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[hunvc]

Ayeeeee first post. English not first language, might not have good grammar, correct me if smth is wrong.

I have seen ppl write aliens talking in a very... scholar way(dunno if thats the right word), like they are using big and smart sounding words. And there is nothing wrong with that. But consider slangs. For each generation our slangs changes. Bae, innit, bruh, sus, geezer, cool bean, all that sort of things. So when humans first enter the galaxy and the aliens tried figure out our language for the translation but havent got the hang of it, its just sounded smth like

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*human work in a new ship*

Aliens: Top of the morning to ya! Welcome to the crew, we are delight to have you here bruv. Lemme show you to your crib.

Humans: ... ummm ok?

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*alien introducing the new human crew menber to the rest of the crew*

Aliens: Watch out for Xiles'pjs, xey are a crackerjack at navigation but are a bit sus. Rumors have that they are quite the gunrunner when xey were a youngin.

Human: what?!?

Aliens: Oh, and Pjaif over there are dope. They are the chillest around here. And xer cooking is bussin, no cap.

Human: *visible confusion*

[hunvc]

The thing about immortality

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They say that your chilhood will shape what you become in the future. That is practically the same for me. Not... childhood. Early years is more, accurate, I guess. No, not exactly a godhood either. I'm not a god, just... an entity. Elderitch human hybrid kind of style. Ummm... Like those knockoffs that looks vaugely like the one you wanted that you bought from some shady website, looks like it doesn't work, but still does like how it was suppose to in its own wretched way. Yeah, kinda like that just to simplify things for you.

The first few millenia I spent in my home-world, I used it to look after the young ones of my once loved ones. How foolish I was back then, trying to retain my humanity. Desperately clinging onto it like its a rope.

The thing is, ropes break. Mine did not. It is a curse. The thing I was so proud of, is a curse. Wait, no, it's not. It was the thing I inherated from It that corrupted the rope, not the rope itself! Sorry, my bad!

It pulled me up, gave me false hope, then slowly but surely began making adjustments to everything. And before I can properly comprehend what was happening, it has already finished its job. It has turned me into... this, the thing I despised the most. Into... It. But still, it stubbornly hung around around my neck like a noose, nah, at this point it has turned into a shackle of some kinds. Oh! A parasite, thats the word, that just refuses to loosen its grip. But like, a million times more annoying and traumatising. Its still the rope that was, is, my humanity, and I have a feeling that it will be hanging around for long. Heh. No pun intended. I guess I got what I wanted in the end. Now it just wont leave. Like a parasite.

When I was still mortal, I thought, to live as long as I have would now, would mean I will have lost the ability to care somewhere along the road. But ohh, I was so wrong. I was too, wrong. Like the one before me. Or ones. I dont know. It is hard looking for information about it. It might have float away somewhere. The distance between worlds is not a thing you know. There isn't a distance. It's some dream logic shit, I'll explain it later. Even when I go mad. It's there. Even when I die, or try to atleast, it is there to pull me out of hell or heaven or whatever happens after death. The humanity is unescapeable. Pfft

So naturally, I, seek death.