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What r your rules

for requests or in general?

but to keep it simple, here are my rules that i can think of at the moment:

male or genderneutral reader only

top reader for smut fics

i accept all genres of fics

DD:DNE content acceptable, just be sure to tag it correctly

i don't do scat or pregnant!reader

if there are any more that come to mind, i will mention it in the future / i will kindly turn down your request. overall, i pretty much do anything lol

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Do you write male reader x female character?

yeah, i do! as long as the reader is male, i'll write it.

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more nanami content with top male reader pls 😩😩

You've got it, Captain!

Nanami Kento was a man on the run.

It was an inescapable hell of his own making. The ghosts of his youth and his failures were a perpetual monster clinging onto his shoulders, curses designated just for him. Kento did not make a habit of being a coward, but he could not afford staying in a place like this.

So, he ran.

He ran, and ran, and ran and he kept on running until Time became a loose construct that could not suspend him; until Space became a volatile concept that could not keep him afloat. The Universe was at a constant state of expansion, and Kento ran as if he was trying to see how far it would go.

('It expands a pretty damn long way,' was what Kento would answer if he were asked that question. But no one did, no one was ever given the chance to. Kento always ran before they could stop him just long enough to ask.)

So, it must be some big cosmic joke that Kento found himself landed back here once again, at the centre of your gravity, pulled in and desperately trying to pull away from the boundaries of your magnetic field. You were his best friend, his favourite What If, his greatest Could Have Been.

You were not supposed to be here, buried hilt deep inside of him and moaning out his name as if it was a prayer worth worship over.

His nails dug into the skin on your back, threatening to break through and into the flesh, but you didn't seem to mind. Your mouth was still on his skin, teeth painting yearning all over the canvas of his skin in shades of purples and blues.

Fuck, he hadn't done missionary in so long. Hell, he hadn't even had anyone like this in a long time. He was always too cautious, too hesitant of what he would reveal. But it was you—you with your charming smile and bright eyes—and if Kento couldn't trust you with himself, then he couldn't trust anyone; not even himself.

Kento should be self-conscious. He had changed across the years since he had left you—gotten better; gotten worse. He was not the boy you knew, then. He had grown out of it, grown into it, grown up into something else entirely.

But you smiled at him the same, held him the same, and he could not find it in himself to grieve the boy he used to be.

Kento had become Schrödinger's Cat, trapped in his youth and in his present. You kissed him the same, but you fucked him different. You cradled his face the same, but your cock dragged against his walls. You liked him the same, but you loved him different.

Kento's back arched, feeling the tip of your cock hit his prostate, and he found he didn't mind it at all. He didn't mind it a single bit as long as you kept painting stars in the dark abyss behind his eyes. He didn't mind it a single bit as long as you kept fucking him as if he was a man precious, a man loved. He didn't mind it a single fucking bit as long as you would just—

"Kento." Your voice was ragged, fucked out, high off endorphins and adrenaline and sex and him. "Fuck, Kento, you feel so good."

And Kento couldn't say a damn thing back, because you were inside him, fucking him good, making him shake, and for a moment, Kento wasn't running anymore. He wasn't running, and he was neither here or there, but he was still in your arms. He still had you.

"Come on," he grunted. His arms tightened around you, forcing your body closer against him. "I wanna feel you."

He felt your breath fan against his skin, soft and incredulous, but you indulged. Your pace picked up, hands wandering from his hips up his chest over to cradle his jaw. Your mouth met his in a sloppy kiss—all tongue and teeth—while your hips snap against him harder.

Kento could barely think, pre-occupied by the feeling of your cock fucking against him, hard and rough, damnation and salvation all at once. You didn't seem to mind, though; tongue fucking into his mouth in rhythm with the way your hips moved.

Kento was not a religious man, but he would believe in the existence of god just for a moment; just for you, just because of you.

Kento didn't believe that he could be saved, but he would like to be for a split-second. He wanted to be divine, wanted to be beautiful all over again, if only so that you would not have to stain yourself with his filth. So that he could have you, over and over again, and there would be no sin in the act of it.

"Kento," you murmured against his skin, as if you still couldn't believe he was quite real. He let out an ugly sound at the way you spoke his name; half a sob, half a whimper. "Kento. God, Kento. You're finally here. I've missed you."

But for now—

For now, perhaps, he could have you. For however short the while, for however mortal the moment is.

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How do you characterize Sukuna in fanfics/smut, king?

this is the funniest thing ever, because i don't. i don't write for him at all, that one time is an exception and a mistake.

but, in all honesty, if you do want an honest answer from me, i would say that i characterize him as a massive dick. that's honestly all that i can say. he's a douche-bag and an asshole, and he has the position & the power to do that.

prior to him being a curse, however, i prefer to make him more of a human being, i guess. when you're not a curse, you still have bits of your humanity with you—love, laughter, joy, enjoyment. all of that is more than just crass cruelty or violence just for the sake of violence.

for a time before sukuna became a curse, i like to imagine that he was a little bit more restrained; still prone to cruelty but can be urged to be kind on very very rare occasions.

as for curse sukuna, however, he is just incapable of being good. the reason for it, i'll leave for you to interpret but for me, it's a mess of nature vs. nurture—or, rather, nature and nurture. sukuna is a curse of undefined origins (as far as i remember, but i believe most believe that his curse is the product of people's fear of the real sukuna) and he was put on the pedestal of being the king of curses. he has to be the epitome of curses in order to keep his power and control.

i feel like this answers nothing, but this is literally all i can answer with. this is what sukuna is like to me in my head. he's such a crazy & unhinged bastard, he's so peak toxic relationship coded.

oh, and he's also a masochist. i think i didn't say that. he gets turned on if you have the ability to match him one-on-one. if you can kick his ass, he will fight you with a boner. also, he will let out a sound akin to a whimper if you inflict open wounds on him and dig your fingers into the entry wound so that he can't heal himself.

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I’m writing a story and I want to base my main character off of Suguru but I feel like I overthink his personality and overall way of being so I would like to (shyly) ask for your opinion on who you think he is!

Christ, Anon. You might have asked the wrong person for this, because I am not going to shut the fuck up about him. Fair warning, this is all my interpretation of Getou Suguru. If you disagree with it, I'm more than willing to have a civil conversation about it, but do not flame me over this. Thanks.

Now, speaking of Suguru, his character is genuinely so insane to me. I feel like an underrated aspect of Suguru's character within itself will be his morality. We often say that 'Suguru is Satoru's moral compass.' and while it isn't exactly wrong, there's depth to it, too.

Suguru feels as if protecting & looking after the weak is his duty as the stronger being. At face value, it may sound like something that is born from empathy and kindness, but if we dig deeper, there's ego & arrogance in it, too. He puts himself on the pedestal of the Strongest before he does a saviour. His actions are hinged around his capability rather than his actual heart.

Which is why it actually makes sense how quickly he turns because his actions and beliefs are rooted in responsibility and hierarchy. If you lose faith in your responsibility, then it's easy to disregard it all.

I don't think Suguru actually understands the sheer weight of what is at stake as a child, only that he knows that he has the ability to protect the weak so he must. This way, it makes sense why he quickly loses sight of his 'morals' the second he and his friends were put in danger. If they protect people, then who protects them?

I think Suguru's empathy extends not to the whole world as people have a tendency of making it seem, but rather it's confined to just the people whom he loves most. They are his priority. They are people who he would sacrifice even himself for in order to achieve.

Personality wise, I think that Suguru is a cynical piece of shit who hides his jackass personality behind a charming smile. I love him so much, he's such a dick. I think that when people portray him as this nice, perfect boy, they're actually being bamboozled by his perfected customer service smile.

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alright, funny story: i forgot all my log-in information because i had my phone factory reset'd... i will set to writing soon

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YOUR NEW THEME IS SOOOOOOOOOO GOOD RAHHHHH 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

- Qi 💕

ahh, qi, hello! how have you been? <3 thank you so much! i'm glad you like it hehe

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bro the new theme is insanely good im creaming n shit

i hope you know i lost it when i saw the notification for this ask. thank you so much <3

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THE NEW THEME EATSSSSSSS

ahhh thank you <3

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how are we feeling about this new theme?

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YOU STILL GET TO BE THE HERO.

PRESENTING ICARUIEN ── YUAN 〆 HE/HIM. 18. (N)SFW WRITER. (TOP) GN/M!READER.

STATUS → REQUESTS & COMMISSIONS OPEN MASTERLIST ✦ TIP JAR

MORE ABOUT ME 〆

hi! i thought i'd introduce myself a bit more casually for a hot second lol. i'm yuan, as you probably already know. my main blog and interactions come from @ditzytoru. i'm born on august 3rd & i'm honestly just a all-around nerd lol. i'm an avid gojo satoru enjoyer so if anyone wants to drop around to talk about him, i'm am sat with my eyes trained on the screen. i really like taylor swift & richard siken as well, so if you're into them, please drop by and be my friend.

on the subject of friends, both my DMs and ask box are always open for chats and the likes! don't hesitate to reach out, i'll try my best to reply as soon as i can lol. tbh i don't really know what else to say, i'll be adding to this later maybe if i recall anything lol but yeah.

all in all, thank you for enjoying my work! i am not a writer without my readers, so know that you play a larger than this world role in my life and i appreciate each of you beyond words <3

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will be revamping my blog, changing my theme, the whole 9-5. if you see my blog looking like an absolute shit-show... i apologise in advance.

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yu It's great to see you experimenting with your writing style than staying to a certain aesthetic and there's nothing wrong with that it offers so much room to be creative and explore life can get incredibly tough at times, it's normal to feel like you're in a state of constant struggle It's okay to have moments of doubt and fear take all the time you need to deal with the things you have to and prioritize yourself

btw 👁️ anon from your previous acc

thank you, 👁️ anon. you have no idea how much this means to me. i'm glad that other people can also understand how important this shift is to me HAHA.

i've missed seeing you around, by the way! i'm sincerely glad you're here <3

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confession time: every time i write a fic, i am always tempted to leave them untagged to jumpscare all those untagged afab / fem reader fics

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Your take on Satosugu x reader is chef’s kiss 🤌🏼

My take is kind hella nerdy but I see them as personifications of the theory of personalities.

Id, Ego, and Superego.

In case you have no idea what I’m talking about, here’s some examples.

“The id is the most basic part of the personality. It also represents our most animalistic urges, like the desire for food and sex. The id seeks instant gratification for our wants and needs. If these needs or wants are not met, a person can become tense, anxious, or angry.”

“The ego deals with reality, trying to meet the desires of the id in a way that is socially acceptable in the world. This may mean delaying gratification and helping to get rid of the tension the id feels if a desire is not met right away. The ego recognizes that other people have needs and wants too, and being selfish isn't good in the long run.”

“The superego develops last, and is based on morals and judgments about right and wrong. Even though the superego and the ego may reach the same decision about something, the superego's reason for that decision is based more on moral values, while the ego's decision is based more on what others will think or what the consequences of an action could be on the individual.”

I’ve only got a rough idea of who’s who.

this has rotted in my inbox for far too long, anon. i am so, so sorry. i think i might have responded to it in a dream and forgot what that i hadn't actually responded to it in real life. unfortunately, that was a decently while ago and i forgot what i actually answered then lol.

but i do think this is an interesting way to view them! a fascinating thing about this is that the roles can be swapped between when they were 16/17 to when they were 27. i think that the trauma could have caused an imbalance in their relationship, and they struggled to pick up the pieces (and the failure of it) to a point that they had to create a new dynamic to compensate for the old one.

if you have any more extension to this, i would love to hear them!

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i just saw the asks about the wattpad plagiarism situation a while back, and i would like to thank everyone who brought it to my attention <3

i noticed that the link was no longer working and that the book had been taken down, so i appreciate everyone who worked to make that happen. i respect and adore each one of you so much.

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hi! i followed you from one of your amazing works from your other account, and i am superrrr excited to follow you on here.

BUT i am afab/fem and write dom content of that sort. i don’t se it in your rules, but is it okay for me to follow? i know some top/amab writers prefer if afab/fem ppl of that sort don’t. just lmk!!

if you are fine with it, just know i am a huge fan now 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

mwah mwah mwah

hey! first and foremost, thank you for asking this. not a lot of people would drop by and inquire this before following, so i appreciate you a lot for doing this.

as to answer your question, it's yes, you may read and interact with my blog and my content. as long as you remain respect about it and understand that this blog was not at all created with you as the intended target audience. you are part of the audience, but you are not its central focus.

as long as you can understand that, you are more than welcome! i'm glad you enjoy my work <3 have a good day/night!