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You took and stole my most valuable asset. My time. Therefore yours will be ravaged and swallowed whole by the monster laying next to you. I would say karma is a bitch but the name you moan in pleasure and in hatred rolls off your tongue as Emily. A match made in Hell. You the meek and spineless swine. And Her the dimwitted vile cesspool that is so acidic she eats through her very own grasp on reality therefore her sanity. I would love nothing more than to wish you hell however it seems you already had that granted by your own will. Goodbye seems pointless to say to a dead man walking.

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Guess what? I finally for the first time feel as if I am not the dumb one.

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Flames can't cast a shadow because it's a light source the only thing that will make it cast a shadow is a brighter light source either way it's temporary and lacking solid tangible matter. Flames remind me of how shallow and lifeless you truly are. So obsessed with burning brighter and longer you forget your candle is running out of wick and the wax is nearly gone. You burn so hot and bright that you forget to cherish the moments that make life worth living. Pretty soon you'll wake up and realize your time is spent and your soul will flood with regret.

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I stare at a screen and wouldn't dare type a word because I swore to myself I wouldn't write about an experience so meaningless, at least in your eyes, again. Shit like this comes naturally to me I love hard and I love deep. I love you so much I respect you letting go. Cheers.

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See you soon love, not soon enough, the waves of insecuirty try to swallow me but I surf them none the less. I stand on top of the sorrow that my heart feels with this much distance between us. I do not let such thougths dictate what I know is true. What I know I feel for you. So I shall see you soon and melt into you.

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Al's

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Scrolling on tumblr because murder is illegal

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“A warrior is someone who can put up with the wars inside her heart. A sailor that has braved the otughest seas and storms because the storms inside of her head are deadly. A man who can withstand the heat she emits but also keep her nice and warm when she appears to made of ice. She does not intend to injure heart, psyche, or spirit she is just broken,. She is the process of mending and healing. Ironically enough that entails lot of chaos and pain to weed through and grow from. Patience is not only a virtue but a form of love.”

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What you define as love, will not always be set in stone. What defines love will change with every heartbreak, drunk driving in the rain screaming out in agony because he left. Love will come again in the day time and it will be true however inevitably it will fizzle out and you'll both go your separate ways. Love has a way of sneaking up on you once again and you will be weary but love truly.

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Yours Truly,

AL's

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I am falling for you and the fact you are weighing out the pros and cons doesn't mean I am falling any softer.

I am falling for your eyes and the way the sun shines on them on a crisp Sunday morning giving the illusion of tiny gold flakes when the rays hits them just right.

I fell for your patience and understanding.

I love your lips and their tender touch that leaves me wanting more.

I want you to know my body through and through.

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A.D.B.

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Ruminating sunsets spent in the passenger seat of that pretty blue beamer.

Picturesque views whilst the waves break on the shore traverse my mind nevermore.

How is something so raw so new yet inviorgatingly warm and enveloping?

Quite a paradigm Ive contructed soley from the blaze thats runs through my veins when you utter my name.

A man Ive only lascivioudly consorted with in my dreams, somehow is engendering familiar reality.

The sensation of "familiar", so proverbial it could be nothing else other than the fact he feels like home.

With no recourse I fall into him heart and body.

Home no longer resembles stale atmspsheres of houses that tower over me whilst the residents adhere to the very same stature.

Home is what I knew it was all along.

Staying true to who I am, who I was raised to be.

Alas my gaze falls upon him once more.

The man with the weight of the world on his shoulders.

Yet his essence washes over me and all that was lost manifest itself and has finally returned.

Elusive as his being is.

He must be exhausted, with the burdening weight that wall lays on him.

So lay your head on my chest and listen to the heart that beats only for you.

Ill run my fingers through hair made up of some unearthly material, as if it were made by gods. perfect in every aspect.

Once not long ago this moment was a mere dream.

You have woken up my dreaming heart and brought me home.

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As juvenile as it may seem. Everytime you walk into a room my heart falls into my chest and my hands get clammy.

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Dear Feburary, Please be gentle, I have braved the toughest of storms and prevailed. The fight left inside me grows weary, fading out. However my heart ready to embrace the unrivaled way you make my heart flutter. I want to explore you, body and heart. All we can do is explore the seep within one another and see where it may take us. But for now, in this fleeting moment, Hold me? Lets just lay here for a while. Intertwined so that we dont know where I start and you stop.

Yours Truly, AL's ಇ

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Reacting is a ghost that haunts me. I forget to breathe I forget that its not life or death. I choose to reliquish myself of my past and the negative habits with it. - AL's ಇ

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Jump right on in the waters fine. said the girl with her heart weighing so heavy on her sleeve its tearing at the seams. - AL's ಇ

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I am falling for you and the fact you are weighing out the pros and cons doesn't mean I am falling any softer.

I am falling for your eyes and the way the sun shines on them on a crisp Sunday morning giving the illusion of tiny gold flakes when the rays hits them just right.

I fell for your patience and understanding.

I love your lips and their tender touch that leaves me wanting more.

I want you to know my body through and through.

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AL's

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Ruminating sunsets spent in the passenger seat of that pretty blue beamer.

Picturesque views whilst the waves break on the shore traverse my mind nevermore.

How is something so raw so new yet inviorgatingly warm and enveloping?

Quite a paradigm Ive contructed soley from the blaze thats runs through my veins when you utter my name.

A man Ive only lascivioudly consorted with in my dreams, somehow is engendering familiar reality.

The sensation of "familiar", so proverbial it could be nothing else other than the fact he feels like home.

With no recourse I fall into him heart and body.

Home no longer resembles stale atmspsheres of houses that tower over me whilst the residents adhere to the very same stature.

Home is what I knew it was all along.

Staying true to who I am, who I was raised to be.

Alas my gaze falls upon him once more.

The man with the weight of the world on his shoulders.

Yet his essence washes over me and all that was lost manifest itself and has finally returned.

Elusive as his being is.

He must be exhausted, with the burdening weight that wall lays on him.

So lay your head on my chest and listen to the heart that beats only for you.

Ill run my fingers through hair made up of some unearthly material, as if it were made by gods. perfect in every aspect.

Once not long ago this moment was a mere dream.

You have woken up my dreaming heart and brought me home.

- AL's ಇ

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A.D.B.

The most horrific thing about love is, it doesnt owe you anything.