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❗Hold Your Tongues is now officially up❗

You can go here and download the game!

Make sure to read the warnings!

Thank you so much @celerifleuri you did an amazing job at everything I'm honestly so emotional right now. We worked so hard, started from 0 and managed to finish this, I'm so so happy.

And guys don't forget, the game isn't over yet! We will continue to add bonus content so please look forward to those!

Have fun and I hope you like it!!!!

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♡ TW: yandere, captive reader, minor wounds, shackles, mental deterioration

♡ GN reader

“I’m sorry,” he says, looking up at you sheepishly from where he kneels before you, your feet in his lap as he carefully unclasps the second metal cuff from your ankle—leaving roughed skin in its wake, cut raw and swollen as badly as the other. “But, you know, I would have taken them off sooner if you’d been good.”

You don't answer him—not feeling like nodding and agreeing, though not exactly feeling up to doing the opposite anymore either. Tired of it, you remain quiet, and you look away instead—flinching and hissing as he carefully handles the wounds with disinfectant, balm, and bandages.

When he’s done, he rests his cheek on your knee—stroking his hands up and down your claves tenderly. “I really am sorry,” he repeats—voice soft and silken, nuzzling into you with big puppy eyes looking up at you. “You’ll forgive me, won’t you?”

There’s a disturbance in your head—an indecision—toiling and swirling like a storm, making you sweat, almost shiver. Should you behave for once? Do what he wants and avoid another punishment—or do you still feel like fighting? Is your dignity worth it? Do you still wish to take the risk and run now that you’re unfettered and free to try again? Or would you like to finally give it up?

This is a test. You know it. No doubt.

He’ll surely catch you if you try. You know that, too. It’s been proven, and you’re not foolish enough to keep holding onto any such false thing as hope.

So then, why try?

Well, it’s a stupid question, and yet you find yourself contemplating it—whether you should try anyway, even when failure is guaranteed. You think, now that you're really thinking about it, the only thing keeping you going is sheer and hollow principle.

Yes, principle—one based on the understanding that if you try, even if you fail, you can at least say you tried—one where the simple thought of giving is detestable. Back then, even weighing the options was unthinkable. Do or die—no in-between, nothing more or less.

But that fire within feels faint now—a low flame just barely weathering the storm, all alone in the cold, in the dark, just waiting for a final gust to blow it out once and for all.

It's an ugly thought, but you think what you really want isn't to find the strength to keep fighting but for someone to say it's okay to stop. You just want a sanction—a blessing—someone to blow the candle out for you.

And acknowledging that, you might as well blow it out yourself.

If the point holds no value, then fighting for it must be even more empty—right?

You sigh.

“It’s not that bad." Lifting a hand, you run it smoothly through his tousled locks with a smile. “Actually, it already feels better.”

The worst or best part about it is how strangely freeing it is—now that you’ve let go. The trouble of remaining vigilant and hostile is an exhausting feat, and now that you’ve put it to rest, you’re left feeling unfettered—like you can finally breathe again.

He kisses your knee, then rests his chin atop it—giving you a similar smile. “I’m glad.”

♡ BNHA – Deku, Dabi, Hawks, Shinso ♡ JJK – Geto, Gojo, Naoya ♡ HQ – Miya twins ♡ BLLK – Reo, Nagi ♡ DS – Doma ♡ WB – Suo, Togame

♡ FEM x M INSERT masterlist ♡ GN x M INSERT masterlist

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I apologize for being so absent here!

As usual my job has been very busy 😅 I’ve been working 60-85 hour weeks pretty consistently lately. One of our surgeons is on bad terms with most of our staff (he’s unwilling to work with them & they’re unwilling to work with him), so I’ve had to step up to support his operations.

My goal is to have the next update for my game ready in late February for the yandere game jam. I’ve already been doing this, but my plan is to just focus on making progress on the update, and to not be online much. Then in late February after I release the update I’ll take an art / coding / writing break to get online again! I’ve really missed seeing asks and fanart, but I want to make sure I can put out some new content in February. Focusing on asks and online content can be my reward after that 💕

This year has gone by so fast 😅 I do feel a little disappointed in myself for not having more progress for the next update done yet. I am pretty happy with how the work I’ve done so far is turning out though!!

I’ve been mostly focusing on Nalis’s route, and I think it does a good job of letting you really get closer to him and learn more about him, and showing his downward spiral into getting more desperate to monopolize you + all of your feelings. The original demo focused more on Thaumo, so it’s been really fun getting to focus on Nalis here!

I hope everyone is doing well, and I can’t even put into words how much I appreciate how patient and supportive people have been 💕💕💕💕

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kylar after whitney stole his lunch

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Rainba still gone after 4 months. Hope she's ok

I'm sure she's all good! Life happens and it's insane how little time is in each day before we have to do it all over again.

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I hope Rainba is ok

I'm sure she is! She liked a post of mine a couple weeks into her disappearance so she's probably got better things to do

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Thinking about Thaumo..

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Knock knock

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Mychael my beloved 🍄💚

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Hi there 👋,

My name is Mohammad, and I’m reaching out in a moment of desperate need. I’m a father of three young children living in Gaza, and we are caught in the midst of a catastrophic war. Our home is no longer a safe haven, and the future here seems increasingly uncertain. 💔

I’ve launched a fundraising campaign with the goal of raising $40,000 to relocate my family to a safer place where my children can grow up in peace and have a chance at a brighter future. 🕊️🇵🇸

Unfortunately, my previous fundraising efforts were abruptly halted when my account was terminated without explanation. However, I remain determined to keep fighting for my family’s safety and well-being. 🫶

If you could take a moment to read our story, consider donating, or simply share our campaign with others, it would make an incredible difference. Every act of kindness, no matter how small, brings us one step closer to safety and a new beginning. 🙏

Thank you for your time, compassion, and support. ❤

https://gofund.me/fd1faea2 🔗

!!!!!!

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IT'S HAPPENING EVERYONE STAY CALM IT'S HAPPENING 💥💥💥💥

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🐱🐾

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first post lol. my friend loves this guy and made me draw him. so there he is; mychael jackson

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I absolutely adore him