iheartjimmyfrommouthwashing

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she broke up with me

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Anxiety is so bad rn I feel like throwing up I rly wanna end it rn man haha

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I want to crawl into her heart but that would hurt her so she should crawl into mine 😵‍💫

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“Bet I could change your life, you could be my wife. Could get into a fight, I'll say you're right, and you'll kiss me goodnight.”

+ “While I'm away, don't read my mail (don't read my mail), just bring a veil (just bring a veil) and come visit me in jail (visit me in jail).”

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I remember that when we were on vacation, I heard my mother calling my older brother a pussy after he said that he was fine with her “being done with him,”

My brother didn’t want to be around her while we were there because she was upset the whole time and it ruined everyone else’s mood. I was actually the one that got stuck with her most of the time we were there and it was terrible.

It sucked and was a total waste of time, I should’ve just stayed home and worked on projects. I didn’t even have the key to my own room when we were there, because one of our other family members had it, he thought I didn’t need it because I was untrustworthy and that I’d try to go buy drugs or drink or something, so, I just ended up staying in my room.

I have really bad anger issues and if I got locked out I would’ve lost it on him and it just wasn’t worth it. I’m tired and most of the time I just want to be left alone to sleep. Besides, I ended up getting very sick while we were there.

My mom and I kept getting into arguments because I didn’t leave my room. She was upset about the fact that I wasn’t acting like a dog, following her around wherever she wanted to go. Not a single person in our family on the trip had wanted to spend time with her and that included me.

So, I’m just trying to sleep, I’m sick, I missed my best friend and my girlfriend and I was pretty depressed. My mother kept coming into my room and bothering me since I had only left about two times to get food. They HAVE the BEST muffins there, they’re just chocolate— their pastries were fucking awesome but their food sucked and they changed the menu everyday. And they were out of monster energy drinks 😭

I had a bunch of music downloaded so I was just in my room, reading and working. Eventually I caved and bought the WiFi package because I missed literally the only two people I ever look forward to seeing. Long story short short my mother and I ended up getting into another argument because, “both of her kids hate her, her son’s are pieces of shit,” and my older brother was “being a soft bitch” and picked his girlfriend over his mother somehow?

Which, he didn’t. She insulted his girlfriend, who did nothing too him, and he said that his girlfriend was scared of her and she got upset about it and continued arguing with him and insulting his girlfriend, then started insulting him. Then said that she was “fucking done with” both of us, that “this was a real eye opener,” and whatever. She said a bunch of other things that I can’t remember. For some reason she also ended up bringing up the fact that I struggle with self harm, and then told me to jump off of the place that we were at. She kept telling me to do it and I got so mad that I just left and went back to my room.

She wasn’t completely wrong about both of her son’s hating her. My brother may not but I definitely don’t love her. I don’t care if that makes me sensitive, or weak, or ungrateful because at some point my mother was the most important person to me. I tried really hard to love my mom but she’s just not a good person and my brother and I suffer for it.

Also I feel like she should maybe think about the fact that both of her kids, if not at least one (me) would and have chosen their girlfriend’s or s/o’s over her in a heartbeat. My mother was so upset that I stayed with a girl that encouraged me to commit suicide and encouraged me to hurt myself when she has and continues to do the same exact thing.

—Not like that really matters to me. I honestly wouldn’t mind now if my current girlfriend told me to harm myself or to end my life because I’m just at a place where I’m terrified of abandonment. Not only that, but, I honestly find things like that romantic considering that I have and would hurt myself for my girlfriend. It would be so cute if she did that omg — It’s just the point that my mother gets upset when other people tell me to hurt myself and push me to a point where I’m having constant panic attacks, but when she does it, “I deserve it,” or, “I’m being dramatic,” lmfao.

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People coming after jimmy likers and being shitty bc of Jimmy is so funny to me bc bro yes he's a rapist but he's also fictional and has remorse and regret 😭

it’s cause they’re weirdoes lmao

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Why’s it so hard to express love in normal, healthy ways? It sucks watching everyone else being able to do it while I’m fighting for my life not to give her love letters written in my own blood lol.

My friend was telling me about how he was just gonna get his girlfriend flowers for her birthday, and then my other friend said he normally just takes his girl out. I guess I gotta get used to this whole normal gifts thing but idek what normal is lmaoo

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This has gotta be satire there's no way, GO OUTSIDEEEEEE THAT IS A RAPISTTTT

Damn. I’ll search for who the fuck asked on my way out 💀

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WHY DO YOU LOVE A RAPIST WHAG THE ACTUAL FUCK YIKES

bark bark

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Jimmy I taste way better than Curly come eat my heart 🙏

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Holy fucking shit lmao. If you think that it’s okay to harass or bully someone over liking a fictional character because that character is a bad person/is morally corrupt then you are not only incredibly stupid but you’re also not mature enough to even be apart of that fandom.

I especially see this sort of stuff in the Mouthwashing fandom because a lot of people like Jimmy and are out with it. I honestly wouldn’t care if it happened to me but I saw a post about someone receiving rape threats?

I know some of you are intellectually limited, but there’s no way you’re that stupid that you believe it’s justified to do that over a video game character. It really just makes you look like a coward, too, especially if it’s anonymous. It’s not respectable, it’s moronic and you’re weird for that kind of stuff.

And that just applies to all fictional media or whatever in general. Everyone should be, and everyone is allowed to like a character regardless of that character’s morality, decisions and behavior. Get over yourself

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For some reason I can’t not associate this song to Jimmy it just reminds me of him lmfao

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I proposed to my crush guys

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I was gonna post an about me thing but shits awkward so take this image of Jimmy instead 👀

Physical embodiment of perfection:

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Real image of my husband + me