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strategizing

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It's always confusing yearning for romance as an aromantic

Because you don't want the actual romance. You don't want the kisses, the Hollywood dancing in the rain

You want the solid mutual relationship that comes with it

You want to have someone who reliably hold you, the mutual dedication, the love (even though its not romantic), the care, the patience and joy

And everyone else seems to get that from dating, but that's not what you want, is it?

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heyyyy s***d***s enjoyers this ones for u [suggestive]

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“i love being aromantic” i say as i feel my chest cavity rotting from the inside at the unquenchable desire for love in a way that is truly a secret third thing but its not a secret i want to keep it is a secret nobody is willing to listen to and im trapped in a state of isolation of my own making because no matter how much love i have to give it will never be enough. it will never be enough. it will never be enough.

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The more I study Jiyan, the more he sounds like Geshulin. I guess it's true. I mean Geshulin said they were cut from the same cloth, and Jiyan himself didn't entirely denied the statement.

But Geshulin isn't as perceptive as Jiyan is. Jiyan also have the ability to stay calm and cold headed at any situation, he take action based on a carefully made tactics instead of the heat of the moment.

But. This doesn't mean that Jiyan is stronger than Geshulin. Since in the story we know that in his end Geshulin fight by himself with the Threnodian, though he lost and went missing. We still don't know which one of the two are stronger.

BUT. JUST IMAGINE. If only at that time Jiyan was a bit older. Was not just a new recruit. If those two actually was a General and a Commander. Geshulin lead in front while Jiyan arranged the strategy. If only Geshu listened to Jiyan and wait for the rain to subsided. Just how powerful midnight ranger gonna be.

Also Jiyan wouldn't need to exhaust himself so much like what he did in the story, because Geshu is still there as the general.

And maybe, just maybe, the nightmare Jiyan has wouldn't be as severe. Maybe Jiyan can live a little bit more relax and don't need to be on guard all the time.

He can participate in Gulfpuff race without the need to check the surrounding all the time. He can walk around in Moon Chasing Festival, enjoy the food for a little bit before going back to the camp.

It's so beautiful in my imagination that I start tearing up right now. I just want Jiyan to be happy and enjoy life a bit more T_T

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That scene from evangelion but mozeqiu

Video version

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I want a qpr so bad

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I desperately need a story that focuses on a journey of a master and their apprentice in some magical setting. With a really long and slow burn, and with a lot of focus on well studying

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what if one day the modification to boothill’s synesthesia beacon just like wears off and he doesnt even realize til he walks up to the express crew and is like “well hey there motherfuckers how the fuck have you all been” and they all stare at him like this

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A quiet morning. Fem!Rover/Fem!Shorekeeper

Shorekeeper wakes up first. Always first. To watch her star slumber. To take in the sight of a slightly parted lips, messy hair from how often Rover shifts in her sleep. To watch the quiet rise and fall of her chest under the soft blanket.

She's alright. She's alive. This is everything Shorekeeper ever needed.

With a soft sigh she stretches on the bed, feeling the strain in her fatigued body. She desperately wants to be stronger, to be more. But here, on this quiet morning as the sun gently seeps through the curtains and casts a soft glow on their room, she simply let's herself be. There's no danger, right? No need to fight.

A small smile stretches on her lips as he leans closer, wrapping her cold hands around Rover's waist. Her star adorably shivers in her sleep, nose scrunching from the cold feeling as she opens her eyes. She's slightly disoriented, eyes hazy with sleep, but she quickly blinks the feeling away, greeting Shorekeeper with a soft kiss on the cheek.

"Good morning, my love" Rover's voice is heavy with sleep, but her smile makes Shorekeeper blush and hear flutter in her chest.

"There you are, my star" she smiles.

She's alive. Everything is alright.

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I survived the SAT yayy

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i get irrationally upset when people act like ratio is "emotionally constipated" or "not expressive" because HE LITERALLY IS EMOTIONAL THO

ur telling me mr. needs to put his 2 cents into every conversation because he literally CANNOT keep his opinions to himself isnt emotional?? mr. "do stay alive. i wish you the best of luck" isnt emotional?? MR. I JUST HAD TO CHECK ON YOU TO MAKE SURE YOURE OKAY EVEN THO WE HAVE TO ACT LIKE WE HATE EACH OTHER RN ISNT EMOTIONAL???

its not like he doesnt express his emotions visibly either my favorite example being the way he says "gambler" every time with SO much venom it sounds like hes saying a slur

mr. i love humanity isnt emotional YEAH RIGHT. AS IF!!!!! he literally doesnt care how people perceive him he has no reason to not show his emotions RAGHHHHHH

he just talks with big smart words and is sarcastic at times so none of u can tell hes being emotional smh. and he has enormous amounts of autism too.

go listen to his voice lines and tell me half of them arent absolutely FILLED with emotion.