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Chloe Rose in Degrassi 12x11 Waterfalls

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Chloe Rose in Degrassi 12x07 & 12x08 Say It Ain’t So parts 1&2

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“I don’t... have anxiety,” Nova insisted. It was true in a sense, she didn’t have any sort of official diagnosis, but Ethan also wasn’t the first person to suggest that she would. However, much like the others, Ethan wasn’t a doctor. Nova turned to look at him, her arms still crossed firmly across her chest like they had been. “I do agree with you on music though, these things wouldn’t be so fucking unbearable if anyone knew how to make a decent playlist.”  

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“Uhhhhh,” Ethan stalled for a long moment. He nodded. “It’s cause we have anxiety and good taste in music. Separates us from most of the population.” Like whatever terrible house music was playing at this shitty party.

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Jules scoffed and shook her head. “No,” she mumbled, picking at the sparkling nail polish that was cracking on her thumb. “Would that make you feel better?” She wished the issue was boundaries and not her flighty heart, falling all over itself and making love out of hate. “I guess–I try to be nice and sweet and–” feminine. That was part of this, she wanted to be the best girl she could.

“I think if you ask around you’ll find that the most common word people use to describe me is bitch,” Jenna said. A slight grimace on her face as she let out a giggle. She gave a half shrug. “I dunno, sometimes I feel like I came out of the womb without any fucks to give to people who don’t matter. And if I’m being honest... it’s probably not much better too many fucks to give. Y’know? Balance, that’s what we should all be strivin’ for.”

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“That’s a sweet sentiment,” Nova said dryly. She grabbed an energy drink out of one of the fridges as she shut the door by bumping it with her hip. She cracked it open and took a long swig as she walked over to the counter.

 Up close you could see the dark circles under her eyes, in addition to, the hoodie and sweats combo, and the fact that her usually neat hair that was typically left down was now up in a chaotically messy bun with a dozen little fly aways. She clearly hadn’t been sleeping much lately- and it would also certainly explain the Green Apple energy drink. After digging in her pockets for some money she handed him a handful of crumple bills. “Can I just have my weed?”

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“You can lose family, but you can also find family.”

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          The end of the world couldn’t rouse a dead-away sleeper like Nathan, but Nova’s absence next to him could.

          He stretched in his sleep, one lanky arm searching the warm spot on the bed. 

          “…Novs…?” 

          No answer, of course.

          Nathan finally willed his eyes open and for the teeniest moment his heart races—gone, left again—until he remembered where he was. Not a hotel, not a motel, not even his dinky little mattress back at the community centre. He’s in Nova’s flat. He has a key; he can still feel it hanging about the chain around his neck, cool and heavy against his skin. All’s well.

          Except… 

          A loud pop from outside the bedroom. His whole body jolted.

          “Oh, shit…!”

          Nathan kicked the duvet away, sprang to his feet, and half-stumbled out of the bedroom still in nothing but his shirt and boxers-briefs. Today was Nova’s birthday, and he’d thought (hoped) he might surprise her. But what kind of a surprise party had no one to yell “SURPRISE”? A lame one, that’s what. And fuck him if he’d let her birthday be—

          “Awh! I missed the party! How did I miss the party… What are you doing?”

Nova was trying to consider how she would clean up all the balloons. Maybe she could gather them in a trash bag, and set that tied up on the balcony with the banner, but there were a lot of balloons. It was still the best idea she had though. Unfortunately before she could even move towards the kitchen to retrieve a garbage bag Nathan had run out into the living room and her attention turned to him. 

Without a word she grabbed one of the soft fleece blankets off the couch and threw it over his shoulders in an attempt to bundle him up. Plus, talking to Nathan when he was half or completely naked always felt weird in a way, at least to Nova. She pecked the tip of his nose while pulling both ends of the blanket over the center of his chest.

“I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to wake you,” she said softly. “Go back to bed okay? I’ll be back in a second just a soon as I clean up this mess Jenna left. Alright?” 

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“Well... does the admission make you feel better?” Jenna asked. “Being particularly nice is overrated anyway. If you’re nice all the time people walk all over you. I think it’s better to let them know where the buck stops y’know?”

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“I’m not a particularly nice person, I’ve had to admit that to myself.”

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          Truth be told, Nathan hadn’t expected presents, least of all his very own mono-fucking-gramed stocking. The sight of his initials alone set something rare and fluttery blooming behind his ribs. Nova really liked him.

          “How thoughty of you,” he chirruped, catching her cheek with a quick thank you kiss before she could pull away, and began to dig. Gloves, socks, a toothbrush, paste, sweets… Fuck. Nova really liked him. Or thought he had bad breath. Likely both considering Curtis had thrown the toothpaste from his locker when he found out Nathan had been nicking it. But. Y’know. There’s affection there too, surely. If nothing else, he thinks, the condoms prove that.

          “Hey, hey… hang on, I got a li’l somethin’ somethin’ for you too, luv.” Nathan reached out for her again, beckoning her over. From his back pocket he pulled out a small, flat black box. Outwardly impressive, but opened… Nova may be disappointed to find that the box that might have once held a beautiful necklace, now contained a nice, but certainly cheaper replacement. The necklace was silver only in colour and from its chain hung several star-shaped charms. Beneath the necklace, coupon for a large pizza. Both contributions from the community centre storage room (not that she needed to know that).

          “Happy Christmas, Novs.”

“Oh!” Nova yelped as Nathan pulled her back over to him. Just as she was about to tell him she’d open gifts after everyone else were handed out but before she could even get her mouth open to start the thought, Nathan procured from his back pocket a jewelry box. He opened it to reveal the necklace inside. It was nice, but... definitely the sort of necklace that would be sold at some teenybopper store at a shopping mall. 

“Oh...” Nova said. It was something that sounded more surprised than disappointed, though it had a slight hint of the latter. Her smile fell as she looked at it. Nova wasn’t exactly a big jewelry person. Not to mention, she hadn’t been expecting Nathan to give any gifts. She had a sneaking suspicion as to how he managed such a feat. However, seeing the pizza coupon was enough to bring the smile back to her face. She leaned in cupping his cheek and kissing the other side. “Thank you. But I have to get back to handing out everyone’s gifts.” 

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“ where’s your jacket? i’d like to show you something, and it’ll involve a bit of walking. ”

“Oh... I forgot it in the car,” Nova admitted. The smile faded from her face. “How much walking? Maybe I could stick it out?”

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“ you know, i make the best hot chocolate in the world. seriously, i’ve asked absolutely everyone on the planet. everyone except you… what do you say? wanna make it a global fact? “

“Well when you put it like that,” Nova smiled at Ollie’s offer. “Who could possibly say no to what could very well be the world’s best hot chocolate? I’d love some.”

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Five scoffed and leveled her with a gaze full of offence. As his brows furrow, he shook his head, “I didn’t realize I was never welcome here.” He was mostly joking but he really didn’t know what she expected from him. He sighed deeply and shook his head. “You know, hearing you put it like that. I’ve missed so much. Do you wear the costumes and do all the shit with candy too?” He didn’t know much about the holiday, only what little he’d gleaned from his time in the Commission.

Amber chuckled at Five’s question as she took down some autumn leaf garland. “Yeah, a lot can happen in, seventeen years. I’m sure I missed way more things about you.” She shrugged. Wrapping up the length of garland on itself and tossing it with the other items in the box and that was the last of it. She closed the boxed and shook her head. 

“No, I don’t go trick or treating,” Amber said. “I work on the holidays, seeing as I’m the one person who’s has no Family to be with. But Simon encourages everyone who works to dress up, so sometimes I do.” 

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“The last time a Young gave me a pill claiming I’d have a good time, I didn’t,” Nova reminded. Still she looked down at the pill in her hand. It was small and bright yellow. She looked up at Nathan brows pulling together, and her jaw tensing. Who pissed in your Cherrios? He asked as if he didn’t drag her to this club. Loud music. Flashing lights. Hundreds of people all wildly different emotions. Not to even mention the non-emotional smells that permeated the air. And now he wanted her to do some totally new experimental drug with him? “Frankly, I haven’t even taken it and I’m already not having a good time.” 

          “—Jaysus, who pissed in your Cheerios? C’mon, stop being such a killjoy. Take one.” Nathan pressed one of the small, lemon-yellow tablets into their palm. “New, experimental shit, special from my man Chewy. Said it feels like ecstasy and heroin havin’ sex on a silver Maserati, whatever the fuck that means. Pers’nally, I’ve only shagged on old beaters… an’ lemme tell you, not the most comfortable experience! I was picking chipped paint off my bum for days.”

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"Well." Nathan huffs, hands smacking against his thighs in exasperation. He could leave but— but he comes over instead, offering Jenna a hand. "At least let me hold back your hair."

“Yeah, okay,” Jenna said forcing a laugh. She felt terrible, the cool tile on the wall beside the toilet felt nice on her skin at least. It hadn’t been her intention to wake Nathan by yakking in the bathroom, and yet it did wake him. And of course she hadn’t locked all the doors to the bathroom. “The absolute last thing I need right now is you puking on me because you held my hair back while I puked.”

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          “Why not both? Turns out I have two fully-functional, multi-purpose hands!” Nathan wiggled the fingers on both and reached for Nova’s hand. His one still empty hand, grabbed expectantly at the air. Well?

Always a one track mind, Nova chuckled. With her free hand she reached over an interlocked her fingers with his other hand as well. She had to give him props though, back when they first met he likely would have just grabbed, or at the very least reached, for her boobs. So maybe he was learning a thing or two.

“Maybe later,” she suggested, before leaning in and gently placing a kiss on his lips. She leaned her forehead against his, their noses just ever so slightly touching. “You smell nice.”