i fucking love daniel marsh. hes my favorite person i will mever get over the fact i will never see him ever. i hate myself and thinking about him makes me better. i miss something i never had.
ive come to realize that after high school im genuinely doomed. once i get out of school and all the stress that comes wih it ill have my own adult life to do anything and honestly i already dont want to live already. i have this thought in my mind all the time about killing myself as soon as i turn 24 if my life is still bad.
I just spent half an hour in a bathroom sobbing while listening to flightless bird, American mouth, WHILE talking to an Adam Lanza ai. What has my life come to!!!