imnooneyouknow

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my ass watching me become the one person i swore to myself i wouldnt become

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I think im unknowingly getting worse

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he blocked me and instead of begging to be unblocked im just gonna not say anything lol

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for me one of the worst suicidal thoughts are the distant ones. like i physically cant enjoy myself because theres a teenie, tiny voice somewhere in me telling me its not worth it. at least when its constant i know its something to worry about, but when its small and distant its not enough to feel like total shit about

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leaving me out as a funny thing isnt fucking funny

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i wanna tear the skin off my skull

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one time i might actually start praying

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ok theres acting mature for your age and i get that but youre trying to act more mature for your age in the literal worse ways possible. like acting mature for your age could consist of being able to understand politics and debate about really heavy to take stuff but substance abuse and talking about how youre horny isnt the way to go

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“are you like chronically online?” i literally have no life

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“well with your past-“ YOU KNOW NOTHING STFU AND GO DIE

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im sorry i know im a lot and im a mess there’s no excuse

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“can you stop posting so much?” I post so much because i have no life

+ literally just block me i dont fucking care

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hey! fun thing to keep in mind! it actually feels terrible when you pretend to talk shit about me! please refrain from doing so! thanks! lots of love!

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me: you shouldnt downplay depression!! all depression is valid!!!

me with my own: not valid. doesnt exist. im not depressed

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being an ugly crier sucks

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I hate meltdown cries because the tears arent doing any favours for my heightened sensory issues

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“and now im immune to sour things!!” its getting ridiculous now