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I know all this happened already quite a few months a go and that you have already left for good so I'm not expecting a reply. But I want to leave you with a final message after having thought about everything more thoroughly and you made it so none could contact you elsewhere so :) here we are

.I'm glad you left. I hope you you improve but I don't have high hopes and I am praying nobody I'm in contact with rn is in contact with you.You were awful to tianshii, lyu, Miyue, peony and nova. You said awful things to all of them and obsessed over them while feeding us all lies or half truths. And we should've seen this coming because the fact you were so reluctant with cutting contact with a certain person and even bothered to join her server says it all. You weren't always awful but I think it's because you knew when to hide it or maybe because you forgot to keep your mask up when surrounded with other awful people.

There were many red flags that I missed and I regret a lot of our conversations. I have good memories with you which is why I feel hurt but in a way I am grateful that doc was released so we could all know the truth. I think our mutual friends, mainly one of them, was too nice to you. I didn't join the last call y'all made but I saw what was typed and knowing how you act I have my theories but even without the call the way you acted throughout the whole thing was awful. I do not regret having been harsh with you if anything I should've been harsher. Had it not been for me you wouldn't have apologized and that shows your lack of maturity and how insincere your apologies were which is why I can't trust you'll change. Because even 3 months after you and the other 4 had stopped being friends you kept talking about them.The way your first instinct was to delete everything and run away (which ultimately you did) the way you left everyone else to deal with your actions. Everyone was too soft with you. You projected constantly onto them. Everything they did in reality was what you and a certain somebody else did.

Somebody tried to warn me and I didn't listen so I fully brought the disappointment of having been your friend onto myself but I cannot put into words how much I regret not listening to them. If I could turn back time I would've blocked you long before. You're an awful person. And you'll most likely stay that way as you refuse to change.

Idk if you'll see this but i know you're still lurking around so here you go.

Apology to the fandom

Hello everyone, I am Panda (Potaxiepower formerly known as Kimetsunozushi69) and I want to write this post in order to own my mistakes and to apologise to the ones involved in this situation.

First of all, I am aware of my humour, which has crossed the line many times. I want to seriously apologise for the disgusting jokes that I did without any consideration of people's feelings. I want to clarify that I am not racist, I have no intention of discrimination against anyone.

I will never cross the lines ever again, and I will face the consequences of my actions which harmed many people in this fandom.

I do not expect people to forgive me, because what I said was truly unforgivable, but from now on, I will mature and I will become better.

In regards of others aspects, I want to talk about the way I treated the members involved in this situation, I am sure you all know this, but I was accused of being abusive to some members of this fandom, which I will admit that my behaviour was unacceptable, and my personal struggles and my own problems do not justify the actions that I committed against the people involved.

I admit that I was a very toxic friend, and I never knew how far my actions were until I realised that my harm to them was scarring and traumatising. I admit that my behaviour towards them is irredeemable and that not an apology can fix the consequences of my actions.

None of them truly hurt me, I was the one who was in a bad mental state and because of that I started to wrongly accuse them of things that they were not, and also badmouthing them and manipulating the situation to favour me, which after months of reflection, I realised that that was truly despicable behaviour.

I admit that I did all of this based on my own envy over them being better artists, academically brighter and better writers than me, which made me have an inferiority complex against them and because of that I was acting toxic towards them. 

Even when they supported me in my hard times, I was ungrateful and despite them showing emotional and financial support, I was not willing to recognise their efforts to be my friends, because of my ego.

I understand why this situation is happening, because I cannot escape from my actions, I do not expect the fandom to ever forgive, and I understand that, I will face the consequences of what has happened this summer time.

I am sorry for ghosting the victims of the situation after doing enough harm and not apologising genuinely because I was a coward who did not want to accept my mistakes, and I understand why the situation escalated to worse after months.

I also understand why everyone in this fandom is currently furious over this, because I escaped and deleted everything without any explanation, this time, I will face the fandom and listen to your complains, I also will leave the fandom after this in order to start a new phase of my life where in the future I will not commit the same mistakes again.

I also want to clarify that none of my old followers or friends stalked any of the members, I was not aware of them facing harassment online, I am not lying when I say that I had everyone blocked which made me not interact with their posts or be interested in what they were posting, because I didn't want to see what they were doing (because I was ghosting) and I admit that I was talking bad about them behind their backs despite me promising to them that I would not talk about them, but I did not send hate because all the frustration that I had was thrown towards my close friends who were not interested in creating conflicts.

I recently found out that they were receiving some hate regarding the call-out, I did not send anyone. I promise everyone that I was inactive online and was scared of looking at what was happening, and I was with family members and real life friends these past two days.

MeitoMela and Meerudraws are innocent, they never had any vile intentions nor any interest in engaging in discourse, and them being friends and mutuals with me does not mean that they are on my side, nor do they agree with my actions nor are they interested in engaging in this.

Thank you very much for reading this letter, and I hope that the victims of this will find peace and help, and I wish everyone the best and happy holidays.

@irithnova

@tianshiisdead

@miyuecakes

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i missed this account

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Still can't believe I had to convince a grown adult to apologize and I was the only one to tell another adult to not comment on a situation just for them to do it anyway and worsen everything.

people are fucking stupid Jesus Christ

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everytime I remember that lesbian couple that have a marble statue of the two of them embracing and sleeping on a bed together over where their graves will be because the artists didn’t believe they would be able to be married before they died, so what they couldn’t have in life they could have in death, I fucking breakdown

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Domanda per i miei followers italiani

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the etruscans really put their whole pussy into those engraved bronze mirrors

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Every culture in all of human history was so right about carbs and fat together being a blessing upon earth. Eating bread with butter knowing I am partaking in one of humanities biggest shared joys

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in caso qualcuno sia interessato a qualche popolazione antica (includendo le civilizzazioni italiche) e non sappia da dove cominciare

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wait, Wich one of the Italys is "connected" to Sardinia?

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i find it funny when american hetalians make Alfred this multifaceted character but keep everyone else two-dimensional. Like, you know how to write a character you just choose not to put in any effort

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Sorry for the sudden Etrusco-Roman ramble but

I feel like Etruria might have been Romulus first introduction to love and what it felt like... They taught him how to love life and its a lesson he never forgot.

That love turned out to be sour as the end of the Tarquin dinasty was well a dictator ship. Not trying to paint Etruria as a monster in this ofc because they ended up being rlly screwed up by the Romans during the republic era, but Romulus might have started to think negatively of their relationship during and afterwards.

If his love for them turned out like this, then would it be better if others were to love him not that he were to love? His own betrayal to Etruria was a betrayal to himself as well as he takes after Etruria in almost every way

(in this case tho I feel like it's not Etruria but Tarquinia, the city, because the Etruscans had city states and they often fought with one another so u can get that making one unified Etruria would be hard lol)

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actually the fact that Alfred is a functioning adult was a group effort and England had no part in it thank you :)

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The 3 musketeers or something idk I never played it

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Hot take(?):

Making Alfred and Matthew "native" doesn't really work. Native American is an umbrella term that refers to multiple different groups of people distinguished by language, religion, attire, gender roles and social structures all over North, Central and Southern america. Making them all the same being not only erases their culture but also ignores how native American communities are often divided by borders.

There's nothing wrong with making your favourite anime boys mixed but if your intent is to represent this communities i think it's better putting a little more effort and making different OC's for each community

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Just got the very vivid mental image of Rome introducing somebody to his "mom" and she's just... a wolf.. a very old wolf...

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Imagine all the countries that traded trough the silk road writing small hand written cards like small businesses do now a days

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everyone knows about sealand but nobody ever talks about isola delle rose.