i-feel-strange

[i-feel-strange]

ATTENTION! In this... Fanfiction? There will be pronouns for leading she/her. Joseph/Jack will be pushy and those who don't like being molested should not read. The action takes place in 1980, before Joseph's death. And there may also be errors in the text, I still use the translator.

(I am a big fan of Leo Tolstoy, so there will be a lot of water here, stock up on life jacket)

Date

As far as you remember, you were friends with Joseph for a little over five months, but this charming gentleman has already asked you on a date several times. You gently and tactfully refused. The actor did not lose his resolve. And now you are already standing at the mirror and picking up a dress for the evening. Red, too bright, this dress is like your grandmother's, this is old, she's been wearing this for a week. You chose a modest, black dress, with gloves, all the same, we are going to a restaurant. I wonder what Joseph will wear?

My God! I didn’t think that sunshine was so easy to agree, she refused me for so long. I already thought about leaving it behind and stop bothering her. I'm about to burst with happiness! That's enough, pull yourself together Joseph Haberday! This date should go well, I've planned everything down to the smallest detail. We go to a restaurant, I hope my sun will not be embarrassed, I want her to remember this evening for a long time. A cozy room, with walls hung with paintings, spacious and bright, without insane prices, but true products. I would like to pay the bill in full, but if my ray of light wants, she can pay herself. I booked a table away from everyone, in the corner of the room so that no one would disturb us. Should I send flowers? Or a gift? No, it will be too much. Where are the cigarettes? Better smoke now, I hope I still have perfume left. I often smell of smoke, but the sunshine always smells perfect. When I arrive in the dressing room after rehearsal, my sun is already there and waiting for me. I sit down on a chair, and her light and gentle hands correct my makeup. I try not to stare at her body, but it's pretty hard.Once I was already caught red-handed, it was pretty embarrassing. We can talk for hours non-stop, somehow we started talking about films, we have the same taste, she told me about the recently released thriller, but I didn’t really listen to her. It was more interesting to watch her facial expressions, hands with which she "explained" the film in parallel, how she moves from side to side, captured by the story about maniacs. The most attractive thing was to look at her lips. Damn, when will I ever get a chance to get her a kiss. Each time she uses different lipsticks, mostly delicate and pearlescent shades. I wonder if she will choose a smoky rose or burgundy for a date? What time is it now?

Fuck, it's almost eight o'clock!

I hastily selected a plain white shirt and a black vest, with slightly visible vertical stripes. Black tie, black trousers, everything is strictly and ironed.

20:00. Restaurant "Parlaur"

Surprisingly, I was not late, but the sun lingers. Maybe something happened? Or is she... No, no. She can't do that, my sunshine wouldn't do that, right?

Ha ha ha, shit. Joseph has probably been waiting for you for a fucking hour. How could you fall asleep before such an exciting event, and Joseph told you to rest more. It's all from lack of sleep. That bucket of bolts can't move faster?! Finally! Are you here. And he's here too. Phew, thank God. It stands alone, like a beaten puppy. Damn, how do you go now? Okay, good boobs knead, you need to approach confidently and apologize for being late.

- Hey... Hey...I'm sorry I'm late, I-

- Sun, finally! Are you all right? Nothing happened? I was so worried! What happened?

He, like a caring folder, took your face in his hands and began to examine me. You took his wrists and tried to stop the flow of his incoherent words.

- Calm down Joseph! Everything is fine with me! We still have time to go to the restaurant, right?

He shook his head positively. He smiled softly and held out his hand to you. Your hand looked like a puppet in comparison to his. The gentle giant gently squeezed your hand in his and directed your duet to the restaurant. The place was amazing! You sat down at a table away from everyone, a little strange, but not important. You made an order and discussed all possible topics. The conversation did not last too long, your order was submitted. The dishes were wonderful, they recaptured their cost. Joseph, of course, offered to pay for everything, but you chose to split the bill in half. Time seemed to fly by and you both lacked some two hours! The young actor suggested that you go to the park, where there is a bridge that crosses a small river. The square was full of trees of different varieties. The moon shone through the branches, but the main source of light was the lanterns. Appearing at the bridge, both of you leaned on the stone indent and watched the river flow quietly. Your conversation has subsided a bit. You moved on to a more soulful discussion, which was accompanied by whispers.

- Actually, I'm very selfish. I've been climbing to you with this date for so long. I want to say I'm sorry you had to come with me...

-What are you, Joseph? This evening was wonderful! I'm glad you invited me, thank you very much. I wouldn't even mind going again.

You said the last sentence a little quieter, but he still caught your sweet words.

-Truth!? Is this an invitation?

-I think yes. I invite you on a date Joseph.

-Hmm. I don’t even know, I have so many things to do, all in worries.

He said it jokingly. You pushed him on the shoulder. Your laughter echoed throughout the garden. As the chuckles began to fade, you noticed him approaching you. Quietly and timidly, trying to test the waters, trying not to scare you. You did not resist and gave it to big, but such native hands to embrace you. You felt how his heart beats, how his chest rises and falls, how his perfume smells, and how tightly he presses you to his body, afraid to let go. You pulled away, Joseph was scared and pressed you harder, but you were not going to leave. Holding out your hands, you brought the clown's face closer to yours. He doesn't seem to be moving away, but you asked him before.

-May I..

-Of course sunshine, I beg you... Kiss me.

You immediately merged into a soft kiss.

-I love you Joseph...

-I love you too (Y/N)

You had to stand on your toes. Joseph did you a favor and lifted you up. His lips devoured yours and asked for more. You gave permission and the kiss got a little hungry and desperate? Kissing became more passionate and aggressive. Joseph moved from your lips to your neck. The kisses were frequent and with some pressure.In interruptions, he asked you. His hands wandered along your body. You were like prey in the hands of a predator.

-(Y/N), please, I've dreamed about this for so long.

He breathed loudly into your neck.

You pulled back a little, but you wanted the same thing.

-Joseph, someone can see us! Not here.

His low, needy moan was drowned out by your chest.

- There should be a hotel not far away, let's go there.

- As you wish sun.

Before leaving, he poured his lips into yours, as if to say that this will not end there.

The night was long and very passionate. Joseph impatiently hid clothes from you and casually threw them anywhere. He didn't want to let you go for so long. Called you the love of my life, promised never to leave you and take care of you. He seemed so insatiable, but you even liked it.

When you woke up in the morning, you went home and met again at work.

There was a 20-minute break and Joseph, as usual, went into the dressing room. It was surprisingly quiet. But when you finished with makeup, he asked:

- So... Umm.. Are we together now?

- I would like to continue, I would like to be with you together.

-I also want this.

He quietly approached your lips and gave a short kiss.

I hope our next date will be very soon.

- And you won't have time to blink an eye, as you will be in my bed.

He laughed slightly.

- Can't wait like that anymore?

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Promise

When you returned home tired, you immediately collapsed onto the bed. An exhausted groan passed through the upholstery of the sofa.

The sound was suppressed, but he still heard it. Jack walked surprisingly quietly, despite his huge, clown shoes. He squatted down and gently stroked your back. The feeling of strong, warm hands on a tired back caused pleasant goosebumps.

-Hard day, huh?

You mumbled in agreement.

- Well, then let me take care of my sun?

It doesn't seem to be a rhetorical question. Slowly turning your head, you looked at him. Jack covered the entire viewing angle, so that you could not see anything but him. The sunny guy was dressed in his usual clothes, except for he was not wearing his vest, but from somewhere an apron appeared, which you definitely did not buy.

Either way, your boyfriend was looking at you expectantly.

-Yes please Jack...

He gladly picked you up in his arms, carried you to your room, and there helped you change into your home clothes. You again rode on his hands to the kitchen and treated you to dinner there.

Already on the couch you were watching some soap opera. Another film about love with a hackneyed plot, but it seemed to Jack that it was interesting - so everything is fine. You stuck to his right side, spreading more and more over his body. Jack would hold you tighter and occasionally kiss you on the top of your head or cheek. You decided to thank him for the pleasant courtship with a kiss. You were so close to each other that nothing seemed to exist except the two of you.You shifted position so that you were on his lap and his hands were on your waist. The air ended and you took some oxygen for a second act.

Thoughts mixed up in my head, he loves you so much, he gives so much warmth, comfort, care and protection. It took you a long time to decide to tell him this tirade, collecting all the phrases of tender feelings piece by piece. And breaking the tenth kiss in a row, she threw out in a hoarse voice all her feelings for Jack:

-Jack, I need to tell you something...

-What is the sun?

He spoke as if he knew what you wanted to tell him. There was a self-satisfied smile on his face. Soft eyes continued to watch your lips eagerly.

You swallowed awkwardly. Come on! You are a couple, he needs to know that you love him.

- Jack... I love you.

-Oh sunshine, I love you too and-

- I didn't finish.

Your lover gave you the opportunity to finish.

-I am telling you this so that you know and do not forget about it. If necessary, I can repeat a thousand times more about how much I love you! You are very dear to me and mean a lot to me. Jack, you give me an insane amount of happiness that I don't think I deserve, but know...

Jack looked at you with bated breath. It seemed to him that if you continue, he will cry with happiness!

-If you feel bad and want to speak out, I will always be there to help you. I not only have a need to receive love and care, but also to give it to you in return.

You put your hands on his face and continued, pulling Jack closer.

- I love you Jack, and I will never leave you, do you hear? I need you.

Joseph couldn't help but cry in your arms. He babbled words of gratitude and love to you as he feverishly kissed your hands.

- It's okay, Jack. You can cry, there's nothing wrong with that, I'm glad that you show your real emotions.

He muttered something unintelligible into your hand and you asked him carefully.

- Do you promise, (Y/N)?

You slightly laughed at his naive question, but decided to answer seriously.

-Yes I promise.

He swallowed hard. This time it's your turn to care. You took napkins and very carefully wiped his tears.

-Sunshine, you are so strong. Even after a strong blow from a loved one, are you not afraid to give me love?

-Jack, giving love and care does not become less, especially if a person is ready to answer you the same. You make me stronger

As you finished wiping away the moisture, you kissed the dried rivers of tears.

He loves you and will never let you go. After all, you love him too, you are perfect for each other. He won't let anyone come between you...

-I love you sunshine.

- I love you too, Jack.

Sorry in advance for possible errors in the text, I use a translator. But anyway, I hope you enjoy it 💮

[i-feel-strange]

Sunshine, it's just a dream...

It was a normal morning. Well, almost... The space that was supposed to be empty was filled with something bigger than my bed. Or, to be more precise, someone. And that someone was none other than Sunny Day Jack. At least that's how he positioned himself.

His huge, compared to me, hands pressed me to his chest very tightly. Not enough to hurt me, but enough to make it hard for me to get out. I can feel his breath and heartbeat. This is strange. He's a ghost, how is that possible?

Jack muttered something unintelligible and pressed his face against the top of my head. It was so cozy and warm. And I felt...safe? His quiet snoring lulled me to sleep. When I began to finally fall back into the realm of Morpheus, I felt Jack stroking my back.

I fell asleep.

Or not?...

But my eyes are closed, there is no bed, there is no familiar smell of my room, no ... Jack. No Jack. Jack is gone... JACK IS NOT NEAR!

I quickly opened my eyes and shifted into a sitting position.

Where I am? What kind of place is it?

I was sitting on a white tiled floor in the hallway of a building. I guess it's some kind of kindergarten or something like that. The corridor was a bit narrow and the walls were high. The walls are decorated with rainbows, clouds, the sun. Grass, trees and children were drawn. Behind me was a large, red door with an exit sign above it. A little further on was the same door. From there, the sounds of music, children's cries and various kinds of noise were heard. My first thought was to turn around and get out of there as soon as possible.But hey, what could be stronger than human curiosity? I stood up and made my way towards the entrance. The sounds were getting louder. Pulling the handle, it didn't open. Crap. And I was so interested! Well, what to do? With a slight disappointment, I left the incomprehensible building. Oh ... A few meters from me stood a red thin fence. The grass was so bright green that it seemed like it was about to burn out my eyes. And the space itself seemed strange.

Behind the fence was a small slope of a green lawn, lined with trees and a road. Cars were driving along the road, about the same trend. Mostly they were Ford Escort or Oldsmobile Cutlass, well, and others. Some passers-by are dressed rather strangely.

Finally, having finished looking around, I turned around and saw a huge building in which I was. Apparently I came out of the emergency exit. Near the exit there was a sign indicating that this place is intended for smoking. Apparently for the voices that were sent here, this place was relevant.

- Yes, they fucked up already ...

- Yeah, don't talk.

“I don’t know how he copes with so many little demons.

But we also work hard!

A conversation between two men. That is, clowns. Seriously. One was in pink and swearing more than the second clown. The other was taller and had green hues, it seems he was trying to calm the second.

-Jean, I understand that you wanted more and you work hard, but the public also loves you!

-Yes, I know, I know...

The so-called Jean pulled out a pack of cigarettes and pulled out one. He proposed to his friend, but he refused by sign. They just stood there and were silent.I thought it was a good idea to draw attention, since we were literally a few centimeters apart, which was strange.

-Hey! Can you tell me what this place is?

They didn't react at all, as if they didn't even hear my voice.

-Hey! Hello!

I softly shoved one clown in the shoulder, but my hand went through him.

Fuck what's going on?

(The idea for this post came from a screenshot from the Sunny Day Jack spin-off game where Jack asks you

-Sometimes I wonder what you dream about. Will you tell me if you dream something interesting? The text is possibly with errors, I just drove it into the first translator I came across)

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☀️What will I do in this blog

/I want to write small and maybe big stories about the game There's something wrong with Sunny Day Jack. Why Sunny Day Jack? I don't know what got me into this game. Yes, and stupidly neighing/

☀️Can you read this blog if you are under 18?

/By the rules of all the laws of morality and not only, I have to tell you no. There will be a lot of swearing here, but I will not write something more delicate. Actually, I'm not your babysitter/

☀️Finally

/I hope someone finds this blog and thanks to your requests I can improve my writing skills. (Sorry if there are errors in the text. I will often use a translator, as I am just learning English)/