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Late update from Anime Magic. Finished product of my shoot for Ramona :)

Photographer Credit 📸: @Marlo.Louden via Instagram

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I Don’t Have Much Longer, But I Want to Part with Love

For a while I contemplated whether or not I’d actually say anything. Re-establishing safety for myself is something I’ve continuously worked toward post being doxxed by former friends and taking my assailant to court, especially since I have little to no privacy as is being a content creator. However because my situation unexpectedly took a turn for the worst, I just want it known that I gave it my all.

Through health complications, abusive relatives, being stalked, surviving a covert narcissist, domestic violence and homelessness, I put my mind, heart and spirit into recovering. No matter the hardship faced, nothing could stop me. Until it did. But even then, with determination and unwavering courage I challenged every setback met with ferocity. I’ve never shied away from adversity and on occasion welcomed them. They provide room for improvement and opportunity to test what I’ve learned, skills I’ve developed, etc.

I haven’t a clue what tomorrow will look like for me, but with the sudden unanticipated events, if the worst case scenario is to ever occur, just know that everything I did always came from a place of love and that if I had the opportunity to do it all again, I would.

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Oh, to be a trans Ramona cosplayer who’s dead name was Ramona

Cosplay: @miccostumes

📸: e.b.photoz via Instagram

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This is literally so gorgeous, look at how the colour scheme compliments itself 😭✨ thank you so much, this is beautiful 🤍🩵✨

a collage zelda piece, feat. the wonderful @igirisu's zelda cosplay!

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hi! a bit of an odd question, but i was wondering if i could draw your zelda cosplay? i just love it so much... (and if yes, what would your preferred method of crediting be?)

Good afternoon! I hope December has found you well and that you’re staying hydrated. ✨ This isn’t an odd question but I do appreciate you asking, it’s completely fine if you draw my Zelda cosplay and I’m actually very honoured, thank you so much!

When it comes to fan art I don’t mind if people draw my cosplays, it truly means a lot me. I created a highlight on my Instagram for this reason. It’s to not only give thanks but to showcase the talented people who derived inspiration from my work.

I’m not super active on Tumblr as opposed to Twitter and Instagram but as long as you tag me I don’t mind. And if it’s fine, I’d actually like to share the artwork to my Twitter and instagram (with your permission and proper crediting of course!)

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Hi yes hello, I intend to cosplay every variation but in the meantime have this tiny compilation ✨

Photographers credit 📸: M.G.A_Photo | E.B.Photos | EOL_cos

Cosplay: Miccostumes

Ears: @aradanicostumes

Contacts: MocoQueen - get $ off using code “IGIRISU”

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Alas, I’m delighted to announce I’m finally cosplaying a third variation of Zelda! ✨ new wig, new lenses, new everything. 🧝🏾‍♀️

Wig/Cosplay: @miccostumes

Ears: @aradanicostumes

Contacts: “SNAPPY ANIME GREEN” by @mocoqueen - get $ off using discount code “IGIRISU”

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Revamped my closet cosplay for Zack, yeehaw✨

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Decided to cosplay Edward for the first time in what feels like forever to experiment with the contact lenses my sponsors sent me and I’m in love ❤️‍🔥 I’ve also been bodybuilding for nearly a year and wanted to flex a little in fullmetal akdnekside

Cosplay: @miccostumes

“MAGIC POP Golden Brown Anime Costume Contacts” by MocoQueen - get $ off using discount code “IGIRISU”

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I did it… I actually did it… I received justice in the most affirming way possible… the universe really is looking out for me and I’m so damn appreciative.

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I think I’m the only jackass that has cosplayed to every court hearing they’ve had while trying to get their abuser and assailant convicted. Am I cosplayed as Light Yagami on my way to the courthouse? Absolutely. Did I bring my death note with me? Of course, how could I not? Even in the face of adversity I play entirely too much and maybe that’s my problem, LOL

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Are you still doing commissions? And how can we contact you for one? 🙌🏾

Hello! I appreciate your interest in my commissions; yes! Commissions are still open! If you'd like to forward me the details of your request you can DM me on Instagram or send them to my email!

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Just wanna take a moment to appreciate the portrait artwork @oshietee has drawn of me as of recent. ✨

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Oh hey look who came in the mail yesterday-

Cosplay: @miccostumes - Tears of the Kingdom Link

Contacts: “AQUA MAN BLUE” by MocoQueen - get $ off using discount code “IGIRISU” with my referral link

Ears: Aradani Costumes

Wig: Linfairy on Amazon

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I forgot to share these lol

Contacts: AQUA MAN BLUE by MocoQueen - get $ off using discount code “IGIRISU”

Cosplay: Miccostumes

Ears: Aradani costumes

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8 Months Sober

I’ve been in therapy and support workshops for 8 months, now I’m officially 8 months sober. I don’t exactly believe in angel numbers the way I do the power of manifestation, but it looks like 888 might be my angel numbers. Come the 29th it’ll be 8 months since I began bodybuilding, boxing and volunteering; I’m so happy.

Despite my health complications I’ve received an influx of opportunities that I know are a result of me being consistent and intentional. Having the opportunity to gradually rebuild my life, curating a lifestyle that feels more authentic to me is my top priority and I have a strong feeling that 2024 is going to be even more amazing.

This is my story and I’ll write how it ends. It’s right now.

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No matter the outcome, knowing that I was able to speak my truth and be heard is all that really matters to me. I stood my ground and faced everything head on despite facing many barriers and uncertainty. I’m damn proud of myself and can’t anyone take that away from me. The feelings of empowerment that goes into improving yourself on a daily basis is indescribable, and the only thing I continually strive to do until the bitter end. This is my story, and I write the chapters of this book; from start to end.