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[heartofasunflower]

If you're a non toxic league player (preferably girls but anyone else is welcome as well🥹) pls add me I need someone to play with that won't tell me how much I suck ass😀

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League: heartofsunflower on EUNE

[heartofasunflower]

Sounds of love

Pair: producer boyfriend!Woozi x reader

Genre: smut, a good chunk of angst, boyfie jihoon like😩

Warnings: unprotected sex, oral (m. recieving), riding, dirty talk

Synopsis: Your boyfriend has been working day and night, never leaving the comfort of his chair in the studio. So after a minor argument, you decided to pay him a visit...

A/N: Thank you so much for the love on my first post, so seeing that, I'm here with another one. Enjoy!

The rain was knocking on the window and the sky has been colored with dark blue tones, sprinkled with stars. It was dreadful.

It's been more than five hours since your argument with Jihoon, and he stil hasn't returned home. Your head was pounding, hurting with thoughts. You were lonely.

The argument was stupid. At least to Jihoon. To you, his presence was important, and you weren't going to let him burnout.

The words you spat at each other were still replaying in your head. All the impulsive insults and frustrated sighs. A tear rolled down your face. You couldn't let a stupid argument ruin months of a stable and wonderful relationship. You also knew how he can be when he gets just few hours of sleep and even less free time with no stress. And you weren't going to blame him for being human.

You got up, grabbed your phone and car keys, and went on your way to Jihoons' studio.

Upon arriving there, you parked, hopped out of your car and made your way to the front door of the building. The guard, knowing who you are, let you in, and there you were, suddenly feeling small and nervous.

What if he kicks you out? What if he doesn't want to see you? What if he's still mad, and he will yell at you some more?

All these questions were running through your head, while you were trying to bring yourself to knock on the door to his studio. Finally, you took one last breath, knocking softly on the wooden material.

For a while, there was silence. You were starting to give up, and get ready to leave him alone to his thoughts. But just as you were turning around to leave, the door cracked open with Jihoon standing in the way. There were no words between the two of you for what seemed like the eternity. You could see the way his eyes were all puffed up and red. But in that moment, without saying a thing, be wrapped his arms around you, pulling you into a warm hug. You stood there, astounded by his kind gesture.

When he pulled away, he stared right into your eyes. ,,Do you wanna come in?" He asked, and you nodded, following him into the cozy space of his studio, holding his hand.

You closed the door, sitting down on the couch, that was put there for visitors. He sat in his chair, turning around so that he could face you.

,,Look," he started with a shaky voice, ,,I know I fucked up massively. I should have never let my pride and ego come before the two of us. And I definitely shouldn't have yelled at you for caring about my well being. I hope you can forgive me, even though I don't deserve it. There's no excuse for me acting like a dick. I just really want you to know I'm sorry, and that I love you. So, so much."

All of the love and guilt in his eyes, voice and body language. It was heartbreaking for you to see. You stood up and sat down on Jihoons' lap, wrapping your legs around his waist, your hands around his neck, laying your head on his shoulder, kissing his neck softly.

,,Of course I forgive you," you mumbled into the crook of his neck, ,,I just want you to not be so hard on yourself. It's okay to take a break. You always work so hard and you always put 110 % into all of your work. And I'm proud of you for that. But sometimes, you just need to let yourself relax, and let your mind off of work."

With a long sigh of relief, he pulled you closer into his embrace, muttering a soft 'thank you' and 'I love you'.

You stayed like this for a while, slowly melting into each other, exchanging slow, passionate kisses. But you could still feel him being a little tense. Almost automatically, you got off of him, sinking down onto your knees.

,,What are you doing?" He asked with amusement in his voice.

,,Trying to get you to relax for at least a few minutes." You replied.

With a quiet 'fuck', he let you unzip his jeans, pulling them down together with his boxers, letting his half hard cock free. You put your hands around the base of his cock, and you started slowly moving them up and down. While working your hands around his cock, you put the tip in your mouth, lightly sucking on it, earning a moan from him.

You continued doing your work, letting yourself feel the pleasure of hearing him letting out sounds infected with bliss and pleasure, the desire for you burning deep inside of him.

After some time of having you take care of his cock, he pulled your head up and lifted you that you were back on his lap.

He out his hand into your panties, feeling just how wet you were for him. He played with your clit for a while, simultaneously teasing your entrance by inserting just the tip of his fingers every time his fingers and your soaking pussy met. While doing his magic between your thighs, he was putting love marks all over your neck and collarbones, marking you as his, and only his, for everyone to see.

He pulled away with a loud pop, pulling your panties down before throwing it next to your pants he took of earlier.

,,Spit." He ordered as he watched you ogle at at his cock being so dangerously close to your soaking heat. You spat onto his cock, watching him rub it on him, before lining up his cock with your entrance.

You slowly pushed down onto him, feeling him filling you so well. It always took you a while to get used to him. Yes, he was buff and beefy, but his duck is something special. While not being very long, he definitely made up for that in the girth department.

After another minute of just sitting there, both of you panting from the friction, you started moving up and down, feeling his cock fill you again and again. This angle brought a completely different feeling to the spots he couldn't hit in regular missionary. And it felt oh so great. Feeling him hit all the right spots inside, while having one hand on your clit, drawing circles on it, and every few circles pinching it, bringing the know in your stomach to tighten. His other hand was on your tits, toying with your nipple, sucking on it every once in a while.

It felt like heaven.

With him spending 80 % of his time working, it was hard to have moments just for each other. And you missed it. And based on the way he was meeting your hips by thrusting up into them, he missed it too.

You could feel you were about to cum soon. He was thrusting harshly into you, after your body gave up and you couldn't keep moving. The sweet spot inside you was throbbing, asi his cock kept hitting it. With a cry of his name leaving your mouth, you came onto his cock. Feeling so very exhausted, you just let him reach his high, feeling him pull out just before his cum shot onto his exposed abs.

There you were, both exhausted with pleasure and drink on the feeling of laying against each other, you couldn't help but smile. You could him finally feel him relax.

You looked up at him, smiling, before pulling him in for a passionate kiss. And with every bad thing resolved, you couldn't feel happier.

[heartofasunflower]

Will be posting a woozi one shot that I'm really proud of I wrote it today instead of doing math and it's just mwah😩 (ego higher than mingyu)

[heartofasunflower]

WORSHIP YOU

Pair: Best friend!Wonwoo x fem!reader

Genre: smut, romance, a chunk of fluff but not really

Warnings: unprotected sex, oral (fem. recieving), dirty talk, fingering, body worship, mentions of sex, creampie

Synopsis: While talking with your best friend about dating and romance, the conversation takes a wild turn and you end up confessing your feelings for each other. And with doing that, he gives you a little taste of what you're going to get with him...

A/N: it's my first official one shot posted so it would mean a world to me if you could give me some feedback on this thank uu. Also it's not really proofread so if there are any mistakes just pretend you don't see them :D.

One thing you didn't think you'd be doing on a Saturday is talking about dating with your best friend.

Wonwoo was always really reserved when it came to dating. In all the time you you guys have known each other, you've only seen him date two girls. The last one he dated was over a year ago.

Which is where your stupid crush on him started.

I mean, who wouldn't love him? He's tall, handsome, funny, has a great personality and know how to take care of people. And one of his other amazing attributes you learned of while talking today, is that he's extremely romantic.

,,What would it be like to date you?"

,,What?"

,,'What would it be like to date you?' It's an Instagram post. You're supposed to answer with the pictures they give you." You explained your sudden question.

He looks at you a bit weirdly, but then he smiles and you can see his body relax.

,,Well," he started, ,, personally, I think I'm a great boyfriend. I'm loving, smart, handsome...And saying that makes me think why my relationships always fail."

,,Well," you copied his tone, ,,maybe you weren't that much of an amazing lover to those girls." You prayed to every god out there that he would catch onto the joking tone in your voice. And thankfully, it seemed like he did.

,,And what about you? Aren't you an amazing totally irresistible human being? Where's your great sexy boyfriend?" He asked playfully. But he continued in his monologue before you could tell him to go screw himself.

,,In my opinion, from the man perspective, women should be treated like royalty by their boyfriends. They should be reminded everyday, of how amazing they are. Either with words, or with gifts. Or even with actions. They should be treated with respect, unless of course, they want you to be disrespectful." He ended his speech with a slight smirk on his face.

Something in you wanted to see what would happen, if you tried pushing him to talk more in depth on his not so respectful antics.

,,In what possible scenario would you, the biggest gentleman in the world, not treat a woman respectfully?" You tried your luck, taunting him.

He looked into his lap, as if thinking whether he should answer you. After what felt like forever, he raised his head to look directly in your eyes, simultaneously looking into, and burning through your soul.

,,I don't know which case would be yours, but some women do like it, when a man doesn't always treat them like they're made of glass. I know women who would kill for a man that knows how to satisfy them the way they like it. Some women enjoy being treated like the horny women they are. Spanking, choking, rough, animal-like sex. Knowing how to give them, what they want. To not be afraid of it." He licked his lips after finishing his little speech, not looking even slightly fazed by what just came out of his mouth.

You, on the other hand, were fighting all of the demons inside your body, to not let him know just how much his words affect you. Trying to stay calm and collected, and not trusting your own voice, the best thing you could do is let him talk some more.

,,And what about the women that want to be respected during sex?"

Unlike before, he didn't even have to lower his head to think, and he started right away.

,,In that case, then they deserve to be worshipped. Asking for what she likes, letting her use me for her pleasure. Making her feel good. Letting her know just how much she means to me. Telling her, reminding her how beautiful and absolutely stunning she is. Especially when she comes. And it would always be about her, unless she wishes otherwise. It would be the biggest pleasure in the world. To see her completely lost under the thick mist of pleasure."

You were fucked.

He was still looking at you, as if waiting for an answer. You didn't know how to continue, after basically having him describe how lucky the person sharing the bed with him would be.

,,Sounds like your future partner has luck." Was the only thing you could say in response.

The tension between the two of you was so fucking thick you could take it and choke yourself on it, so you wouldn't have to face this awkward situation where he could easily get to know your little secret.

He scooted closer to you, brushing your hair behind your ear, slowly leaning towards it. He took your chin in his hand, turning your head so your ear was facing him.

,,Tell me," he whispered softly, yet his voice was raspy, ,,how do you like to be pleasured?" With finishing his sentence, he gave you a small kiss under your ear, dangerously close to the soft spot of your neck.

You gulped, trying your best not to faint.

,,I-," you attempted to answer him, ,,well, I don't know. I would have to think about it."

He started planting kisses down your neck, making his way to your collarbones.

,,Do you like to be kissed on your neck?" He asked teasingly, while caressing your neck and collarbones with wet, sweet kisses.

It took every single god there is out there to not fall apart under his touch right there and then. He's soft lips felt like heaven on your neck. You just moaned in response and put your arms behind his neck.

He continued exploring your body with putting one hand on your breast, squeezing it lightly.

,,Or maybe you like it when I massage your boobs with my big hands? Hm?" He sounded so fucking smug and passionate. ,,Can I remove your shirt?" He asked while playing with the hem of it.

You couldn't get any words to come out of your mouth, so you just nodded wildly, shivering when the cold air hit your nipples. He took them one by one each into his mouth, swirling his tongue around them.

When he decided that your boobs have gotten enough of love, he moved his hands to the hem of your pants. With an patient look on his face, he looked up at you, waiting for your approval. Waiting for you to tell him, how you want him to take you pants off and do whatever he wants with you. You could only moan a quiet 'yes', and with that, he removed you pants and threw them away.

,,Hmmm," he moaned, ,,so wet for me." He whispered. With that little remark, he gave a wet kiss on your clothes pussy. You were so hot and so bothered a didn't even care if he teased you. Okay, that was maybe a lie.

,,Please," you breathed, ,,just do something already." You whined out when he wouldn't removed the panties yet.

,,No," he said with a stern voice, ,,tell me what you would like me to do."

You were going to fucking kill him.

Despite the insane embarrassment you were feeling, you managed to get out exactly what you wanted.

,,I want you to eat me out. I wanna feel your tongue on me. And I want you to fuck me. However you like. I don't care, just do something for fuck's sake, or I'm gonna explode."

With a quiet 'fuck', he finally removed your panties and latched himself onto you soaking wet pussy. You moaned out loud, tangling your fingers into his hair. When he put two fingers in, and curled them up, trying to find that sweet spot inside you, the knot in your stomach began tightening.

He was eating you like you were his last meal. Hungrily. Passionately. You could feel your orgasm getting closer with every second he spent pleasuring you.

,, Wait wait wait," you called out to him and pushed his head away from you, ,,I want to come with you inside me."

He lifted himself up and licked his fingers clean. He kissed your lips, and you could taste yourself on his lips.

He took of his shirt, throwing it, letting it join the pile of your clothes on the floor. Next went his jeans. You could see the outline of his painfully hard cock in his boxers. Soon he removed them, finally letting his cock free.

Oh my god...

He was big. Bigger than you could ever imagine. His tip was angrily red, begging to be touched, leaking with pre cum.

When he crawled closer to you, lining up his cock with your entrance, he looked into your eyes once more, waiting for your approval. You nodded with pure lust in your eyes. With getting the thing he needed, he slowly pushed himself into you, inch by inch. You let out a blissful moan, when you felt him stretch you. He stayed still for a moment, letting you adjust to his size. When he knew that you were ready, he slowly started thrusting into you, raising his pace with each set of thrusts.

You were so fucked out, that the only thing you could do is moan, letting yourself get railed into oblivion by him. You never thought you would like it hard. You always thought you were a vanilla person, but well, more unexpected things happened today.

You could feel his thrusts getting sloppier and messier, as he was approaching his orgasm.

,,God. I'm gonna come soon." He moaned out, making love marks on your neck. ,,Can I come inside you?"

You could finish right there and then.

,,Ahh, yes, yes..." It was the only thing he needed when his orgasm crashed into him, having him fuck his cum into you. And with that, your own orgasm hit you like a train, seeing stars.

,,Well," he said, ,,that's one way of confessing your feeling for the person you love."

When his thrusts slowly slowed down and he pulled out of you, you were so out of your mind, you could only lay there. You were so tired, but it felt so good.

Wonwoo layed next to you, pulling a blanket over the two of you and cuddling you, making you feel so warm and so good.

,,Yeah," you laughed, ,,but it was worth it. So worth it."

He laughed, pulling you closer to his chest, and drifting off to the dream land, that became real in that exact moment.

[heartofasunflower]

Some of my favourite world buildings from different medias

J. R. R. Tolkien - Hobbit &Lord of the Rings

His world building is fucking amazing and will always be one of my biggest inspirations when it comes to creating my own worlds.

It's both aesthetically pleasing and lore heavy, and is (at least for me) one of the prime examples, of what a really wonderful and complex world should look like

Riot Games - League of Legends

As cringe as it may sound, League has a really strong lore, especially after the rework of the lore. (Ngl the old lore was really shit)

The characters are mostly solid (Gragas hate page) and the story us actually kind of interesting. I'll probably talk about it more in the future, since a lot of people might not know much about it.

George R. R. Martin - Game of Thrones

It wouldn't be a list without this. Read the books, I beg you. They might be long but it's so worth it. The world building is amazing, the characters aren't flat and boring, it has amazing lore etc. (Or maybe I'm just really excited for House of the Dragon idk)

I really wish the series would've had a better ending, since the least season is just bleh, but the books still exist so that's great.

Samantha Shannon - Priory of the Orange tree

It's gay, it's complex, it's a standalone, it's amazing.

I really enjoyed the book and even though it was hell getting through it (cuz I'm stupid it's not the book's fault), I fucking enjoyed it.

The characters are great, the story is interesting and I love how the world is made. An amazing experience, truly.