holeandnirvana

[holeandnirvana]

Why does ur intro still say u haven't shifted yet

Because I haven't fully shifted yet.

My goodbye-post was made in good faith that I would shift fully that night, but I didn't, so I'm still lurking in the shadows on shiftblr when I'm not busy studying for exams. Sorry if I confused anyone.

I haven't made any new posts because I don't know what to post about, and I haven't made a post saying I haven't permashifted yet because I didn't want to demotivate anyone- We've all been there when you're so excited and motivated and wake up here anyway. It sucks.

That being said, I am still very motivated to shift and my plan remains practically the same. And thanks for the ask! I will edit my intro because it needed some touching-up anyway, but yeah, I'm still here.

[holeandnirvana]

goodbye! and good luck on your adventures! thank you for everything 💗

Thank you! Good luck to you too, and maybe we'll see each other again! <3

[holeandnirvana]

thinking that saying 'you 'i will shift' is why you're not in your dr is a limiting belief. many people including myself have manifested and shifted saying 'i will'. assuming means you accept whatever it is you want to no matter what, to persist means you continue to accept. that simple.

Hi anon, not sure which post of mine you're referring to but I think it's because I posted about future tense affirmations? To clarify, I am not trying to impose limiting beliefs on anyone; I post stuff in the hope that it might help other people. Obviously what works for me doesn't work for everyone and what doesn't work for me does work for others, and that's perfectly fine! I just noticed that saying 'I will' doesn't work nearly as well for me as 'I have' or 'I am'. I thought I'd share it because it might be the case for other people, too. So once again I wasn't trying to demotivate or police anyone about how they should shift/manifest.

[holeandnirvana]

Goodbye until further notice

I've finally decided to permashift. Today. Or more like, I've finally sealed the deal.

I think what did it for me was realizing that I'm in a loop. I keep waiting and waiting for things to get better and for the next milestone to hit, but I'm not really living here. I'm just kind of trudging by. And I always end up the same: sitting on my floor, telling myself that I've really had it now, I'm really done, this is it, and then I falter. And then I stay. But today I decided that it's really definitive now; no room for argument with myself. To be honest, I've just been waiting to shift for the past four years. And a lot has happened, and a lot has changed along my shifting journey, but I feel like this is where I need to be in my journey now. I'm attached to this reality, but it's not doing me any good and it's not getting me anywhere and knowing that this isn't by far all there is just adds to my knowledge that I can't stand to stay here forever. This isn't all I'm supposed to do with my life.

This might all sound very depressing and hopeless and I'll admit that I haven't had the best day today, but I want you guys to know that even if you use shifting as an escape, that's nothing to be ashamed of, or to feel guilty about. You deserve to live a life in which you feel happy and secure, no matter what your story is here. I honestly don't know what would've happened to me if I hadn't found shifting when I did, and once again, no matter your background or journey, your reasons to shift are valid. Your shifting journey is valid. There's nothing more to say to it than that. Your reasons don't need to be morally approved in order for you to shift. I wish for every shifter out there to get as comfortable as I did today after I made my decision. Y'all deserve it.

So like the title of this post says, this is goodbye from me until further notice. I might come back some day, I might not, and I have no idea when that could be, but I'm not planning that far ahead. Unless I make a post that says I shifted for [insert amount of time] and now I'm back, assume that I'll be in my better cr or one of my other dr's and that any interaction you may have with me tomorrow and moving forward is an interaction with my 'clone', or whatever version of me stays here. I bet that bitch will still be posting stuff, though.

I'm really happy and grateful to be a part of shiftblr, and I wish you guys all the best! <3

[holeandnirvana]

Sure my dr's and lives are very diverse but one thing that's true across realities is that I'm a slut for Men with Brown Eyes™

[holeandnirvana]

Tell me why I'm finishing up a biology assignment about what my fictional children with my classmate would look like (I don't know which idiot came up with this) that has to be turned in before midnight today and prepping the presentation I have to give about dyslexia tomorrow when I should be thriving in my other lives right now

Man I've really had it now, I'm out

[holeandnirvana]

Y'all I think I finally understand what people mean when they say you need to assume that you already have what you want

I've still been assuming that I will shift tonight, but I need to assume that I already have shifted tonight- as in, it doesn't matter what I do, I don't have to do anything anymore actually, because no matter what, I will be in my dr tomorrow. I've already decided that. 'I am' or 'I have' affirmations don't really help if you're still acting like your desires have to be achieved. You need to treat them like you already have them and it's already happened, too.

[holeandnirvana]

Remember kids,

Shifting comes from within you. You do not need external validation or information to do it. All you need is yourself and whatever feels right for you (I only realized this 20 min. ago but whatever).

[holeandnirvana]

I don't think I'll be posting as much anymore because I'm pretty busy with school and on top of that I'm planning to permashift soon but I don't know for sure what I'm going to do and how and if I'll come back here and all that stuff just yet, so for the time being, don't expect too much content from me <3

[holeandnirvana]

Not gonna do anything tonight just gonna go to sleep and wake up in my better cr because I'm tired of doing anything 'extra' to shift

[holeandnirvana]

Anybody else just love putting little things from your cr in your dr?

Like 'Hmm I really like this shower gel so I'm gonna make it canon in my better cr too.'

Idk I just find having small things like that comforting even if I don't particularly like this place

[holeandnirvana]

🗝 & 🏛️?

Tysm for asking <3

— 🏛️ : what do you do in your free time? Who are you with? Where do you go?

(Answering for my better cr) In my free time I either walk the dogs, journal, listen to music, read or hang out with my friends. I have a decently big friend group in my dr and where we go kind of depends on the season. In the summer we often go swimming either at the lake or the community pool, more rarely to the beach because that's further away, but we also often just hang out at somebody's house to watch movies or talk. We also try to see my grandparents at least once every two weeks.

— 🗝 : what is your most niche dr and why did you make it?

I would say my better cr because that's the most customized dr I have but for the sake of talking about other realities sometimes I'll go with my main Hogwarts dr.

I made it because when I found out about shifting that was like the first place I thought of. Harry Potter has been one of my favorite worlds since I was little and I wanted a life there so I could experience Hogwarts the way I wanted to. In that dr I'm Hermione's unidentical twin sister, I'll become best friends with the golden trio, and I don't know what exactly will happen with the plot. I scripted Voldemort out and I also don't know what house I'll be sorted into or who my s/o will be. I left a lot up to fate because I wanted it to be as unpredictable as 'real' life.

[holeandnirvana]

ᓚᘏᗢ﹐𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐟𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐬𝐤 𝐠𝐚𝐦𝐞. ⁞ ˎˊ˗

shifting ask game reblog for asks ↻ ‧₊˚.

i’m bored so here’s another ask game, i’ll try to ask to everyone who reblogs, as long as tumblr isn't too glitchy, but feel free to send asks to others

— 💡 : what was your first dr and what is currently your main dr? How and why have you made this switch?

— 🏷 : what is your name for your dr and why is that your name?

— 👜 : what’s your house look like? Do you have any roommates or people who live with you? What’s your favorite aspect of your house and why?

— 🎞 : what edits of you would there be in your dr? what is your fandom like?

— 🩰 : what is your OOTD (outfit of the day) for a dr and why?

— 🏛️ : what do you do in your free time? Who are you with? Where do you go?

— 🗝 : what is your most niche dr and why did you make it?

— 📜 : summarize your dr in a sentence

— 🧳 : what is your favorite way to script and share your favorite dr script

— ♟ : who’s in your friend group and how did you make this friend group?

— 🕰 : what’s your family like? Who’s your favorite person and what are your relationships with your different members?

— 🎻 : what is a fun scenario you have scripted and you excited for? (be detailed! :)

— 💼 : who is someone you don’t get a long with in your dr? Why?

— 🍨 : what are your socials like in your dr? Followers? Username? What do you post?

[holeandnirvana]

Favorite thing about your main reality/realities?👀

Thank you for asking!

My favorite thing about my better cr is that I have more freedom. In my better cr I don't live as far away from the city and my friends as I do in this reality, so I can hang out with my friends and go out and do stuff much easier than I can in this reality, also I don't need to plan everything ahead with my parents if I want to do something 😁

AND I HAVE DOGS. I adore the cats I have in this reality so much but I'm also just so excited about my dogs 😭

In most of my other main realities (mcu, metal lords, sky high, stranger things) I live in America and I just think it's a very beautiful country nature-wise so I'm excited about that too. Overall I think probably one of my favorite things about all of my realities is the freedom I have and what that freedom looks like in different lives. Shifting is honestly just so beautiful because you can experience so many different things and it's completely limitless!

[holeandnirvana]

Ask me about my dr's so I have something to pass the time with 😭

[holeandnirvana]

My last contribution before I get the fuck out of here is that it's not permanent unless you want it to be.

My next contribution will probably be something about how it's real and yay and I'm handling my affairs and then getting the fuck out of here for good, or at least for a good while.

Because I haven't made up my mind about permashifting completely yet so I guess I'll just have to spend some time in my better CR and then see how I feel :)

[holeandnirvana]

Now is also a good time to remind you that you are not required to do anything you don't really want to. If you have doubts about permashifting and whether or not you want to do it right away or just take some time to get accustomed to the idea before making a decision, that's fine.

Shifting is your personal journey; do it however you want or need to do it.