hiraethglow

[hiraethglow]

i had another slump but i’m back now. i’m working on appreciating the feeling of doing what i need to do even if it is painful, even if i’m sad or discouraged. the pain of doing useful things is necessary for growth and success.

today

mandarin homework

plan out all revision up until exams

emails

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i went to the gym for the first time this year! i’m proud of myself because i beat my nervousness to go in. i also woke up early today which helped me feel more on track. i really recommend going to the gym in the mornings, even if only doing a short workout. i can definitely feel an improvement in my mood and focus.

today

study for exam 5 hours

internship application

tidy

start on lab write up

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today

tidy

make study plan for cell signalling exam

study 5 hours of cell signalling

i submitted the mandarin project draft just on time! my exam is on friday so i will be studying very hard

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i went for a walk and bought some stationery! now it’s time to focus on my assignment.

today

submit draft for mandarin project

tidy

plan tomorrow

internship applications

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i’m back from my holiday

i am serious about improving myself now 🫡

today:

tidy everything

start mandarin project

plan reading week

go for a walk

book haircut

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today

prepare for mandarin lesson tomorrow

essay for at least 1.5 hours

prepare for trip

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going to running society really helped my mood. running + socialising = joy

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Local public library...save me...

Local public library

Save me local public library

[hiraethglow]

uhhh so this weekend didn’t go well haha. i slipped into sad thoughts 😀🙃

so i’m going to try again. i’m going to running society today so maybe that will lift up my mood

today

write essay for 3 hours

finish packing bag

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today:

write 700 words of draft essay

pack for holiday

cook

check mail

i woke up a bit later than i wanted to but that won’t stop me 🙏

[hiraethglow]

“Forgive me, for all the things I did but mostly for the ones that I did not.” - Donna Tartt

[hiraethglow]

i planned out the next few months and it dawned on me just how many deadlines i have coming up. these next few months are going to be very difficult so i will have to keep being determined and disciplined.

this week i need to focus on mandarin since i feel very behind and i have an assessment soon. i also want to arrange to meet with my tutor for advice.

i also have to submit an 1000 word essay so i will try to get as much of it done tomorrow as i can.

i have more deadlines after that

and on top of all this, i need to keep applying to internships so i should arrange a meeting with the careers office and my uni personal tutor.

😃

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catch up on lectures ✅ - i finished making notes for one of my modules

plan weekend ✅ - i planned a lot for february

plan mandarin study sessions ✅

laundry ✅

today:

catch up on lectures

plan weekend

plan mandarin study sessions

laundry

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today:

catch up on lectures

plan weekend

plan mandarin study sessions

laundry

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write article summary ✅ - basically done, might need to cut down some words and then i can submit it

research for podcast ✅

catch up on lectures ❌ - i made a few flashcards but i still have a lot to do

buy fruit ✅

art society was fun. definitely a new experience and i’m quite proud of my drawings

today:

write article summary

research for podcast

catch up on lectures

buy fruit

i’m going to art society with my friend so should be fun!

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today:

write article summary

research for podcast

catch up on lectures

buy fruit

i’m going to art society with my friend so should be fun!

[hiraethglow]

i didn’t do well today. i don’t know why i keep letting myself down like this. but hopefully i can pick myself up again from this