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i don't wanna say that mujin felt like a dad to gangjae but the fondness mujin felt for him was definitely something vv close to a ,, idk .. son ? or just the kid he gathered from the streets and raised to be the best fighter ever ? gangjae looked at mujin like he was a god . but ,, things happened you know .

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just wanted to say that gangjae is a kind of guy ghat does this idk man he's so disgustingly reverent when he's obsessed with someone .

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oh just the thought of gangjae being such a ' stray dog ' especially after he was kicked out of dongcheon , the only place he almost belonged to , and the thought of him never seeing you as someone who will consider him as a necessity ,, like . he doesn't think you need him in any way , he doesn't think it'll surprise you if he disappears one day and he doesn't think you'll chase after him because that's how strays are ?? he has never imagined anyone needing him , anyone being lost without him . so in a way , if he disappears on you he doesn't think it'll hurt you that deeply .

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🐝  *  ―  𝑬𝑴𝑶𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵𝑨𝑳𝑳𝒀 𝑪𝑯𝑨𝑹𝑮𝑬𝑫 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

❛  why did you have to leave me?  ❜ ❛  how could you do this to me?  ❜ ❛  i trusted you!  ❜ ❛  i'm sorry, but i can't do this anymore.  ❜ ❛  do you even care how much you hurt me?  ❜ ❛  i'll never stop fighting for us, no matter what.  ❜ ❛  i don't know if i can forgive you.  ❜ ❛  i never thought i'd feel so alone, even when you're right here.  ❜ ❛  please don't go, i can't handle losing you too.  ❜ ❛  you were the one person i thought i could always count on. why did you have to let me down?  ❜ ❛  did you ever even care about us? about me?  ❜ ❛  i wish i could hate you for what you've done, but i can't.  ❜ ❛  why do you always have to play games with my feelings?  ❜ ❛  i never thought saying goodbye would hurt this much.  ❜ ❛  every time i close my eyes, all i see is the pain you've caused.  ❜ ❛  why do you insist on tearing us apart when we could be so happy together?  ❜ ❛  i'm tired of pretending everything's okay when it's clearly not.  ❜ ❛  i don't even know who you are anymore.  ❜ ❛  i need you to understand how much you mean to me.  ❜ ❛  i'm scared of losing you, but i'm even more scared of losing myself.  ❜ ❛  why won't you let me in? what are you so afraid of?  ❜ ❛  you were my world, and now everything is falling apart.  ❜ ❛  how am i supposed to trust anyone after what you've done?  ❜ ❛  i can't go through this heartache again.  ❜ ❛  why did you leave without saying goodbye?  ❜ ❛  how could you say something like that to me?  ❜ ❛  you've always had a way of making me feel worthless.  ❜ ❛  don't you dare walk away from me when i'm talking to you.  ❜ ❛  please, just tell me the truth, even if it hurts. i can handle it.  ❜ ❛  i don't know how to fix what's broken between us anymore.  ❜ ❛  you're not the person i fell in love with anymore.  ❜ ❛  just hold me and tell me everything will be okay, even if it's a lie.  ❜ ❛  i trusted you, and you betrayed me.  ❜ ❛  i never meant to hurt you, it was never my intention.  ❜ ❛  i've given you everything, and it's still not enough.  ❜ ❛  why do you always have to make everything about you?  ❜ ❛  why did you do it? why did you betray me like that?  ❜ ❛  i miss you ... more than words can say.  ❜ ❛  you're the best thing that ever happened to me, and i'm scared of losing you.  ❜ ❛  i'll always be here for you, no matter what. just please don't shut me out.  ❜

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did yall miss him or not ..

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 it's always nights like these when yongsun just— blurts out the freakiest and weirdest thing known to human being . it wasn't that bad , compared to what gangjae had heard him utter when he'd check his social media . ‘ . . what are those dicks ? ‘ he was in the middle of cleaning his wound for god's sake . ‘ all hallow’s eve dicks ? ‘ he glanced up with furrowed brows , pouring the alcohol on the stab wound on his palm as he leans over to check yongsun's phone .

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"It's always people saying shit like 'Oh, I'd love a monster dick' or something similar. But what if it's like the one from the All Hallow's Eve's sequel? Because, to be fucking honest, I am brave, but I am not that ballsy. Pun intended."

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 kissing is intimate , and he does kiss haru just not out in the public . but right now he had him sit on his lap with an arm around his waist and still checking his phone . not minding the fact that haru could also see it . the previous transactions between him and his partners wasn't something that gangjae would hide from him anyway , it's just boring business matters . albeit being slightly amused by haru’s addiction to painkillers , he finds himself rolling his eyes when he mentions he's taken some already — he could start with the stuff gangjae sells , the best of them in the market . where did he even hurt this much to take them on a daily basis ? ❛ sure . ❜  is all he says before texting the bartender . he does ask her to bring them some of the noodle packs he's left in the fridge to eat later . he wants them warm and steaming , with two pair of chopsticks . haru didn't have to eat but he won't have the boy pass out on him — he doesn't like that . ❛ you can do normal drugs , you know . those shits are just boring . ❜  he lets haru wiggle around in his lap , squeezes his thigh only when it gets on his nerves but doesn't mention it again . his hand remains between haru's legs , limp with no particular aims in mind , just there . but his cheek is resting against haru's shoulder ; doesn't change his position when one of his men comes to report . gangjae doesn't look up to the goon from his phone , nods along with the things he says while his hand gently strokes haru's inner thigh .

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 they go on for a while . haru's head bouncing with his thrusts , catching haru's quiet plea against his own tongue and complying . it might actually be the best way to unwind , forget about anything pressuring his mind and even getting rid of his headache . at some point he's grabbed haru's neck , while screwing him with breathless praises . ‘ good boy ‘ , ‘ you're taking me so well ‘ . by the end of it , his hips start to stutter . not pulling out that much now , moving in smaller and faster strokes as he presses their hips together and groans in haru's neck . he bites into haru's shoulder when he comes , eyes screwed shut . ❛ fuck . . ❜  strained whisper , one hand clumsily gripping onto haru's side , leaving red bruises behind as he comes inside the other . that's when he remembers that he forgot to wear a condom , but doubts if it'll piss haru off . he already looked pretty high when he was fucking him a few minutes ago , must have taken his meds before coming here . his breaths are hot against the pale neck , feeling the soft skin against his lips . before he pulls away and catches haru's eyes . ❛ you're so good . ❜  an incredulous sigh , lips falling against the younger’s in a chaste kiss . while he kisses him , he's slowly riding out his orgasm . inked fingers curl around haru's length to stroke him while he fucks into him slower . he might be an asshole but he does care about his partner’s pleasure too , sometimes , anyway , with the special ones like haru . ❛ . . are you high or something ? ❜  he dies sound mad about it , never . actually he's breathlessly chuckling , like a dirty hyena .

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🐝  *  ―  𝑹𝑨𝑵𝑫𝑶𝑴 𝑫𝑰𝑨𝑳𝑶𝑮𝑼𝑬 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺 𝑷𝑻. 𝑰.

❛  it was wrong of me to assume you're ever gonna change.  ❜ ❛  that's it? it was all just a lie?  ❜ ❛  shame on me for thinking you were a good person.  ❜ ❛  you're gonna pay for what you did to me.  ❜ ❛  you didn't hear a word of what i just said, did you?  ❜ ❛  believe me, you weren't my first choice either.  ❜ ❛  if you've got a problem with the way i handle things, just say so.  ❜ ❛  do you think we're gonna survive this?  ❜ ❛  what's your problem?!  ❜ ❛  will you please slow down a little?  ❜ ❛  i can't believe you would do something like that.  ❜ ❛  did it mean anything to you?  ❜ ❛  i'm never gonna be good enough for you.  ❜ ❛  we were just fooling ourselves this whole time.  ❜ ❛  i'm sorry, i didn't know where else to go.  ❜ ❛  i don't want to argue with you anymore.  ❜ ❛  fine. you were right, and i was wrong. happy now?  ❜ ❛  this day feels like it's never gonna end.  ❜ ❛  i didn't think you'd care so much.  ❜ ❛  this must be like the first time you were nice to me.  ❜ ❛  out of all the people here, why do i have to be stuck with you?  ❜ ❛  do you want to go on a date with me?  ❜ ❛  honestly, i don't think i wanna leave the house today.  ❜ ❛  were you ever planning on telling me about all of this?  ❜ ❛  i wish i had another choice.  ❜ ❛  don't flatter yourself, a fifth-grader could've done this as well.  ❜ ���  you're the most insufferable person i have ever met.  ❜ ❛  here, you look like you need this more than me right now.  ❜ ❛  oh, just so you know, i don't ever lose this game.  ❜ ❛  just let me sleep for five more minutes.  ❜ ❛  alright, is there anything else we have to do before they arrive?  ❜ ❛  do you believe in ghosts?  ❜ ❛  i wish we had more time together.  ❜ ❛  you don't have to leave just yet ... you could stay the night if you wanted to.  ❜ ❛  where are you taking me?  ❜ ❛  trust me, this is the last thing i want to do.  ❜ ❛  i need more time to think about what i want.  ❜ ❛  why didn't you say anything earlier? we could've avoided this whole mess.  ❜ ❛  i don't feel so good, i think i may be getting sick.  ❜ ❛  help me! please!  ❜

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when i write spice on my other blogs / muses they're at least a little about emotions but gangj.ae is an animal i'm so sorry .

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  the wet sounds fill the air . he was watching the other suck him off for a while now , stroking his messy hair as his head bobbed up and down along his length . gangjae isn't exactly a careful lover , nor a careful person at that . he lets haru pull away with a loud pop , watches him sit up on the couch and rub his leg . it pulls a breathy chuckle from the other , he leans over to crawl on top of haru . lay him back down on the couch with his lips silencing further complaints . one of haru's legs lifted and curled . ❛ just lay back down , jagi . ❜  he whispers while guiding himself inside the other with a deep groan . gangjae doesn't go slow nor gentle , he's already pinned haru on the seat with a tight grip on his arms and thrusting inside fast and firm . eyes closed , pleased , breathing out quiet praises . today wasn't exactly a peaceful one , he hopes haru didn't expect some kind of romantic love making when gangjae got home .

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  *  ⤷ ♡ ›   TIME IS BEING STRANGE . this is a selective blog dedicated to great and korn from 4minutes ; written by nassy . since this is an ongoing show , i will try to avoid spoilers but my own headcanons will be present . there'll be dark & triggering themes in this blog , follow with caution .

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"Babe, come here." Yongsun grinned and beckoned the older to come closer to the mirror he was facing. "I just wanna take one pic and then you can go about your business, okay?" After all, he looked way too good now to not take a photo with his lover right now. And as Gangjae stepped closer behind him, Yongsun reached for his hand to guide it right where his neck was to be grabbed. "And, perfect, now stay like this." (hehe)

 a little sleepy . rubbing his eye with a groggy mumble as he moves toward the hall to reach his lover ; ❛ what is it ? ❜  not that it matters . when yongsun looks so good and apparently has something in his pretty little mind . gangjae wants nothing else but to follow through , staring at him with a growing frown as he holds his hand to guide it around his neck . and soon , his palm is snug against the warm skin , fingers curling on instinct as he raises a brow . his back chest brushing against yongsun's back , glancing at him through the mirror as he slowly raises his chin in understanding . ah , the old matter of being attracted to tattooed guys — sometimes gangjae wonders if he'd look at him without them . ❛ who are you sending it to ? ❜  again , he doesn't care about the answer , doesn't act like he does either because while he's asking it his hand is also tightening almost sensually around his neck . pressing him flush against his chest . gangjae isn't a subtle person , never was , he doesn't try to hide his pleased little grin when his mouth finds yongsun's ear , mumbling lazily ; ❛ who are you trying to make jealous , jagiya ? hm ? ❜

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kiss him . 🔪🫵🏻

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has your muse taken thirsty pics with gangjae's tattooed hand around their neck or not ? 🫵🏻

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 if she was looking to get a reaction out of him , she's successful in her endeavor . it's accidentally made him chuckle , rolling his eyes while bringing the roll between his lips . ❛ don't be like that , doll . ❜  he's mumbling around his cancer stick , fishing for the lighter in his pocket . ❛ i’ll make it up to you when we're alone . promise . ❜