helloiammaggie

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EMERGENCY

i am broke and don’t have the money to pay an overdraft fee of 40 dollars. can anyone help me out? i need help immediately! message me and i’ll send you my paypal!

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FINANCIAL CRISIS

Really need help. Kinda in a super financial crisis right now. I really only need like 100 bucks to pay off something that recently came up and also cover a credit card payment. Anything helps. I’ve linked our paypal right here. If you send it friends & family it won’t be charged a fee either. Please help me and my girlfriend out if you can. Thank you.

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freezy-pop

it's really cold, I'm about to overdraft my checking, and I need to go to the thrift store and get sweaters and a little heater.

my cashapp is $plaidbulletin and paypal is feelbadnetwork@protonmail.com

BTC: bc1q5etl2vsmmk0netrdp9ncp86rfkj8rgeujg3d8r

This cold is making my joints feel like they have glass in them. I'm a trans girl with arthritis and mental illness. Any one who can help out would be a hero.

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Hate reblogging stuff but haven’t gotten ANY help whatsoever financial wise so here we are lol PLEASE help if you can!

My House Flooded

So, the basement my girlfriend and I live in flooded yesterday. I miraculously didn’t lose anything of value (I think cardboard is somehow stronger now than when I was a kid) but it still absolutely sucks and we still don’t really know the extent of the damage yet. I’m currently trying to repack shit and reorganize so that this doesn’t happen again, plus make whatever adjustments to the house itself so that it won’t happen again, or at least as bad it did this time.

Unfortunately, a lot of this costs money, and we are flat broke and deep in credit card debt that we’re struggling to pay off. If anyone could PLEASE help and donate even just a little to help save our shit and our fucking home, that’d be GREATLY appreciated. Even a dollar from 50 people would be 50 dollars and we could buy more plastic tubs and tarps and such.

We have a paypal account, and a cashapp, though the latter is preferred as paypal takes, like, a 5% cut of whatever is donated. If you can or only want to donate via paypal, message me and I’ll send you the e-mail associated with it that you can donate to directly. I have also have a Patreon you can sign up to, but that’s obviously a monthly thing, so that’s understandable if you’re not interested or cannot do that.

I really dislike asking for help, but goddamn do we need at this moment. This is crushing. Thanks, and love you <3

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My House Flooded

So, the basement my girlfriend and I live in flooded yesterday. I miraculously didn’t lose anything of value (I think cardboard is somehow stronger now than when I was a kid) but it still absolutely sucks and we still don’t really know the extent of the damage yet. I’m currently trying to repack shit and reorganize so that this doesn’t happen again, plus make whatever adjustments to the house itself so that it won’t happen again, or at least as bad it did this time.

Unfortunately, a lot of this costs money, and we are flat broke and deep in credit card debt that we’re struggling to pay off. If anyone could PLEASE help and donate even just a little to help save our shit and our fucking home, that’d be GREATLY appreciated. Even a dollar from 50 people would be 50 dollars and we could buy more plastic tubs and tarps and such.

We have a paypal account, and a cashapp, though the latter is preferred as paypal takes, like, a 5% cut of whatever is donated. If you can or only want to donate via paypal, message me and I’ll send you the e-mail associated with it that you can donate to directly. I have also have a Patreon you can sign up to, but that’s obviously a monthly thing, so that’s understandable if you’re not interested or cannot do that.

I really dislike asking for help, but goddamn do we need at this moment. This is crushing. Thanks, and love you <3

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There’s No Fixing This

All the things I would’ve done had I just been born cis. I would’ve joined the girl scouts. I would’ve taken ballet. I would’ve taken learning a musical instrument more seriously. I was robbed of my personality, and there’s nobody to hold accountable for it. There’s no justice to be handed down. I would’ve been a better person. I know everyone is like “you don’t know how you would’ve been!” but whatever, it would’ve been better than THIS, that’s all I know. No matter what, it would’ve been better than how I am.

And there’s nothing inherently stopping me from doing any of those things today (well, except maybe joining the girl scouts), I could still learn an instrument if I tried really hard or could learn ballet if I wanted to and could physically handle it, but that isn’t the point. The point is missing the experience itself at the age I wanted it most. THAT’S what hurts.

Now I just cry myself to sleep wishing so deeply that I could go back in time and fix things. Even if I’d just come out earlier, even if I’d just transitioned earlier, maybe I could’ve done some of that, but I doubt it. I was a kid in the 90s/early 2000s and like...if shit isn’t accepted today, then it sure as hell wouldn’t have been accepted THEN. I would’ve been just as ostracized then as I am today. The only way to fix ANY of this would have been to have been born cis. I cannot take pride in myself, in who or what I am, because I don’t LIKE who and what I am.

I lost so much of my personality, of who I would’ve been, could’ve been, all because of a fucking biological mistake, and at this point, I’d rather not exist at all than continue to exist like this.

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crashing

i don’t use this blog like EVER but it’s the only trans outlet i have and goddammit i am losing my fucking cool. i am just straight up losing it. i HATE what i am. i would give anything, literally ANYTHING, to go back and be born cis. this is NOT fair. i don’t wanna get out of bed anymore.

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Help Me Publish Books/Graphic Novels!

Hey, I’m Maggie.

For the last 2 years or so, I’ve been writing, drawing and inking an extremely personal comic that I consider to be some of my absolute best work. The comic is called THE VOID. Now, I am looking for help getting not just this graphic novel, but other books and comics published and sold. I have a backlog of about 10 full novels I’d like to publish and sell. The description of THE VOID is as follows:

[REDACTED] has awoken floating in an empty, ethereal space, with only a disembodied voice, that calls itself The Void, to talk to. This is made all the more upsetting by the fact that The Void seems to know a lot about [REDACTED] than she’s comfortable with, and more than that, wants to help her get past her grief, her trauma and more to dig out the real problems in her life. But, more than anything else, [REDACTED] simply wants to know how she ended up here, and why…

I have made a GoFundMe for this endeavor, and really hope people want to help. I really want people to read these things, and I’d love to make physical copies of them. I have included small excerpts from the comic below to show you some of the artwork and writing. Anyway, if you’d love to help, please go to the GoFundMe and donate. If you donate more than 5 bucks, you’ll get your name in the back of the books as a “supporter”. Thank you so much for listening and reading my blog.

So please, help me make this dream a reality. Thanks for the support.

If you’re interested in just supporting my work, you can also support me each month at Patreon or buy my stuff at Payhip, where I also sell physical goods along with digital products!

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nobody cared and it’s over. thanks everyone.

everything i own is headed to the trash, my dogs of years are heading to new homes and i’m heading to the streets, all because one single person couldn’t fucking manage to do shit for a single afternoon.

goodbye.

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HELP QUEER GIRLS AVOID EVIL LANDLADY

For the love of god HELP US.

Our landlady is psychologically abusive, threatening us with multiple illegal things, PLEASE help get us out of here and back home. We a Venmo and a GoFundMe.

We’ve e-mailed a tenants rights lawyer but he’s not available until Monday and honestly we really don’t wanna go to court, but it’s looking that way right now. So please PLEASE just get us out of here and back home. Anything given is SO appreciated. Thank you <3

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Fans of stuff not hitting fans

Hey folks! Things are getting funky over here, the place I live is likely being sold very soon and I’m going to have to move on short notice. As it is, me and my girlfriend are barely getting by, and I have no idea how we’ll afford to move, between arthritis and mental illness, I’m only just managing to keep us fed day to day. 

If anyone out there is able to help, we have a gofundme , a venmo , and a paypal . (The venmo is the only one which does not take a cut from funds sent)

And if you can, please help spread this. I’m trying to come up with at least 350 by this Saturday, 3/31, to convince my landlord to be at least a little less threatening while we work on finding a new situation, and it’s been extremely stressful.

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My girlfriend made this last night and it’d be so super appreciative if you could help us out. Seriously, things are rough as fuck and any help would help greatly. Thank you.

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Help us please <3

Oxygen and Sanity

Hey there!

My girlfriend has asthma, and it’s time to refill her rescue inhaler. Unfortunately, they’re extortionately expensive these days, gosh.

Likewise, it’s that time of year where I start having the most severe manifestations of mental illness, and I need to get back on antidepressant meds PRONTO.

We’re already really behind on bills and rent, and the pharmacy wants $160 for both of our meds. I don’t have any way to fill our prescriptions and keep a roof over our heads, which is a dang lousy situation to be in.

If anyone reading this has anything to spare, we can accept donations through our paypal.me link, (or address payments directly through paypal to feelbadnetwork@protonmail.com )

If you’d like to check out some of Maggie’s work, she has books, short stories, and podcast compilations at her payhip site, every little bit helps us both out, and she would love to know somewhere out there is reading her stuff.

Thanks, please signal boost if you can.

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Throwback to 2017 when my gf and I raised a baby bird. PM me if you wanna chat!

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Is This Thing On?

Hey, how many people still care about interacting with me via this account? Bueller? Bueller? Lemme know if you see this and if still wanna talk to me and shit.

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