iamnotsuicidal

[iamnotsuicidal]

I fight so hard not to kill myself right now I swear

[iamnotsuicidal]

i should’ve died alone when i had the chance

[iamnotsuicidal]

Extremely resisting the urge to kill myself

[iamnotsuicidal]

we are all born to die right? so is it wrong of me to speed up the process?

[iamnotsuicidal]

I'm not going to kill myself

I'm not going to kill myself

I'm not going to kill myself

I'm not going to kill myself

I'm not going to kill myself

IM GOING TO FUCKING KILL MYS3LF

[iamnotsuicidal]

Wish I had the courage to swallow all my meds and just be done with this life I’m beyond tired I just want to rest forever

[iamnotsuicidal]

Wenn es so weitergeht, kann ich dir nicht versichern, dass ich das Jahr überstehe ..

[iamnotsuicidal]

the only thing that makes me happy is knowing that one day i’ll finally die

[iamnotsuicidal]

das Leben gibt mir immer mehr Zeichen, dass es okay ist, wenn ich gehe.

[iamnotsuicidal]

Kann mein scheiß Herz nicht einfach aufhören zu schlagen?

[iamnotsuicidal]

I just hope I die, I really sincerely hope I die

[iamnotsuicidal]

Ich will sterben.

[iamnotsuicidal]

Wieso ich zu feige für Suizid bin?

Dieses Leben fühlt sich schon wie Sterben an

[iamnotsuicidal]

Honestly don’t know what the fuck I’m holding on for anymore the idea of killing myself is getting closer and closer to becoming reality

[iamnotsuicidal]

literally wanna die so bad rn holy shit everything feels so pointless

[iamnotsuicidal]

i don’t want to live like this. i only exist at this point. all i do is distract my mind so i don’t kill myself

[iamnotsuicidal]

Oh ya know, just wanting to die again, nothing special.