imgoingtodiesomday

[imgoingtodiesomday]

For some reason, I'm my head, it's like I'm having a fight with my life. No, not for my life, with my life. I know I'm going to die. But I'm not sad about it. Infact I kind of want to. That pretty shit isn't it. But I don't care. That's just who I am. I don't like myself but I'm the only person that is going to be with myself for my whole life. So if I don't want to be with myself I just have to die. I'll miss some things like my friends and sibling and dog. But I mainly just want to leave. I've tried but it's never worked. Which for me is pretty sad. Pretty sad like alot of things in my life. Anyway I'm going to try stop feeling sorry for myself. Well, for now.

[imgoingtodiesomday]

Sometimes I feel like I'm stuck inside my head. Like I have all these thoughts that can't escape me. So instead of talking I write. Right now I feel pretty shit. And I know alot of people probably do for the same reason. Technoblade. I know I've already spoken about him on my first post but I feel like I still wanna talk. His death has hit me hard. I can't sleep properly and I feel like crying all the time. I didn't even know him personally. I really thought he would get through it. I really thought that he would just get through it. I didn't really prepare myself for if he actually died. I'm gonna miss him alot. And even though he has, technoblade never dies. Not really. Not in everyone of his fans hearts. Because techno deserved the world.

[imgoingtodiesomday]

I'll miss you technoblade. Lots of people will. You had a good run. I hope from wherever death take us you can see this and everyone's love and support for you. I'm sorry for your family as this must be very hard for you. I don't even know techno personally and It still doesn't seem real, I just want it to be some sick joke. I know that's bad. But I can't help thinking it. My eyes still hurt from crying. I miss you so much techno. Goodbye forever. "Technoblade never dies!"