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you scare me /pos

what are the things that give Law gender euphoria?

mold. rotten plant matter and flesh. cold water trailing through their fingers, leaving their skin murky with grime. the smell of rain. taking enough drugs that they forget they own a body.

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baby lawrence and echo <3

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Random question but do you use character ai? If so, have any recommendation to btd bots?

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Explode

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switch position

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Mc reference !! 🙏🙏

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claustrophilia anon, I haven't read serious weakness yet, but I'll be adding it to my list! Thanks for the rec!

yippee!! please do, it's so brutal and hot and romantic (if you are insane) <3

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hi! (Asking on anon because interesting people scare me, in a good way.) I was wondering if you knew the Gatobob post saying that teen Lawrence would have given stuff like dead animals or anything generally dead as a gift to whoever their crush was. And wanted to ask if you had any headcanons about how the guys would act now if they found someone they were interested in?

this is a cute idea <3

ren 🦊

the most prone to developing crushes, i think.

partly down to his age and down to theeeee lack of connection to anyone in his life before that (/this?)

he's pretty lonely and pretty extroverted too, so this man THRIVES when he's in love with someone and has someone he can put all of his attention into. he's a great hyperfixater

falls pretty quickly. if someone is nice to him, pays attention to him, whatever, he'll just fall head over heels super easy

crushes like a teenage girl, too. drawing their names together in a notebook, surrounding their names with hearts, staring, sighing dreamily, kicking his legs, twirling his hair etc. he's not subtle at allllll

he just wants someone to love! he loves being in love, it's the best thing ever, why wouldn't he put his whole heart and soul into it?

he's also a totally weird pervert who will jerk off to stolen panties and clippings of hair and all that

pervert <3

law 🥀

weirdo. creep. creep by radiohead.

you're so fucking special, i wish i was special. but i'm a creep.

(that song is about a tgirl i think. i know it is, actually)

real doomer style approach to love and romance and sex and everything.

the few times they would actually develop a crush on someone (cus let's be real, they don't leave the house enough to do that), it would ruin their lifeeeeee

yes, they'd certainly TRY to connect, give a dead animal, taxidermy an animal heart, all that, but if that didn't work??? if they were vulnerable with someone and it was thrown back in their face

doom spiral. self harm. extreme isolation. maybe a little rage. broken windows, broken plant pots, broken mirrors.

how could they have been so stupid?? you're stupid, you're not like them, you'll never be like them. lie down and rot.

(don't tell me, i already know <3)

strade 🔨

i mean.

honestly i don't think strade has a pining bone in his body lol

if he's interested in someone, he's just going to say it. he isn't concerned with anyone turning him down. their loss! (or his gain, if he gets to take them by force <3)

and like. love/fondness/adoration creeps up on strade. it's not something he's naturally akin to.

interest is there, though, so once that happens, the others MAY come...if they last long enough, anyway :)

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Tbh both Soft Ren AND Cringefail Gooner Ren can and should exist at the same time.

“I made your favorite dessert! Nah I don’t want any I’m full from dinner, you can have all of it! Aww…your tummy hurts from all that cake, baby? Sit on my lap and I’ll rub your belly to make you feel better! Look at you, you’ve gained sooo much weight lately! Just makes you more squishy for me, hehehe~”

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saw a post describing laios as a rapist and got so hard i nearly passed out

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Law needs to be pegged.

pegging is too heteronormative. law needs to be fucked in the ass until they're whimpering and crying and sobbing from overstimulation.

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Law is the type of guy to gift you a plant that is 100 percent toxic to ur cat/dog

yeah probably.

they can't help it. you just spend SO much time doting on that thing, they're going to get a little jealous and that's just. to be expected, you know? hey hey, don't cry...please? i could preserve it for you, if you like? that way, you'll always have something to remember (me) them...

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the author of claustrophilia does note in the afterword that it was inspired by Hannibal, and that has been the biggest complaint I've seen from readers of it. I personally don't have any issues with it being inspired by a piece of media, lots of successful (however markedly worse) novels were inspired from other things. (Twilights notorious inspiration to the novel that made BDSM mainstream for example.)

But we'll see. The sequel book is co-authored and was only about a 2.5/5 stars for me out of writing but it has the disturbing substance if you're looking for that. I take what I can get in this genre because unfortunately good writing and prose seems like a rare thing. I also could be looking in the wrong places! Who knows. I do hope you can get some sort of enjoyment from the book rec in the end!

yeah i definitely agree with that. i guess since i'm pretty familiar with hannibal, this sticks out more than most fanfiction-turned-original fiction does. like i never read twilight, so the roots of that in fifty shades was barely noticeable (it's still not good, first movie is way better), but hey ho!

i'm all about evil torture yaoi, and this definitely scratches that itch :) i loved chris trying to bite through his tongue and the pushpin scene YUCK!! so good! have you read serious weakness? that's one of my favourites in that camp <3

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claustrophilia by ezra blake, have you read it/heard of it? I read it and the sequel book recently and I must tell more people about it. The book is amazing (imo)

thanks for the recc! im about half way through and while im having a great time with it, i think it may be hannibal fanfiction with the serial numbers scratched off. makes the read a little distracting, but im still liking it!

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im succession posting again