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Crazy how you can feel so alone even with the person in the room

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✔️ @asiandriving_miata #TopMiata #Mazda #Miata #bmw #MX5

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Inner Conflict:

Sometimes I feel like I shouldn't be here. Sometimes I feel like a burden, to die alone without bothering anyone. I force myself to forget things which explains the terrible memory I have now. Is this worth it? Am I a bad person? Do we all sometimes make the wrong decision that makes us a bad person? It's hard to tell since no one is perfectly good. Either way, we are here for a reason, I guess. But I have this guilt that if I am bothering/burdening someone, I would remove myself so I don't have to bother them again. My whole childhood was aimed to please others and even now, it's my ultimate struggle. Even if that means sadness on my part to make them happy again, I'd do it. Why do I do this to myself.

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Is there a place where I can just run away to and be alone

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(Maatesh Murali)

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this is my new favourite gif

i have never noticed before today that spidey wasn’t real

still laughing about it 3 hours later

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Some people are good at being in love. Some people are good at love. Two very different things, I think. Being in love is the romantic part—sex all the time, midday naps in the sheets, the jokes, the laughs, the fun, long conversations with no pauses, overwhelming separation anxiety … Just the best sides of both people, you know? But love begins when the excitement of being in love starts to fade: the stress of life sets in, the butterflies disappear, the sex becomes a chore, the tears, the sadness, the arguments, the cattiness … The worst parts of both people. But if you still want that person by your side through all of those things … that’s when you know—that’s when you know you’re good at love.

Matty Healy (via afroholism)

I don’t know if this has been posted before, but it’s perfection

(via somedaysigetitright)

No matter how difficult things get, I will still remain by your side. Even at your weakest moments, I won’t allow our past demons take control of our future. I want you to remind yourself why we fell in love in the first place. I want you to be strong and hold my hand as a reminder that it’ll always be there. Remember why you let yourself be vulnerable around me. Remember why you let me in to deeper parts of you that no one has understood. Remember why I love you.

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jolting awake @ 3AM mood

me, awake suddenly: what.. the fuck

my body: water

me: what?

my body, louder: Woter

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LMFAO

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…I’m not seeing anything wrong, per se.

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💯

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Tastes like mom's spaghetti

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When someone gives me sugar and caffeine