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I'm tired of keeping up a face to maintain the peace. Feeling that I can't express my own thoughts and opinions without it turning in to a fight. I feel that I will lose everything for this while others take for granted or don't even think about the consequences of their actions.

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Just hate having a mom that thinks she cares but really couldn't give less of a shit about your feelings

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I hate masking my tone over text, I hate masking my tone over the phone, I hate masking cause it'll make someone I'm talking to feel better. I don't want to reassure anyone that I'm not upset! My mental load is heavy enough!!

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When my dad died, my husband would put on the audio book of the first Harry Potter book. It was about 8 hours long. I could fall asleep about the time Hagrid shows up with baby Harry, and wake up with him in hospital at the very end of the book. It was a constant while navigating trauma and grief.

I don't thank Joanne for this. She's not apart of this conversation and I hate that she only complicates this story with her transphobic agenda.

Really, this isn't about Harry Potter. In my time of need, I had things I could lean on, and one of those things was 8 hours of sleep with a book where I didn't have to think.

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I feel crazy when messages go unreplied

I feel like I'm screaming at the top of my lungs in a room full of people and they don't even turn their heads

I'm so tired of excuses I want changed behavior