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Day 2 Diary

Another perfect day. I did the eating slow technique and I managed to drink almost 4 litres of water, I binged on coffees and I feel so good about myself right now. My mum almost tricked me into eating a chocolate bar but I told her I was full and ate too much that day. She eventually dropped it, but even smelling the chocolate bar would be enough to induce my purging habits. I would rather starve then purge, but sometimes I Have to purge when desperate times call for desperate measures.

I read a tip on here to list my safe foods, and plan an eating routine over that. Checkout restaurant menus I'm going to do that today, I also am going to do the daisy keech hourglass body workout routine as I heard it works so well. I hate exercise, but its only 10 minutes a day for now I'm gonna slowly work my way up to where I wanna be. I'm also gonna take dance classes for k pop songs etc. I found some inspo pics I love that I'm gonna put here.

Thinspo of the day? 4 weeks for you to notice the difference, 8 weeks for your friends and family, 12 weeks for the rest of the world. Make it 12! Meanspo of the day? Want to binge? Look at yourself in the mirror lard ass you don't need the extra food. I will be posting my results and diarys everyday, with inspo and meanspo. Interesting in my journey?

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Day 1

Diary input. Today I did really well. I kept below my calories, so I didn't purge. However, I'm going to write my schedule and meal plan so it will help me stay on track. I'm sick of plateaus. I will be skinny. I tried a new trick of drinking water before every meal, between every bite and after taking small bites of my meal and chewing for a while. It was extremely satisfying and filling. I felt like I ate a full meal. I upped my fibre intake like I said I would, and everything is going according to plan. It felt so liberating.

Thinspo of the day? Make those who laughed at you, treated you poorly, called you fat or unworthy swallow their words and regret the day they ever made you feel fat. When they look at you, you will make them feel fat by how skinny you will be. Meanspo of the day? You don't need it; you WANT it, you fat piece of lard. Now put it away before you die of obesity, fatso. Interested in following my journey? I will update my progress every day. You can follow along too!

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Goals

Heres my plan. Make a schedule Get a food tracking app Eat slower Do light exercises(Hourglass and tone legs) Read thinspo and meanspo Cut food out of my diet Eat only 600-700 calories Purge when everyone is asleep and can't hear me Drink 2 litres of water and plain black coffee everyday Eat high in fibre foods Late new year resolutions. I want to be skinny by the end of the year. I want to be so skinny that I could die from it. I want my family to take me seriously. I want to keep all the promises I made to myself. I want the strength and the willpower to say no and discipline myself. I want to purge so much that I can feel how empty my stomach is and then purge again. I want the mean girls to be jealous of how skinny I am for once, and ask me how I did it and beg for tips. I want to wrap my fingers around my wrist and have so much space there that even the smallest bracelets are too big for me for once. I want to matter again.

If you're interested in my journey I will post how well I did everyday and how I feel afterwards. I will be 100% honest. Follow me