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I fucking love this picture of Kurtis Conner I think abt it all the time. Me when I fucking get you

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they would not let this shit slide y’all… we need them

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Thinking about how JJ was the only Pogue who ever really saw and respected Kiara, and that's why he was the endgame. John B and Pope aren't bad people, but ultimately they liked her because she was hot and maybe fun to hang out with. Since being rejected by her, both have actually been a lot more respectful of her and stopped treating her like an object. Of course JJ also finds her attractive, anyone with eyes would, but there was a marked difference in how he interacted with her season 1 and 2. Even as it became clear he had true romantic feelings for her, he kept his hands off apart from a few, truly friendly interactions- there was never an ulterior motive or sexual undertone to the way he touched her, as if he had intuited she didn't like that early on and abided (okay apart from that montage scene in episode one where they'e dancing, but note he doesn't actually touch her and it stops on good terms when she pretend slaps him, unlike the awkward icky reaction she gives John B and Pope every time they try something). He even says in season 1 that he "tried that door" and implies she rejected him, and I wonder if maybe he made a slight physical move once and after she reacted poorly, dutifully kept his hands off. That's respect. That's acknowledging her autonomy. Also, though they bicker sometimes when he calls out her rich privilege, he always either takes her side (or intervenes and diffuses in the case of that S1 argument with Pope), defends her, and maintains that she's one of them. Coming from the one with the least out of all of them, that's meaningful, and I think it's because he's the only one that (at least initially) sees her beyond the surface level. John B and especially Pope come with a litany of reasons they're not compatible long term with Kiara, which she is aware of; JJ's primary obstacle is himself.

Regarding emotional intimacy, this is another place Jiara stands out. While Kiara can be emotionally vulnerable with a number of people (not uncommon for girls, who are raised to be that way) JJ is only emotionally intimate with her, all the way back to season 1. He cries in front of her several times, even lets her hold and comfort him when he's at his lowest. Contrast this to his best friend in the world John B. Though JJ clearly cares about him a ton and they're both ride or die, John B completely turns a blind eye to his abuse and neglect. I'm sure he knows JJ doesn't want to talk about it, but in doing so he normalizes and accepts that behavior, which further entrenches the normalization to JJ. Kiara on the other hand is extremely direct in denouncing JJ's treatment from the start. Even if JJ doesn't directly open up about it until the hot tub scene, she makes it clear where she stands and that she's on his side, which is exactly why he knows she's safe to be vulnerable about it with her. Kiara also innately understands and is lenient with him in ways that others aren't. She seems to naturally see the direct connection between what he's feeling, why he is the way that is, and the way that he behaves, even when he's self-sabotaging. She knows him on a deeper level too, which terrifies him until he overcomes it- entirely thanks to her patient, repeated efforts to reassure him.

All this to say I love the interactions we're getting in season 4, even if there's surprisingly little physical intimacy. JJ being protective on main (although we already saw this in season 2 with Kiara and his dad), Kiara accepting him even at his stupidest because loves him warts and all, Kiara reaffirming her feelings for him often, JJ making an effort to do things that make her happy (like having a little date), and of course, once again JJ respecting her autonomy no questions asked (agreeing despite his own fears to let her go along on the diving venture).

They want the same things, they're innately comfortable with each other, they protect each other, they respect each other, and they know each other's value. And, of course, they also thoroughly enjoy each other's company. That's why they're perfect for each other.

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How did Kie not pounce on JJ after the enduro he was so dirty and sweaty the bests he’s ever looked 🥵I couldn’t resist even if he did bet all our money can someone write this fic

She's stronger than both of us, anon. If my man was lookin' like this I would've [gunshots]

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ugh why must I be always so repulsed by my own vulnerability but I find it very moving and impressive if other people are vulnerable with me????

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it actually really doesn’t matter at all and everything will be okay forever

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study sessions masterlist

summary: upon realizing you lack skills in the bedroom when a touron asks you out on a date, you turn to jj, a self-proclaimed sexual deviant, for help.

co-authored with @storiesbymads.

general warnings: smut, some fluff and some angst.

notes: maddie is the queen of smut writing and i wanted to step out of my element while incorporating my writing skills into this new adventure. i enlisted her help in areas where i want to strength my writing skills! we hope you enjoy reading this.

THE PLAYLIST

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sneak peek: an incredibly handsome touron asks you out, leaving you with doubts.

the art of kissing: the pogues tease your innocence without realizing you’ve met someone. meanwhile, you and jj begin your lesson.

the art of teasing: your friends find out about your date and kiara acts like a protective mom while jj enthusiastically shows you how to touch him.

the art of blowjobs: things with trent and jj progress, leaving you in a cloud of confusion. jj starts to realize some things and you start to wonder what it’s like to put your mouth on something hard. 

the art of masturbation: after your lessons with jj, you’re finally able to put your knowledge to good use. meanwhile, jj has some problems of his own.

the art of eating pussy: you hang out with the pogues less in favor of seeing trent before he leaves. things escalate and jj wants to show you how he’d make you feel good, off the record.

the art of using sex toys: both you and jj come to terms with this proposition on the brink of its peak and feel with your feelings. later, jj finds something he shouldn’t.

the art of going all the way: with trent’s stay on the outer banks coming to a close, y/n can only think of one way to end it with jj’s hell. meanwhile, both y/n and jj come to terms with their feelings.

the art of ending things: during the aftermath of the boneyard incident, neither y/n nor jj know how to deal with their feelings.

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no matter what happened today, you:

are loved

deserve to eat

are needed & valued

should take care of yourself

have a future

will be okay

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pov: I find a good smut fic but it includes a daddy kink

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“You simply cannot fit more America into a single incident than a man dying a horrifying death in protest of war crimes while a first responder screams at cops to stop pointing their guns at him and go get fire extinguishers. If you were to pick a single moment in history to sum up the essence and expression of the US empire, that would be it.”

Caitlin Johnstone, The Most American Thing That Has Ever Happened

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sunset will be after 7pm in 18 days

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This is actually already in place in many countries around the world. Students get $900 a month to attend college in Denmark.

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Saltburn (2023) dir. Emerald Fennell

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That gold chain hanging 🤤😝☺️🤸🏾‍♂️💦nothing else to say but that.

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AIGHHHHHHHH THE BLUEPRINT

THE HUNGER GAMES: CATCHING FIRE — 2013, dir. Francis Lawrence CATCHING FIRE — Chapter XXIV