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YOU CAN LITERALLY SEE WHERE THE BONE OF MY TOE IS IN THE WRONG SPOT EW EW EW EW 😭🙏🏾

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Since I was technically supposed to have this done today, sneak peak of the incident lore. Can you believe it’s already been 6 years since Lake was almost killed by Axel’s negligence the big day? Wow man time flies. Bro I was so confident I was gonna finish this by today. My exact words were “there’s no way” I believe 💀 I’m only 2k words in and Axel literally just got to Lakes house. I was originally gonna have it just like— begin at the incident wtf is wrong with me? No one cares about the Axel old timer lore Tye, they just wanna see Lake suffer 🙄 if that’s you though, fear not! Lake isn’t even on screen yet and he’s already radiating so much misery that it even got to Axel 💀 So yeah. The moral of the story is, wear green today or Axel might come back to life to pinch you or something (he’s threatening Tomiya Winsor that man has no fear)

You know the drill. Ignore the wordiness and grammar I haven’t edited yet 🙏🏾 have fun out there today guys! Let me know if you find the rainbow that leads to gold, I’ve been having trouble finding it these past few.

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Yakov nation, how we feeling? Yaybe or yaybe not

My sister hung this in her room. She doesn’t even know. 😔🙏🏾 welcome to episode one of “I drew this instead of paying attention in class” I guess.

My notebook is gonna be desecrated by the time I graduate 😭🙏🏾 I love how I have at least one doodle from almost every semester wow. Well I’ll keep y’all posted if the collection grows. You know I’ve missed drawing when I start doing it traditionally bc that’s the only time I have time 😔 at any rate it’s back to the ole grind with me! Have fun hopefully not studying for microbiology~

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I’ve officially been sober from my strange addiction for a year. What started out as a personal experience that was meant to last a month just kept going and now, I is free at last, free at last, thank God almighty I is free at last!

(I’m still very much addicted and genuinely start tweaking like dead ass salivating when I come across it. Chat I am so cooked. This intervention was a long time coming smh)

Anyways what I’ve learned? Anything is possibly if you lock in. But also, what I have is called Pica, it’s a genuine ED and also another indication that I’m probably losing the spectrum allegations??? All these decades I’ve been ashamed thinking I was unjustifiably touched for no reason and a disappointment to the lord above, I was actually GENUINELY touched for no reason and created this way BY the lord above. Now whenever my family tries to strangle me for chewing ice, I can just pull one of those gen z’s and be like “You’re triggering my disorder 🥺” hell yeah. I have such a love hate with being a med student. I feel like I know too much now. I genuinely had to ask my mom if she fr never questioned that the non verbal kid who used to eat dirt and lick dust n shit that was literally hyper fixated on a blanket that I still can’t sleep without might be on the spectrum and she was like. “No, I did think that. And you are on the spectrum.” GUYSSS 😭

Well anyway. I don’t think I can go back. I was going to just go a year and then let myself but idk. I don’t like the feeling of being addicted to shit and also I think the lord is still mad that I broke that promise in 7th grade. My sister was literally hospitalized recently for a stomach thing. IM SORRY LORD 😭🙏🏾 I WAS 13 HAVE MERCY. But I think God, Tobey Mac, and the strangers that probs saw me crying on the plane that day would be proud. IM A CHANGED MAN WOOO! Shoutout to my boy ice shards, I couldn’t have done it without you.

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WHY IS THERE SO MUCH IF THIS.. THIS— “DPAX/MEGOP (?)” FAN ART ON MY PAGE? I DIDNT ASK FOR THIS 😭 just one was like “aw lmao what if in another life” BUT I DONE SUMMONED THE ENTIRE COMMUNITY. SAVE ME FROM THIS HELL. DOES ANYONE KNOW HOW THE TUMBLR ALGORITHM WORKS? I miss my nature pics and poetry. Robot cars should not be touching each other like that—

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Anyways here is Lake since my mental health is crumbling again and I can feel the darkness slowly creep back in as I feel the things that used to make me happy slip from my hands!

On another note look how much my art has improved in a year 😳 He finally has a real Adam’s apple awwwww. AND HIS HAIR GREWWWWW. That wasn’t just my art, I wanted to depict him with slightly longer hair for healing purposes. So much has changed, same crooked smile 🙃 sometimes, I want to tell him that he’s beautiful and that he’s not hard to love. The world just gets confused sometimes when it gets something precious. He deserves to smile so hard that tiny wrinkle forms at the left corner of his mouth every time. Sigh. Damn it, Lake Winsor.

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I was gonna come on here and be like “if I had a nickel for every time I cried over a stupid kdrama that wasn’t even sad, I’d have 2 nickels” but honestly, after those last two episodes, I can’t even say that 💀

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“Due to your schedule change we have decided to…dismiss you from the company.” MY BROTHER IN CHRIST I APPLIED FOR THE WEEKEND POSITION. YOURE THE ONE WHO CHANGED IT TO WEEKDAYS. I HAVE CLASS BRO. CLASSSSSS. All I wanted was to be on a zaddy. All these debts I suddenly have to pay. I LOVE THE TIMING JONATHAN BESTIE! THANK YOU SO MUCH ACTUALLY!! THANK YOU!

(It’s for the best in the end but gah dayum am I’m feeling the burn)

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WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA *incoherent tweaking*

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Really? REALLY?

After all I’ve done did, this is how it ends huh?

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3k for a drop of blood and chest pains that didn’t go away is absolutely insane.

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Self portrait with color. Idk I didn’t really like the color. It’s got new pfp potential now that I’m not being all dark and mysterious…

Note: Drawing this made me realize that my hair is so long now I’m gonna have to update my sona 😭 chat idk if I can do it my sona is so iconic. I might just leave it alone. BUT MY LONG HAIR—

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The end of an era. Before I out myself to the public I just wanna say one thing. It’s ok to be alone sometimes. Doing this with myself made me realize something important. For one, I’m extremely blessed to have friends, and sometimes I take that for granted. Two, companionship is more like the ornaments on a tree. Not the tree itself. I don’t ever want to let it become the tree again. Let life be the bland pine so that the relationships you keep can just the beautiful extra thing. Going forward, I want to be as free with those in my life as I have been here by myself. As fun as it’s been though, I miss my homies. This is code Incognegro to Tye for the final time…

You’ve been a great crowd.

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Here he is in color! Meet Solomon Akins also known as Manny! He’s a part of a mini series in my second gen lore (The Star Reaper). The star of the mini series—Merianne Murray— is his best friend! I say ‘best friend’ but they’re a little more than that (they were engaged. Can you believe he got Meri all the way in a wedding dress just to ditch her at the alter? Classic Manny.) 🙄 Anyway he’s a part time mechanic but does a lot of odd jobs for folks. He’s originally from North Carolina and California simultaneously. His parents decided to get a messy divorce when he was younger and move literally across the country from each other—just to fall back in love and get back together when he was a teen smh my head.

He has 3 younger sisters and 3 older brothers. Manny in the middle. His mom took the girls and his dad took the boys in the divorce, but Manny didn’t really fit with either side so he chose both! Ngl his family is the biker vs surfer troupe as well as the liberal mom and conservative dad troupe lmaoo (he has a few identity crises but he’ll be ok). He accidentally joined a cult because he didn’t know himself and thought he was in love with a girl who manipulated and abused him into it and it got so bad that he had to skip town. No bags, no goodbyes. Just a heart that low key never loved again. He ended up in Pennsylvania, just walking in the snow, when Reginald Sky lost control of his vehicle and almost killed both of them. Saving Reggie that day saved them both. They are kinda like family now. Everything changed tho when the Skys asked ole Manny to pick up their granddaughter from the station. She had just ran away from home.

Now Meri was also from NC! She couldn’t wait to get away from her treacherous past. So imagine her surprise when the first person she meets in Pennsylvania is actually from NC 💀 (she accidentally mocked his accent bc his brought out hers 😔) they got out to a lovely start (they hated each other). Little did they know, they’d just meet their soulmate…

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Sneak peak of my new favorite son (a promise is a promise). Was his design based off of Glen Powell? Just a tad bit 💀 stick around for more on Manny bc I may not be able to shut up now that he’s here. Manny Manny Manny Manny Manny Manny— (sorry)

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Meet the Rooney’s!!

Mac and his two daughters!! (Don’t look at the hand) Mac has been apart of the TSR main lore for a while now but I finally gave him kids! I didn’t want to initially because I know that’s gonna hurt Axel so bad (he’s already got so much going on) but I couldn’t resist. I also switched up their last name bc I just really didn’t like ‘Maxwell’ 💀 (the name. Not the singer. Though that one song where he is screeching is annoying ngl)

So Peppa and Pipi Rooney! The oldest sister is a ruthless wiseguy who has killed and would do it again (I’m half kidding) especially if her baby sister was in danger. She denounces the life style but isn’t afraid to be in it. You don’t want to test her unless you hate your life. She doesn’t like to, but she goes dark when you mess with her family. They grew up in Brooklyn with their mom, so sometimes it was needed. The baby sister is different. She’s the sweetest girl you’ll ever meet, though she tries her best to be like her older sister. She loves her Italian heritage is obsessed with the mob lifestyle. She loves the aesthetic even though she’s never actually even been in a fight. It gets her in trouble sometimes with real thugs, but her sister is always there to clean it up. They’re the ultimate pair. The Primrose and Katniss. The Polites and Odysseus. I sure hope nothing bad happens to the sweet on this time 😃

(Btw now that you’ve made all have made all kinds of assumptions abt these two, Pipi is the oldest sister 😈 be safe out there. By the time Mac gets Pipi, everything has changed…)

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8 hours is too long a shift. Now my side character’s side character’s side character has full lore and its fire. Manny Akins, gain another song association, and my life (a ref of you and your entire family) is yours.