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After hearing the sounds Solas makes when he fights especially at the end of the man I can definitely confirm that that man whimpers all the time. And with this information I descend deeper into the rabit hole of my obsession with Solas and Inky.

And tbh I don’t think he is ashamed maybe at first just cause his pride and all that

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SOMEONE PLEASE MAKE AN EDIT OF SOLAS TO WHICH WITCH BY FLORENCE + THE MACHINE AND ILL GIVE YIU MY SOUL🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

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DAWG I NEED SOLVELLAN BODY WORSHIPING FROM BOTH LEVELLAN AND SOLAS

Especially because he didn’t want a body. I NEEEEED ITTTTTTT

IM GOING FERAL

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This and Varric risking his life to save Solas is another reason why I redeem him

Lace knows what's up.

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My favorite thing about Solas is that we don’t even have to debate if he likes da booty or bangos he just makes it blatantly obvious every time inky and him kiss he is grabbing dat butt

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IM GONNA THROW UP😭😭😭😭

🥰 these two

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MYTHAL ITS ON SHIGHTTTTT. WHEN I CATCH YOU MYTHAL WHEN I CATCH YOUUUUUU

thinking very casually about how in one of felassan's codex entries he writes that solas always thought mythal would join them one day, and that he believed it so strongly that he made a place for her near him in the fade, but she never came, and he never saw her again. thinking even more casually about how all these many centuries later solas seems stunned when lavellan comes to join him. comes to stand at his side and support him, as he hoped mythal would do. how stunned he is when the person he loves (who he did not even dare hope would join him, this time) does exactly that. in the fade, for the rest of their days.

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ATTENTION WILD VEILGUARD SPOILERS!!!! But I cried and laughed when I draw it 💀

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I head cannon that Solas is very much a “I’m not doing anything with anyone unless I’m in love or married.” Given Solas probably has had some entanglements but I doubt they went very far if far at all.

I think he would see such things as sacred and “save himself.” But he’s not at all naïve, he knows things he has probably read books and seen things as a spirit.

Which is why he is so desperate with Inky he loves her, she is his heart, and he realizes this which is why he’s like. “Shit shit shit I need to go NOW” and just dips everytime he kisses her or gets to passionate.

Maybe later and I mean much later on in their relationship he gives in. But he’s definitely getting that cookie after they reunite and basically get married. It’s been 10 years ain’t nothing holding that boy back and I’m sure Inky feels the same.

Do I only have this head cannon so I can imagine just how desperate Solas would be when they finally go after the cookie.



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I like to think that the reson Solas is bald is because hair holds memories and there are so many things he wishes he could forget and let go.

So he makes sure he has no hair

Spoilers Veilgaurd

But that he grows it out again once him and inky are united. He had something he wants to hold onto and remember

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Vaild

Rook, bursting into the fade: why the FUCK are there so many alters to you scattered around? Why do I have to go through such elaborate steps to reach the wolf statues???

Solas: the Inquisitor made me run around the Hinterlands for a month. It’s only fair you experience even but a shred of that pain for ruining my ritual

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Honestly the Solavellan ending is vague enough that you COULD interpret it not that Solas is going to go trap himself and Lavellan in the Fade, but that the atonement he plans to seek is by working on trying to fix the Blight and that's why he said it would be terrible.

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Solavellan haunts my every waking moment, I can’t stop thinking about them, thinking about Solas.

Veilgaurd Spoilers

Imagine knowing you cannot give to me all of you because you are still bounded to the will of someone you called “friend”. Bounded and enslaved to a purpose and wanting so desperately to leave that purpose behind so that you could have them and give them all of you.

But you can’t, they have your heart, they consume you completely but you cannot. You are ruined and twisted.

Thats a different level of pain, wanting, yearning, waiting, for 10 STINKING YEARSSSS but knowing you can’t give them what they deserve, what you so desperately want to give them, that you cannot HAVE THEM.

And believing you are too far gone for them to love you, that you are to twisted and rustiness to be loved but they still do, they FORGIVE you after you lied and betrayed them and all you have to do is stop but you can’t.

You’re bounded to this purpose because of the enslavement to someone who stole you from the fade you loved and twisted your purpose in ways that no other spirit has been twisted.

And finally you are free, but you wouldn’t dare ask them to go with you not after all you’ve done. But they choose you again forever and always. They choose to love you and they love you willingly and unconditionally in such a mind bogglingly beautiful way. It makes me SICK and the most wonderful of ways.

I wish we got to see more of Solas and Inky, they are so complex and beautiful and pure in their love for each other.

Inky’s love makes Solas pure again, it makes him whole again, it makes him him again. It makes him something more than he was in the beginning, it gives him hope.😭😭

The fact that his fist decisions that aren’t influenced by Mythal is him seeking atonement and choosing to be with Inky and letting himself BE LOVED FOR ONCE.

They make me want to write again

I will never not choose them to have their happy ending I physically cannot do it not after everything they’ve both suffered.

Varric died trying to save Solas I feel like not redeeming Solas goes against what Varric sacrificed himself for. He loved his friends so deeply he risked his life trying to save him from himself. Varric always wanted happy endings to his stories and for his friends, the least I can do is honor him by giving this one the one he wanted. The one that Solavellan DESERVES.

This game is, at its core, about many different shades of love and devotion and the many ways that it can be twisted to distorted beyond the point of recognition.

I mean LOOK AT HIS FACE WHEN HE LOOKS INTO HER EYES IM GONNA PUNCH A TREE

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Levellan fell for not the Dread Wolf but a nerd, touch starved elven apostate who once set his tailcoat on fire during a fight. Solas, a thousands of years old. Set. His. Tail Coat. ON FIRE

He is such a dork I fully believe he didn’t do it on purpose because he literately says that Vivian didn’t need to acknowledge it🤣

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DUDE the fact that every-time I listen to that song I think about them is INSANE IM GOING INSANE

I've decided that THE GREATEST by Billie Eilish is Inquisitor Fen Lavellan's song oh my god.

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SOBBING

ok ok listen. mythal and solas's fucked up relationship puts everything about solavellan into context. how hyper-aware he was of the unequal power dynamic in their relationship, his guilt over his own desire for her and how he pulls away every time, the overwhelming feeling of falling in love with a god(dess), he tells mythal "i would follow you anywhere" and if lavellan begs him in trespasser to let her follow he refuses her. "i would not have you see what i become" and "there is only death on this journey". he will not drag her into his mess the way mythal dragged him into hers. he will not pollute her from her purpose the way mythal polluted him. he will not allow her the guilt and blood on her hands because he was her. he has been in her exact position, yearning for a god's affections and willing to follow them anywhere. and he loves her too much to treat her the way he was treated. of course he cannot be with her. of course he has to leave her. and he can only allow her to join him when he is freed of his burden and his path changes to one of atonement. of course she can join him in his atonement, even if it is ugly. because it will not sully her hands with blood. he can only accept her love and support when he knows it will not come at the cost of her morality and the good person she is. everything he does to her, even the betrayal, is to avoid subjecting her to the exact same thing mythal subjected him to.

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I’m so glad someone else made the sacrifice to make this pots before I did😭😭😭😭