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That feeling is coming back...lonelyness is taking me once more, i am crying thinking about fake scenarios with a girl that would never consider the idea of a relation. I wouldn t be so selfish to ask her to stay, she is free, she wants to spread her wings and travel. I really care about her, but i don t want to ruin our friendship, i think i ll be quiet, i ll keep everything in my head as always and cry myself to sleep
#depressing shit#anxitey#dark thoughts#i'm sad#mental health#sorry for being depressing#sorrow#painful
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It has to be like that they say, having some moments of happiness and sadness. I only have moment of sadness in my life, lonely, miserable i am still trying to understand what do i want to do with my life.
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This is one of those days, i haven t anything to entairtain myself with and i am here pondering about how boring and shitty my life really is. Low wage job. No friends. No relationship. Nowhere to go. I wonder...why it has to be like this, but i know the answers, i have been livong miserably my entire life. Sometimes i really wanna hit by a lightning or ran over by a car
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It has been a while since my last post. I have been busy with work and i didn t have so much time to cry myself to death. Now i m thinking about the future and how dark it ll be. People are getting into relationship, going abroad, studying etc.. and here i am, pityless, working my ass of and repearing the same day with the same routine. It s becoming so boring that sometimes i hope to be hittwd by a car to have some fun
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I am feeling so lonely...i look at the black sky and cry myself to sleep. I had been in good company some time ago, but now here i am, working, no social life, constantly tired, i don t think i m being happy anymore
#depressing shit#anxitey#dark thoughts#i'm sad#mental health#sorry for being depressing#sorrow#despair#crippling depression#loneliest
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Life is meaningless
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I am achieving something, i found a new job and yet, there is soemething inside me that i would call "void". I should be happy or excited but i don t feel anything at all , i feel like i am empty and sad, i don t really know from where it s coming from
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I ve found a job, i should be happy and realized, but why do i keep feeling so empty, it s like a void is devouring all of my emotions. I m keeping up thans to alcohol and the pure will to live my life.
#depressing shit#anxitey#dark thoughts#i'm sad#mental health#sorry for being depressing#sorrow#despair#crippling depression
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These days of spring are lovable, because every time sun comes out after short time the clouds and the rain come togheter with the cold breeze of winter. That look like me, in a day i can shine like the sun and immediately afterwards i cover that light with big bad grey clouds for whatever reason
#depressing shit#anxitey#dark thoughts#i'm sad#mental health#sorry for being depressing#sorrow#despair#dancing in the rain
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It has been a while since my last post. I have been doing fine, just thinking of my self and no one else. But a ghost of my past keeps tormenting me, i cohld get rid of it but still i havent. I ve cut every bridge i had with this ghost, even told him to leave my life forever, and yet it returns. It doesn t hurt me, but for sure i ll be the one who will attack first. I am tired of being manipulated, i am sick of people that claims that are my friends and still hurt me like being ran over by a truck. Leave me be, leave me alone
#depressing shit#anxitey#dark thoughts#i'm sad#mental health#sorry for being depressing#sorrow#despair#crippling depression#alone in the dark#leave me the fuck alone#fuck you
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One day everyone will love you, but nobody will likes you and that s the lonliest feeling in the world.
And there is me. Nobody loves me and nobody likes me.
I am the lonliest feeling in thid world.
I am like someones shadow, you never turn your back to watch your shadow.
#depressing shit#anxitey#dark thoughts#i'm sad#mental health#sorry for being depressing#sorrow#alone in the dark
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I have nightmares even when i don t sleep.
I have suffered so much that now i am not able to show love anymore.
All i feel is anger, pain, a sense of betrayal, despair.
I am getting bored about this world, about the human beings that are living there.
I don t even know what i want anymore.
#depressing shit#anxitey#dark thoughts#i'm sad#mental health#sorry for being depressing#despair#sorrow#crippling depression#sad but true
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Different days same shit
Everything is so hollow
Evrything i do is just meaningless
Suffer
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I made a choice. I m going to be in a situation out of my control, i maybe have mistaken. I may have done it wrong i still don t know
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I came back...it has been a while and...today i ve finally ended a sort of "friendship" with someone i cared about...i m not well sad, just empty and i...gotta go on
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You know...music makes me feel more than human beings. Music doesn't betray, doesn't hurt you...it can make you sad or happy, it can make you dance or scream. Thank god something like this exists. I would mind to be covered in music sheets than be in a group of people
#depressing shit#anxitey#dark thoughts#i'm sad#mental health#sorry for being depressing#sorrow#despair#music
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