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NEIL PERRY + outfils

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Bet you didn't know there were 2 versions of this photo, huh?

Me neither.

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i just wanna be loved in the same way that i love others

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im the most tired ive been in weeks, not physically but there's things weighing me down on the inside that i just can't seem to bury or ignore, and letting them all come out and feeling them is not working out either. there's always something for me to stress over and worry about. there's always something about my life or myself that i hate. why am i incapable of being who i want to be? why do i seem to not be good at anythiny? why do people pretend they like me? why is my heart so susceptible to heartache? why do i put in so much effort to receive next to nothing in return? when will people start caring for me as much as i care for them? when will i begin to be at the receiving end of the kind of affection that i show towards other people? i just want someone to be as committed to me as i am to them. is that too much to ask?

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Jung Ho Yeon for Vogue Korea (2021, ph. Yoon Song Yi)

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“Be weird. Be random. Be who you are. Because you never know who would love the person you hide.”

— C.S. Lewis

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“Let’s get drunk at midnight, listen to our favorite songs and kiss so much that our lips burn.”

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SWIFTIES HOW ARE WE FEELINGGG

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im about to explode into tiny bits and pieces of flesh and bone

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why can't i get myself to do anything other than lying in bed

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Imagine her lying beside you With your fingers intertwined As she talks about her day And you listen to her and

The sound of her voice calms you No matter how hard your day was hearing her voice is just so calming Feeling her fingers between yours As she grips your hand harder and you look at her again And that smile That smile of hers that drew you near the first time That smile that trapped you But it trapped you in a trap that you don’t ever want to leave And as she lies there and looks up Stars above and the moon hidden behind the clouds of the night sky Crickets chirping None of that concerns you Because even if you were in heaven itself Her beauty would be greater than that of heaven or any place on earth And then she looks at you again Smiles again but this time with her eyes And she kisses you gently And all you want to do is stop time And it feels like it does It’s quiet And peaceful And it’s just you and her and nothing else Lying on the grass Kissing each other so passionately Yet so gently And she looks at you again And your heart is racing Everything is perfect That’s how you feel Lying with her

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stress, anxiety and fear of failure are my only sources of motivation for doing anything academically productive these days <3

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random lines from my google docs lol

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wish i could sit in ur lap all day long, gazing into ur eyes and feeding u spoonfuls of serotonin every hour

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some dark book covers from my collection

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The moon, by Jack Mord.

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When Oscar Wilde said, "We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars," and, "To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people exist, that is all," and, "The truth is rarely pure and never simple."