- you said taking off the glasses, it wasn't really a lie but wasn't the exact true and you were already tired from all of this.

—You know what, purple guy?- you said, a little less confident than you sounded on your head, you sigh, and he looks at you waiting for you to finish your little outburst –My day was shitty, I'm cold and tired, so whatever you are, it was nice to meet you, I'm going home now- obviously, you were still very curious, but you could feel your legs starting to cramp, and your energy was low since the only thing you had eaten today was before leaving home in the morning, so you are done.

You don't look back at him as you tried to reach the pier from the water, but oh, you are not even close, how your stalker did it? Guess you will never know, but now you would have to swim all the way back to the sand, but you are stopped in the first stroke by the him, he held you behind your shirt and pulled you back so you wouldn't leave, it was his turn to sigh.

He approached you going under the water, he put his arms behind your knees, and then he boosts himself out of the water, holding the edge with one hand, lifting you two up until the pier was up to his neck and put you over it, going back to the way he was when you first woke up and you just look at him not understanding what just happen.

— I thought it would be fair to put you up there since I pulled you in the water- a small laugh escapes your lips, and he looks up at your eyes –Will you come back?- he asks, and truly, you thought you probably shouldn't, but, Oh, the curiosity were so tempting.

— I'm a scientist, my job is to find something and learn as much as I can about it, so I guess I will have to, since you refuses to give me any information- he looks at you as you get up, you would come here anyway, this place was special to you, a little more now that you have find out that what was scaring you away from it was just some weirdo soft boy who could breathe under water.

-Guess I will have to remain a mystery- he said boldly, letting go of the pier -Oh, great! As if it wasn't being hard enough already. Let me guess, you will follow me home- you said, starting to walk your way out the pier and seeing him follow by the side, his answer was just a “hmm”.

-Well, good night then... have you... said your name?- you didn't really notice if he did present himself before on your panic –Hitoshi- you don't was expecting for him to really say it, since he didn't answer any other question you made, but it's a start –alright Hitoshi, I will see you tomorrow then, good night- you said as you notices that he had stopped following the pier side and was just staring at you –You didn't say your name- he pronounced, you stop walking, looking back at him –And you didn't tell me what you are, byee!- You keep walking away, already thinking about all the questions you will make, but the most important one, why was he following you?

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In the deeps (Siren!Shinsou x Reader) Ch. Three

Warnings: Cursing; Nsfw later; I don’t know, maybe some deaths; Im still planning; Help.

On your way to the shower, you have a crazy brilliant idea, even that you weren't an impulsive person, all the stress you went through make you decided on doing it at once; so you grab your old swimming glasses, a waterproof flashlight that you had won as a gift on your first day at the university and to be honest, you never thought you were going to use it.

You feel your blood run cold again right before you leave the house, it was scary, terrifying actually, but some times a scientist need to go straight to the danger zone, and so you did.

You make your way to the pier, you could already feel the ghost eyes staring as you walk on the beach, the water hit your feet and a little above your ankles, you were almost getting used to the felling of coldness in your blood and of the anxiety hitting your stomach, you just wanted to get this over with as fast as you can.

You actually were a good swimmer, you had classes for two years on college and even got second place at a tournament, but yet, that was a different situation, enter the sea, at night, just to check on something that could be an unknown dangerous creature, or something from another world, could be an alien, or a ghost or whatever, and you are going to find out, being it scary or not.

As you reached the pier you hesitated to step on the first wooden step that was basically buried in the sand “what if this is a huge mistake?” you wonder, you are making something worse than those stupid teenagers on movies, you are literally throwing yourself into dangerous water “maybe there won't be turning back after get in the water” you tell yourself, you stared at the sandy wood again “but I will lose my mind if I don't do something” you whisper to yourself, and again, no one to hear as you go up the creaking steps and walk slowly to the edge of the pier, the flashlight in hand and glasses hanging around your neck.

Each step make your head question your decisions of doing it, and as you get closer to the edge you could feel the fear growing inside you, you couldn't stare at the sea and see those purple eyes staring at you, not just yet.

You stop on the last step and look up, the moon and stars on the beautiful night sky, you sat on the edge of the pier, as still not looking at the water, you put your feet down and feel the water on them “I'm going to enter the water anyway, so there's no reason to avoid it now” you think to yourself as the wind blow your hair making a mess, as always, you run your fingers through it, but this time you don't think about the hair tie, today you just wouldn't care for it, just for this moment, the wind wouldn't bother you like that, and the fear and anxiety, they would disappear just for a little while.

So you lay back a little, supported by your hands, hearing for the sounds the sea would make when the waves hit the wood the pier was made of, while the salty ocean wind hit your hair, your feet danced on the surface of the water and you felt filled with the same peace as before this nightmare started.

— I miss this- you said to yourself and open your eyes to look at the sky, but different from all the time you did it, your mind was there, on the same place as you, now lying down completely, you can feel the gaps in the wood on your back, but it doesn't matter for you now –I could be learning about the stars, constellations and all those amazing things, but I'm here looking for ghosts instead, what turn of events...- you stay quiet for sometime, just appreciation that moment, you needed it, deserved it, and you just wanted to stay that way forever, so you just do it, you stay there for a while, staring at the sky.

[indeciseicelady]

Into the deeps (Siren!Shinsou x Reader) Ch. Two)

Warnings: Cursing; Nsfw later; I don’t know, maybe some deaths; Im still planning; Help. 

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As you run out of land things to do, you went after the water things, since you weren't feeling stalked anymore.

Diving spots, boat trips, other tiny islands to visit, canoeing, places to see whales and dolphins, swim with sharks, even if this last one sound a little scary, as a scientist you were very excited for all of this, see new things always make your eyes sparkles.

So your first choice was going on a boat trip to see the dolphins, so you woke up early and went to the address on the advertisement, filled the forms, get on the boat, and waited to leave, you give a quick look around the people.

There were mostly couples of elderly people, a group of four guys and a very loud girl who just wouldn't stop screaming, three of the guys looked kinda of annoyed by her, so you imagine that those four guys are friends, but one of them decide to bring the girlfriend to what was supposed to be a friends trip and now none of them are enjoying it, you let a quiet laugh out;

Also have this really cute family with three small kids, one of them was a boy about eight or nine years, and he just wouldn't let go of the hands of his two little sisters, that looked like they were three or four years, there was just too cute, making you smile while remember about the family trips you used to have with your mom and older brother.

But sadly, with the good memories come the bad ones and you remember the sad end, your brother is a drug addict that avoided seeing you since the death of your mother from chagas disease a couple of years ago “its sad how some things turn out” you mumble to yourself, as you always do, and as always, no one hear you.

One of the guys that work on the boat call everyone attention as he gave a fast instruction on safety procedures and teach how to put on the life jacket, and then we left the docks to the open sea and the place where they said the dolphins would be; you put on your headphones, since the moment the boat started moving one of the kids started crying and it was a little annoying.

After a while you start to feel that something is staring you again, and that is a little scary, since you are in a boat moving to the middle of nowhere, a little panic settles in your chest and you don't know if you should get close of the edge and look for something in the water or just stays as far from it as possible.

You suddenly feel something touching your shoulder and give a small scream on a jump away attempt, maybe you would fall from the boat if you were closer to the edge, looking back to the side and notice that was one of the boat guys, he was trying to get your attention, and then you notice that you still didn't take your headphones off.

-Yes?- you ask on a shy tone, taking the headphones off, still calming down from the shock.

-Sorry, I didn't mean to scare you- said the guy giving you a nervous laugh — Its just that you need to sign this form if you want to get on the water- he said reaching you a pen and clipboard with a paper on it, you look at him, a little lost on what he was referring to, and he probably notices since he keeps explaining –To swim with the dolphins, its, hnn, like an insurance-

-Oh- you said, looking away from him and back again –I don't think I'm going into the water, I'm not a good swimmer- you explained with a shy smile and hugging yourself, trying to hide how nervous you were, and he smiles back at you and touching the life jacket as saying that was safe.

-If you change your mind, call me, ok? My name is Yuki- He keeps smiling at you as he said and you just nod in agreement, and he walks away.

You keep yourself away from the edge as the boat move, but after a while it arrives at the point where the dolphins are supposed to appear; you get close to the edge and hold it like you were holding for life, your heart beating faster than it probably should, your eyes run through the water, looking for something, anything that doesn't fit on those moving deeps, but you don't find anything, and you couldn't stop the feeling that it was even worse than seeing something, “what am I scared of?” you think to yourself.

Hearing the captain calling, you get closer while he, again, explain something, but you don't mind hearing it, there was a tension over your body, you could hear the words but you aren't listening at all, you see fish being thrown in the water, and the people were excited waiting for the dolphins to appear, but you are bothered by the smell, the felling that something could happen at any second, so you walk away from the group to the other side of the ship.

Holding the border again, trying to control your breath with the same exercises you use when anxious, but oh, you just couldn't make yourself calm at that point, closing your eyes, you try to count to ten, you heard the shrill noise the dolphins do from behind you, on the other side of the boat, you try to ignore it, you just needed to calm down a bit, so you tried to focus on good things, calming, peaceful things, like kittens, flowers, butterflies and chocolate, and you could finally feel your heart slowly going back to his normal beat.

After a couple of minutes you were finally calm, opening your eyes and seeing the ocean, and on it, two shine lights, you blink hard, there were two purple shining eyes, looking right at you from the deeps, your blood runs cold, you want to scream, run, call anyone, but you couldn't move, your grip ate the border is so hard your hand hurt, you couldn't move at all, you are completely paralyzed and those eyes are getting closer and closer but you couldn't see anything besides them, making you wonder how deep it was, all the cells in your body screaming for you to run, move, do anything but you couldn't, there was a cry being hold on your throat, you could feel every beat of your heart in your chest and was faster than it had ever being and then again, on a blink of eyes, they disappeared.

You feel a hand on a shoulder and scream, a terrified scream and you move your body against it and almost fell from the boat, if that hand didn't hardly grab at your life jacket and pull you back, it was yuki’s hand, and as he holds you, now by the arm, you felt like your body weighed tons and your legs went weak, and if he wasn't holding, you certainly would fall, so he tried to put you down slowly.

-The-there is som-something on the-the water a-and wa-was staring it was s-s-staring at me- your brain panics, you cried out those words like they were stuck and didn't want to be said, the boy was looking at you confuse, but he went to the edge anyway, the people who were on the other side came around to see what was happening, but you didn't care what they were whispering between them.

-There is nothing on the water- Yuki said as he come back to your side, you saw it and you could feel it too, like it was still there, following you, Yuki put one hand on your shoulder and the other on your forehead –You are freezing- he takes off his work jacket and land it on you -Here- he said and pick you up, taking you to the cabin, you hear the captain telling one of the boat guys to get the people out of the water, and then he follows right after, Yuki sit you on the small sofa and give you a bottle of water, you only noticed how much you were shaking when you take it in your hands and almost drop it.

-Its there, I don't know what it is but it follows me and has purple eyes- you said silently, still shaking, looking at the bottle, you could see it vividly, like those eyes were stamped with fire on your mind and ice on your body.

-Its a ghost- the old man said — You know, there was an old tale about the waters that surround our lovely island, my father told me when I was a kid, and his father told him, who heard from his father before that- the captain continues and laugh, he takes the bottle from your hand, open it and gives back to you and laugh again –Those waters have the ghost of those who died on it, the first men to step on this white clean sand used to said that this is a sea of ghosts, some of them had seen shining eyes on magic colors, they heard voices calling them until the water, and those who follows it, if come back, were never the same, they believed that it was because a drowned soul enters on the body of the living and baffles their minds- as the captain finish his story, Yuki had already left that place, and you weren't sure if that man should be the one leading that ship.

-But…- you started, not sure about what you were saying anymore, but it was scratching your brain since the moment he said –If they were the first men in here... The ghosts who died in here... that-that doesn't make sense, if didn't have people here, before those men, how would it be ghosts from people that died here?- You were confused, and the captain was laughing, you didn't understand, what was so funny? Was that man crazy? Was he making fun of you?-no one lived here before they arrive, how its possible that people died here if there were nobody here?-

-Its just an old tale, kid, don't cling to details, don’t you think that if that was true someone would have notice?- The man laughs again and takes the empty bottle of your hands, you didn't even remember drinking it

-But I saw it, sir, I can literally feel on my body that is something on the water, something that stares at me, that follows and watch me as I walk on the beach I-I- Where are you going?!- You see the man getting up and leading to the door, not listen to what you have to say.

Now alone in the cabin, protected from those eyes, your mind was at a hundred percent, but not really, it was more for eighty percent, since you were still scared, but at least you were in control of your body and mind, putting aside the shaking, you feel the boat moving again, good thing that you were going home, and when you get home, oh, those eyes are going to regret messing with a scientist.

And said and done, the second the boat stops and you put your feet on the worn wood you make your way home walking by the beach, trying to ignore the feelings of being followed and avoiding look to the water.

You got home and went straight to your notebook the first thing you do is google “shining eyes on water” and nothing, and then “ghosts on the ocean” and you were suddenly looking at pages of ocean Animals dying, and even that you do care about it, that wasn't what you were look for, after trying a few more research, you give it up, you just didn't find anything about “ghost eyes” as you named it, so you decide to take a shower and sleep, you would have to start this research from the zero, but that was okay, it is not the first time you do it.