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Paano kung wala ka? Kanino ako magbevent out. Paano kung malungkot ka din? Kanino ako iiyak? Paano kung kailangan mo din ng yakap? Kanino ako yayakap? Paano kung kailangan mo din ng magpupunas ng luha mo? Sinong pupunas ng akin? Ang hirap tumakbo sayo ngayon lalo nat alam ko kailangan mo din ng matatakbuhan.😢

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Totoo yung, Hindi ka mapapagod sa tao pero mapapagod ka sa pinaparamdam nila. It's like no matter how much love you have for them if things keep repeating, you'll give up eventually.

Giving up doesn't mean that you don't love them anymore or yung pagmamahal mo sakanila ay hindi ganun kalalim. Sometimes your heart will get tired especially if what's happening is a cycle. And it's teaching me to prioritize self-love.

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Bakit feeling ko hindi ako kamahal mahal. :/

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Living for today's outfit.✨

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Things will eventually reveal themselves.

Just sit back and chill.

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I felt extra lonely today so I made pancakes and coffee.

Living alone is not always fun and games. Sometimes, loneliness hits out of nowhere, and that's okay :)

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Homey.😊

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No matter how much you love them, and no matter how much they push, do not break your own heart for their satisfaction.

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Cup of joy in hand, ready to slay

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Merry Merry Christmas! 💫

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1 night before Christmas, but it feels like normal, no excitements.

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Sunday, I am so happy with this new setup. 🤗

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And i wish i could say these things out loud. 🔊

- I love taking pictures of others, but who will take picture of me?

- To have someone who loves celebrating my birthday, too

- I love writing love letters, i want to know what it feels like to be the one who receives.

- To receive just because flowers.

- I long for the same support that i give to them.

- A love language

- I dont tell people often how much i want to be loved, because i believe if someone truly loves you, they just KNOW.

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Realizing I'm living in so many answered prayers rn.💫

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Hi😊

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Hayaan mo silang magtaka.

Hayaan mo silang magtanong sa iba kung

bakit mas naging malihim ka na.

Kung bakit wala nang mga larawan na

nagsasabing masaya ka.

Wala nang mga salitang nagpipilit

magpaniwala na ayos ka.

Kukunot ang noo nila at magkikibit-balikat.

Susubukang sumilip sa bintana mo at

kumalap ng balita, ng ebidenysa, ng

istoryang pupuno sa mga kuwento nilang

ikinakatha.

Pero walang makakahula, walang tatama.

Sapagkat kuntento ka nang nakatago ang

mga bunga.

Panatag na ang puso mo sa konseptong

mas ligtas ang mga pangarap kung hindi

nila ito makikita.

Kung walang makakabasa sa mga plano mo

at ideya.

Kayat hahayaan mo silang magtaka.

Hahayaan mong kumunot ang noo nila at

magkibit-balikat.

Habang ikaw, tahimik kang lumalaban,

malumanay ang galaw, walang ingay na

nilalasap ang buhay.

[heylala]

Ikaw yung bread winner pero hindi ikaw ang favorite. Ikaw ang bunso pero hindi ikaw ang favorite.

Ikaw lagi inaasahan sa lahat ng bagay. Pero lagi ka nakakalimutan.