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LIKE OH MY WHAT A MARVELOUS TUNE. IT WAS THE BEST NIGHT NEVER WILL FORGET HOW WE MOVED. THE WHOLE PLACE WAS DRESSED TO THE NINES AND WE WERE DANCING, DANCING, LIKE WE'RE MADE OF STARLIGHT, STARLIGHT

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rare vent art from a few months ago

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“All I will say is that you show up for your friends on their hardest days. And you hold their hand through the roughest parts. Life is about who is holding your hand and, I think, whose hand you commit to holding.”

Taylor Jenkins Reid, Daisy Jones & The Six

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I love soup.

i cant believe i fell for that “look angry and upset and hope someone saves you” shit in high school! how boring! what an awful way to live! i want to be so warm that ppl are gently warmed when theyre around me

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Yes.

it’s sad when you realize you aren’t as important to someone as you thought you were

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reblog to give the person you reblogged this from a kiss on the forehead and a hug to let them know they did a good job today

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(another random poem I wrote a while back)

Its called SO SHE WRITES...

'Tis her beloved that she writes of;

Her head low,

Her breath fogging up her glasses,

She slowly caresses the parchment

That holds words forever untold.

She tries to trace out

Those delicate features

Into words.

"tis impossible," she thinks,

"How is one to capture such ethereal beauty

These words are but futile devices!"

Yet she writes;

She scribbles until her fingers go numb.

And so she writes-

"Oh! how sweet a soul.

My muse and lover alike;

An untamed soul,

Equal parts sun and sea.

A diamond in the rough,

A flame

That can set the world ablaze;

A sound

That can deafening the universe;

Hair like raven,

Eyes like dying embers

But the soul raging with light within;

Oh how I long to be with thee!"

And oh, how she yearns

To shout out all this

In the boldest of voice;

But she cannot.

She can only write these poems,

And letters,

Each one addressed to the hearth.

For she is afraid

That the girl she has given this heart to

Will never reciprocate.

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A poem i wrote recently.

It's called ...dear,

And I hear your ship is coming in.

My tears; a sea for you to swim.

And I hear, a storm is coming in.

My dear, is this all we've ever been?

Twice deserted, hurt a million more.

Yet I wait for you on this desolate shore.

And when I heard your ship was sailing in,

I smiled; but my heart shattered within.

For I know. Your ship is bound to swerve

As soon as I'm in sight; when you see my hurt.

You'll never approach; you don't have the nerve.

I know you. Or maybe I don't, love.

But I know you'll leave this island, to burn.

But dear, how am I to live with your hate?

So I'll pretend you don't; I'll wait.

All I know is a broken heart cannot break.

Know I'll take your 'hi :)' over your sorry any day.

And if you ever bring your ship to this murk,

Know I'd still welcome you with fireworks.

'Til then, I'll stand here wondering,

My dear, was this all we'd ever been?

Dear, for you, was this all I'd ever been?

×××

(btw this poem was inspired by anchor by novo amor and some of the lines are from the song so all credits to him)

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mhmm

time won’t fly, it’s like I’m paralyzed by it,

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Mommy? Sorry. Mommy? Sorry. Excuse me. I mean. Mommy?

ZENDAYA — at the NMACC Gala (April 1, 2023)

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This german shepherd doggo was a total golden retriever. Does that make sense???

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Joe smiling during gorgeous is the cutest most precious thing ever bye

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I was lookin through my old drawings and I found this WTH? I DREW THIS WHEN I WAS LIKE 11??? HOW? I left drawing classes because I had LOTS of studying to do. Looking back on these just makes me realize how NOT talented I am now. I'm crying :'(

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Philatos

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out of the woods we can never lose hope now

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taylor choosing to put marjorie on the setlist is so touching because it's very much a deep cut and not a particular fan favourite (compared to champagne problems for example) so it really feels like she just wanted to pay tribute to her grandmother in a "thank you for leaving your backlogged dreams to me, I hope I did you proud with them" way 🥺

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Paul sidoti appreciation post cuz this guy been with taylor from the start