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please do share the marina thoughts plsss
CW for jokey meanness I guess. Realistically if she’s happy I’m happy. But,

Please don’t like kill me guys I was just trying to be funny
#prev exactlyy#i haven't kept up with her enough to say this with confidence but if she's truly doing better then good for her. but also#it's not wrong to acknowledge that part of the appeal of her earlier music WAS that it came from a more toxic emotionally torturedetc place#that wasn't the only thing but it was. a pretty big thing. and yeah artists changing their direction is also a thing that happens#and in itself showing a more 'healed' version of herself now is a choice that she has every right to make but. the music isn't very good.#so there's truly nothing interesting left in it anymore and you can't stop ppl from drawing conclusions like#'well it WAS better when the songs were depressing'. BC IT'S TRUE.#retire or get worse girl but we can't keep pretending you're still making good art
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been stewing on an analytical approach to fiction which I call "is this book afraid of me?" and in order to answer this question you determine how hard the book is trying to make sure you don't come after the writer on twitter
#half tje notes are already about it but babeeeeel#the issue with this book isn't that it's not 'nUaNcEd' enough to say colonialism bad or white people evil btw#like if that wa s your problem with it you ARE weak and will not survive the winter god bless#the issue is that the author was indeed so scared of her readers not getting it or reacting badly to unfamiliar vocab that the characters#talk like they get their politics from twitter threads#and considering it's supposed to be historical fantasy set in the 1800s. that's unfortunate
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it's true that it would all be easier if i could just not interact with anyone ever again but also can i be embarrassing for a second. i already feel so deeply lonely it's like it's going to kill me any second so that's not. really a solution either
sometimes i wonder if smth happened to me bc. some of the thought processes in here. some of the instincts and reflexes and whatnot. can't forget the deeply-held but barely conscious beliefs too. nothing i can really articulate but a lot of girl that's not normal
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sometimes i wonder if smth happened to me bc. some of the thought processes in here. some of the instincts and reflexes and whatnot. can't forget the deeply-held but barely conscious beliefs too. nothing i can really articulate but a lot of girl that's not normal
#the misandry could explain a lot tho. maybe 50% of it. 60% if you want to push it#but idk. i have no clue what the 'smth' even would be#i left the 'repressed trauma theory' behind a loooong time ago but then what. did i just make shit up to believe for fun. perhaps
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When the character doesn't improve as a person and then literally just dies

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when it’s really bad again and it’s still way better than it used to be but it’s still really bad. and you do all the right stuff and you try and try and it still really hurts but it’s working but it still hurts and you go see the beautiful majesty of nature and your soul is so close to being at peace but your mind is still in pain. and it’s better but it’s still bad. and the sun is setting.
#and sometimes you consider getting worse on purpose bc at least that was easier to parse#but since it's not that bad yet you can't really be bothered. and you know it's not what you're supposed to do. so you don't#but also you're not sure all these efforts will be worth it bc what if this is it what if it doesn't get any better than this what if#you're stuck in limbo forever and you'll never know true happiness anyway but also. again.#it's not bad enough to make you forget you're not supposed to make things worse. so you. don't
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Please stop writing book blurbs like this it sounds so stupid and soulless I'm sorry 🙏
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not condoning the grendelmenz hate in the notes of that post tho they're one of the best artists on here
#see that's the issue bc there ARE good Deep Comics. even on tumblr#but there also are a lot of fake deep ones. and the difference is hard to tell sometimes. well not for me bc i'm smart but#you people seem to struggle with it a lot#but that's why i have to be a hater <3 i'm just doing my duty
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does anyone know what I mean when i say theres a certain genre of really tryhard comic on tumblr. its always like, a pretentious minimalist art style and the last panel says "The moon and the sun does not know the deep oceans lay cold.....only the sand knows" or some bullshit. And the notes are always full of fandom bloggers tagging it #THIS #HAS #ME #SHOOKETH #not bluey #piper's reblog corner
#naming names idc but. that one artist that did an adaptation of one of intatctics' posts#i feel bad saying this bc intactics seemed to really like it but the comic is bad man. the others they did in the same vein are bad too#and this sucks for me specifically bc the original is one of the few pieces of tumblr writing i really think is good like unironically#yeah on face value it's the same blah blah weird god some meta shit about speech whatever BUT. it WAS actually smart and good#+ it's probably one of the og of its genre so it gets a pass#the comic sucks tho. and now so many other people are doing the same tryhard shit bc it got really popular. and now im miserable
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Are you alive
Don’t ask me no personal shit like this
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Owen Gent, Portrait Of Silence
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Lukas Zstoklosa | both pieces: untitled, oil on canvas, 2014
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