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c!niki art i commissioned from @82lead :)))

we don’t talk enough about the fact that niki was a soldier as well, barely an adult and fighting basically back to back wars for a nation she had once loved so much but slowly lost all hope in…

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say hi ghostbur

cc!wilbur Supporters please stay away ; Sketch under the Cut

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liking someone platonically is so embarrassing like. yeah i admire you. yeah i think about you all the time. yeah i look forward to every time i see you even if it's only for a minute. yeah it's all platonic and yeah i couldn't explain this because it'd sound romantic. fucking hell

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absolutely disgusting that i have to create the the things i want to create

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I’m ill over the albatrio so yall get my head canons. Some of these are a bit heavy and deal with abuse, trauma and similar themes. Maybe skip this one if you don’t feel up for it 🩷🩷

Jay:

- Kira was her bisexual awakening. They went on a summer camp together and kissed while on a hike. Neither of them have brought it up since.

- She has such bad anxiety bro. Like she is always using nervous energy to complete projects or to fight, but every few days she would just get paralysed by overwhelming anxiety and shut down. Once she shut down in front of chip, now he tries to help her in any way he can when she starts getting too worked up.

- she has a complicated relationship with gender. She’s explored a lot of different things gender wise, but doesn’t quite feel comfortable with any label she has found. She ended up talking to Jaz a bit about it when they were travelling together.

- She enjoys textile work and makes and mends most of her clothes

- She used to only be toned before her time on the Albatross, but she now has a much bulkier build.

- Her favourite subject was math

- She still has a fat crush on Anastasia

- she got a lip ring to match Chip

- She doesn’t like getting drunk around people because she thinks it makes her too honest.

Gillion:

- He loves physical touch. He used to receive so little of it in the Undersea that it is still very hard for him to iniate, but he will always lean into hugs or captain huddles like it’s the most beautiful thing in the world.

- Gillion is sex-repulsed. That’s it.

- He has a bad habit of digging his claws into the nearest person or object when he feels unsafe or ungrounded. There are so many deep gouges in the captains quarters from times where the ship would rock or he felt particularly unsafe.

- he doesn’t like to think. This one sounds weird but let me cook. It’s not for a lack of intelligence or that he doesn’t consider things deeply, it’s that when he thinks he tends to spiral, and when he spirals it is difficult for him to work. This is reflected in his reckless battle tactics, he has enough ambient knowledge to be a good tactician, but fighting is when he can fully allow instinct to take over. It makes him feel at ease.

- he has a mental list of the awful names his masters would call him. But, during his time in the Oversea, the mental list has been overwhelmed by pet names and compliments given by his fellow captains.

- Sunlight is harsh on his eye so he relies on Jay and Chip more in harsh daylight for perception and awareness.

- he likes to braid ropes, bracelets, hair. Anything he can idly do with his hands when he isn’t working

- he likes to speak Aquan with Jay. It makes him still feel connected to his home.

Chip:

- normally the instigator of any small fights between the captains. He’s so used to always having to be guarded it regularly comes as a point of conflict.

- the ice arena battle deeply wounded his trust is Gillion and Jay. He had just started to feel safe and as though he didn’t deserve to be hurt when he made mistakes, so he felt really betrayed and abandoned after the first ice arena battle. Part of him still isn’t over it.

- He’s sensitive. Reuben used to criticise how easily words and insults affected him, so he presents it a lot less than he used to. But slight criticism or irritation with him or insults really deflate his self worth.

- Chip has a complex about being the weakest link on the Albatross

- After the Black Sea, the thought of seeing Ollie in his undead state is so nauseating it makes him fall over

- The best hug he’d ever received was from Reuben. He was young, sick and hungry and it was storming fiercely on Skullslice. Reuben had held him tight and refused to let him go for the whole night, just hugging Chip while he cried.

- If he could choose any superpower, he’d want the ability to pause, rewind, or fast forward time. Also lasers.

- He has a stuffed animal in the bottom of his trunk that he’s owned since he was 4.

- It took him a long time to figure out how old he was. He didn’t know his birthday, so he ended up choosing one. He ended up picking the day Arlin has let him into the Black Rose

- He’s never tried chocolate.

- He finds Queen really pretty, but in like a platonic, gender-envy type beat

- he has a secret love for writing. He writes poetry, little stories and more, he keeps them buried at the bottom of his trunk because he’s scared of what the others will think if they see it.

- his love language is acts of service

- him, Gil and jay cuddle a lot. Don’t read into that weirdly, all the captains just really need a hug

- he holds people’s hands a lot. It’s unconscious and when he catches himself doing it he immediately stops, but Jay and Gil don’t mind.

- Gil was his gay awakening in the sense that he fell really hard for Gil as a person. But, Jaz was like huge for him because he was just like holy fuck this dude is so pretty what do I do the whole time they travelled together.

- La Alma is on his heart me out cake

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eat an entire can of sweetened condensed milk. you deserve it.

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im going a little bit insane rn. do you guys ever think about how the pd was left to be taken care of someone who obviously never had experience with anyone young? he was a clone! tide never experienced the little issues that teenagers go through daily, why was he chosen??? was there any thought put into it??? also. they lived entirely off of hamburger helper yet had the money for a helicopter and a freaking cage of hyenas in their secret base??? hello??? priorities??? and. and when the base was destroyed (how was it destroyed so easily?? why did they have no defenses??) they had nowhere to go. they literally had to live with a villain!!! no one came to ensure they were okay, or even alive!! they had to save tide themselves!!! and. after the trickster happened. no heroes cared or even knew that 1. ashe was gone in the first place (sovereign 5 saying "weren't there supposed to be four of you?) and 2. that dakota had run away. and watch did nothing when vyncent and william denounced them and ran off!!! watch let two teenagers live in the ruins of their old home for months!?!???? whatytttt. im losing it bro . why did the heroes/watch never care about the pd unless they needed something from them.

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Jay ferin send post

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As a treat you can some oc art wips too :))

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i feel like we’re kinda seeing the equivalent of tv child stars but with yt rn. growing up in the public eye and then realizing the people who you trusted and were supposed to be good are shit has to fuck you up

the new tom simons song getting to me ig lmao. hope that guys ok. genuinely. fuck

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do you ever start writing a comment on the internet and then think “oh what the fuck am i going on about” and delete it

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I tried to make his colours fit his new cabin life :) I'm really having fun drawing on the trackpad actually

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i miss dakota cole….

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I wanted to make myself jrwi charms and I FINALLY finished my riptide ones! Not sure yet if I’d sell them anywhere but we’ll see :)

(I’m working on some for The Suckening next >:3)

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ctubbo/clingyduo? your art is so soft :)

early dsmp bois :”)

first drawing on ipad in procreate yayyy