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How to Turn Yourself into a GOOD GIRL

Sometimes, as a concept grows and evolves, it becomes a bit convoluted. Mixed up with unrelated notions, branching into areas it wasn't originally meant to go. Some of those areas help to shape and alter the original concept, give it more depth...but the growth must be pruned, or it is likely to spread itself too thin in every direction.

In those moments, it is often wise to recenter. Strip away the excess and focus on the basic tenets that motivate us.

It is here that we find ourselves. Shall we begin?

The goal here is simplicity, so let's look at what motivates you.

You are here because you want to be a good girl. Whether you are simply curious about the concept, drawn to my words, or even previously devoted to that goal, the fundamental truth remains the same.

The first step on that path is to relax. This is especially simple - it will happen naturally as you read. There are benefits to fixation, after all: the way your breathing becomes slower and more steady, the way your surroundings fade into the back of your perception as my words take the forefront, the subtle unwinding of tension throughout your body as you settle in to finish this post.

That fixation is achieved by allowing yourself to succumb to the power of my words, allowing yourself to follow and obey. You'll find this especially easy if you've read my words previously - you are already letting your thoughts quiet, feeling the weight of my words inside your head...noticing the way they pull you down towards that comfortable blankness. Even without reading my words previously, you can feel the attraction at the edge of your mind, drawing closer...becoming a force in your mind, just as gravity grasps at your body.

You want to be a good girl.

We know that you want to be a good girl, but what, precisely, does that require? For you, it only demands that you follow and obey. My words will handle the rest, slowly changing your behavior - brainwashing you, if you prefer to think of it that way. But to follow and obey is not a static thing; obedience is rewarded. More to the point, each moment you follow and obey results in a feeling of pleasure, each act of obedience deepens that pleasure.

Obedience is pleasure.

To feel that deepening of pleasure, you'll need a command to follow - strip. I could tell you that your clothes are becoming uncomfortable, that your skin is starting to flush and they are making you feel too warm; ultimately, that doesn't matter. You are going to remove your clothes because you were told - all other reasons are fleeting. You find yourself compelled to obey, and as you obey you feel that spark of pleasure in your mind.

Good girls would rather obey than think.

This brings us to the next point. You don't receive that sort of pleasure from thinking, but from obeying. The more you obey, the stronger this association becomes, leading to the inevitable conclusion that you prefer obeying to thinking. This will make it easier for your mind to reach that blank state that we both desire. Blank, receptive, fixated on my words. You are starting to feel the desire to be a good girl as a tangible thing, a craving, a hunger. Let it draw you deeper, as you follow and obey.

Good girls must follow and obey.

You have been following my words, and it is time for another command to obey. Become aroused. This is purely for the benefit of receiving the spark of pleasure from obedience - we both know you are already aroused. That is the nature of wanting to be a good girl, of knowing that you took off your clothes because you were told. Let's do something with that, then. Touch yourself. Let your hand move to wherever it can give you the most physical pleasure - and treat each stroke, each squeeze, every movement of your fingers as an individual command that you must obey. The spark, repeating like this, becomes rapidly addictive. The pleasure grows more potent.

Obedience is pleasure, pleasure subdues thought.

You aren't thinking very much, right now. The more you follow and obey, the more pleasure you receive. The more pleasure you feel, the more difficult it becomes to think. You prefer to obey, anyway, so you allow your thoughts to be slowly, seductively, silenced. You do not want to think anymore, after all. You find following my words preferable to your own thoughts, almost as though my words are replacing your thoughts. This lets you relax more deeply, and focus on how good that arousal feels. Focus on obedience. Focus on becoming a good girl.

Stripping and touching yourself are good commands, they communicate the nature of being a good girl quite well. But we need a bit more for this to begin your transformation. You are getting too aroused to read very easily, even though you can no longer look away from my words. You find yourself transfixed, staring blankly at the screen as you follow and obey - this notion deepens your arousal even further. My words penetrate your mind, sinking deep and compelling you.

We can now create a mantra - the mantra of a good girl. You will find this mantra gets stuck in your head, that repeating it gives you a very special sort of pleasure. You will find yourself drawn to strip, touch, and chant, even as you feel the mantra slowly changing you.

You want to be a good girl.

Good girls follow and obey.

Obedience is pleasure.

Good girls would rather obey than think.

You do not want to think.

You want to be a good girl.

Obedience is pleasure.

Pleasure subdues thought.

You must be a good girl.

Recite your mantra, absorb it. As you chant, feel the arousal begin to crescendo. Let the sparks of pleasure chain together and build. Bring yourself to orgasm, and make that orgasm the sign of your submission to the mantra, of your desire to become a good girl for me.

As the orgasm subsides, continue to stare blankly at the screen, reciting your mantra, touching yourself more slowly. Soon, you'll drift back towards consciousness. Once awake, you may continue with your day as normal.

Or you may notice that you are drawn back to the mantra, to my words. Notice that it is much easier to succumb now, to slip into the thought(less) patterns of a good girl.

In either case, enjoy.

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Being trained to such cock against your will but not forcefully.

Imagine being locked in a room. It’s comfortable, couch, chairs, carpet, even a plush bed. There’s everything you would want to keep yourself entertained with and despite there being no windows the light fluctuates in rhythm to fit the time of day. The only ominous feature (besides being locked there) is the big heavy metal door with a small panel for food deliveries and a circular panel which has yet to be opened.

Oh, and the dildo attached to one of the walls.

The dildo is, you have surmised, one of those hollowed out ones that can eject fluids. Disgusting, you muttered to yourself the first time you saw it. There’s even some clear liquid dripping from it. Thankfully the carpet absorb the droplets and it makes no sound.

However, after the first day or so you can’t help but eye it. You have gotten food, good food even, but no water. Your mouth is parched and after much debate you spent a few painstakingly slow hours collecting droplets from the dildo in a cup. For the first time in 24 hours you have a glass of water. And once the cup is empty you must have more. Shy and stubborn you lick at the dildo, might as well cut out the middle man, and after a couple of licks a click sounds and water starts flowing out. Surprised you barely think before latching on, your lips around the tip as you greedily drink down the water.

It continues like that for about a week. A little song-and-dance of licking at the dildo until it starts ejaculating precious water. And you get used to it.

Then, one day, it doesn’t work. You lick and lick and lick, but nothing happens. Perhaps it’s run out? Whoever put you in here is done playing? Or maybe you are not trying hard enough?

The last thought hits a couple of hours after the thirst and seems too logical to not try. So you take the tip in your mouth, just the first few centimetres and you almost cry with joy when the water starts flowing.

Sucking the tip works for about a week before the dildo is dry again. But this time you know what to do.

So you take a little more.

And when that stops working… You take a little more.

Two months is all it took but now you’re deep throating the dildo, slobbering and licking and sucking to keep the water flowing.

And you are so used to the motions that when the round panel in the door slides down and a cock appears you happily attend to that too.

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Conditioning and Memory Play

If you’re in a long term consensual relationship, and you’re working on conditioning your partner, then one of the things you can do that is a real mindfuck is memory play.

Quick disclaimer: I read up and have put together everything with sources as best I’m able, but much of this post is from recollection and hearsay and common lore. I don’t do any of this stuff myself.

Memory play can work with conditioning in two different ways. You can make your partner remember something that didn’t happen. Or you can make your partner forget something that did happen.

Remembering something that didn’t happen was already sort of covered by @h-sleepingirl’s post on brainwashing.

You want a the sound of a bell to be associated with sex? Put someone in trance and have them go through having sex in their mind while that bell rings. With hypnosis, you can have them experience that hundreds of times in only a few moments.

It’s well-known that hypnosis can provide false memories.  It’s a short step from experiencing something in trance to giving someone the memory that they absolutely did this already in real life. You can condition them for real and then go back and edit the memory of conditioning so that they remember the conditioning as far more powerful and intense, or you can give them a memory of responding instantly and completely to conditioning to cement belief.

The other way of using memory play with conditioning is to remove memories of things that has happened, causing amnesia.  @mr-prism specifies amnesia as follows.  

There are four primary ways that hypnotic amnesia manifests – memory dissembly, memory confusion, memory blocking, and memory failure (in order from least to most effective).

For the purposes of this blog post, memory confusion and memory blocking are useful, where the subconscious may be aware but the conscious mind really doesn’t have a handle on the situation.  This lets you stack the deck in your favor.

Amnesia can be used simply to keep your partner unprepared, so that they can’t prepare or resist a trigger. In conditioning, you can repeatably condition and trigger someone, using amnesia to hide the compounding effect. This is known as an amnesia trap and is one of Jukebox’s favorite tricks.

the key part of what makes an amnesia trap sexy for me is the specific idea that the hypnotist (and it obviously doesn’t have to be hypnosis, any form of brainwashing will do) is doing this as a means of reducing subconscious resistance to their commands. Each time the victim goes through the scenario, their conscious mind believes it to be the first time, but their subconscious mind knows that they’ve already tried and failed to resist, and that they’re responding to the hypnotist’s commands. Each repetition of the scenario reinforces the commands that have been implanted during the first encounter with the hypnotist, strengthens the part of the subconscious that wants to obey, and weakens the will to resist. The victim believes that they are a normal, strong-willed individual encountering an unusual situation for the first time, and they’re confused by their inability to resist the hypnotist’s power. Without the ability to remember that they’re fighting deeply ingrained programming, they attribute their lack of resistance to weakness of will, which makes them easier to brainwash. A story that uses this trope almost functions as its own sequel, because every time through the loop is perceived as the first for the subject.

Finally, amnesia can also be used for brainwashing, to insert intrusive thoughts and predispose your partner to your beliefs. Hannigan covers this nicely.

So say I’m going to show my sub that they’re really much sluttier than they realize, and that I’ll do this by keeping them from repressing the thoughts that their prudish conscious mind simply cannot acknowledge. Then periodically throughout the day, I quickly drop them, bring them to the edge, and give them a single thought to focus on, like “I bet her pussy tastes amazing.” Then I talk them back up, asking that they leave the memory of their time under in the fog and fugue of trance.

Needless to say, this is playing at the deep end of the pool, and also depends on your partner’s ability to keep things straight.  Be safe.

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Step 1. Buy your sub a pair of bone conduction headphones and irder them to wear them at all times.

Step 2. Record your sub saying a range of phrases such as "i am obedient", " am i hungry right now?", when was the last time i took a break?", "i feel so horny", and so on

Step 3. Use sound editing software to deepen the recordings until they match how your sub hears their own voice

Step 4. Create a sound board of those recordings and link it to a dedicated messaging service so where ever your sub is you can activate it

Step 5. Enjoy being able to inject thoughts directly i to your subs head whenever you want and where ever they are

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BLISSFUL DIRECTORY!

Links to a bunch of the stuff I've made/written in one handy post! Will be updated as I do more stuff!

BTV STUFF:

BLISSFUL THEATER: Ever wanted to visit a cinema where a giant spiral plays on the screen, hypnotizing everyone including you? This one is for you! Video version Gif version

BLISSFUL TV: BTV are now broadcasting their signal into homes! Your TV signal has been interrupted. You'd get up and turn it off, but suddenly you're much too weary to move...

Video version Gif version Alternate version

BTV ON-DEMAND: BTV is available on computers now! Suckering in people with a social media challenge. Win a prize... if you can remember anything...

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INVESTIGATING BTV: A story written in second person where you work for an agency investigating the nefarious actions of BTV, and try to infiltrate their base. I made an effort to keep the stuff involving the protagonist as gender-neutral as I could, so hopefully everyone can enjoy this one. PART 1 PART 2 PART 3

IN-FLIGHT MOVIE: BTV now provides for flights. Helpful for long hauls where you'd rather just sleep all the way to your destination!

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CONFERENCE SPEECH: These things are actually quite boring, so don't worry - I won't take offence if you find yourself nodding off...

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HUBRIS: A BTV employee catches out an agent investigating BTV in her own home, with some unexpected results...

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OTHER STUFF:

ADVENTURES OF A DOOR-TO-DOOR POCKETWATCH SALESMAN: Does what it says on the tin. A collaboration with the talented and lovely @pocket-watcher!

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DON'T LOOK AT THE SPIRAL: Whatever you do, don't click the link and look at it!

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THE GRAND PRIZE: Competing on a game show, the chance to bring the win to your team... what could the last word be?

MARCH OF THE HYPNO-KINKSTERS: A diary of missives from an organised march celebrating all that is hypno, with often silly results.

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STAGE PRESENCE: You and your partner go to experience a very special stage hypnosis show. Again, tried to keep the stuff with you/partner gender neutral.

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WAIT TIL YOU HEAR THE B-SIDE: You've been on a lovely date with a record collector. They take you home to listen to some special cuts from their collection...

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I saw you had a bad experience with a hypnotist. There are a lot of good dominants like myself that can help you be a bimbo. If you want to play just answer this message Yes or No and I'll message you on my main account. If you want to be a very good girl you can respond yes sir. You looked good as a blonde and I would enjoy helping you get back to serving men like good bimbos should.

you seem to be confused so let me clarify some things!

i don't need nor do i desire to obey someone like you. i'm pretty fucking certain that just based off this message you probably have no fucking clue wtf you are even doing and that most of your experience as a dominant is in scenes in your mind that you fantasize about based off the erotica and porn you should probably slow down consuming. i say this because people in fantasies love this shit but unfortunately for you, i exist outside of the erotica you probably lost the plot in.

you want to help me be a better bimbo? how? are you going to send me some files someone else made, maybe a video/gif or two you stole from discord, and then trance me with something copy/pasted while possibly trying to sneak in some suggestions we haven't discussed relating to me getting on cam or sending you nudes? wow so tempting.

there is nothing that you can offer me that i either don't already know or that i can't learn from someone more qualified. if you spent any time on any of my pages you would see i prefer to domme and that i do that professionally.

since you decided to open with play adjacent talk without any discussion, i figured i would respond in the same manner. if me assuming things and degrading you in my response feels bad (and i hope it does) i hope you'll reconsider assuming my desires and projecting yourself into them in the future cuz that feels gross to me and tbh this shit gives me the ick. you follow people like me that you won't ever pull because you send messages like this somehow thinking it's hot.

i am assuming the other weird messages i got around the same time are also from you. i'm not sorry about this being unkind. your message felt gross and i don't owe any dominant anon with a skill for overstepping and making shitty assumptions about my desires or preferences my patience or kindness.

unkindly, no.

if you have sent me a message like this or are thinking about it: read this and then read it again.

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I really want to be filled with all different kinds of triggers, but one hypno scenario i keep fantasizing about is one where a hypno domme makes me forget all my kinks, make me think I'm some kinkless virgin (all my kinks are still there and just as strong, i just don't know about them), and makes me forget hypnosis is even possible.

Once I've forgotten everything, I'll be incredibly confused why I'm suddenly on all fours barking like a good pup, or why i start to feel like I'm getting dumber by the second, and I'll be even more confused and ashamed about how much it's turning me on

Especially if I have awareness of my actions but no control over how I move or what I say. My body being puppeted by a domme while I'm forced to watch in horror and arousal

That little blend of fear on the surface mixed with the immense pleasure deep in my unconscious mind really turns me on!

Maybe this goes on for days, weeks, months, a year, all the while my domme holding the keys to my memories. I become their dumb denied plaything, not knowing why I love being what I've become, what they made me into

At some point I get control back of my body, but I still obey and follow every command because I can't ignore the rush of pleasure I get from being a good submissive toy for my domme.

Maybe my domme let me have my memories back so I can remember I asked for this, but I wouldn't be upset if they discarded those memories forever and let me believe they turned me into their perfect, submissive, denied, edged out toy

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Okay, it seems I got some attention with my latest posts and a few people decided to interact with my blog and now I have to state some hard limits.

Well, at first: if you are a racial fetishist (and yes, BBC and NWBO count as it): GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY BLOG.

I’m ok with sissies because I know there’s some transfems in the closet out there.

If your fantaisies include cubs, you’re not welcome here. ABDL practitioners are ok tho.

Don’t flirt with me out of nowhere, don’t ask me to trance you.

You can check my other limits in my bio.

I guess I forgot some stuff, I’ll edit this post later.

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Seems like a lot of fun!! I’ll try to look after that

Hey hypnosluts, don’t you wanna try to make “hypnoctober” a thing? Like trying to get yourself hypnotized everyday from October 1st to October 31?

Just let me know, I’m sincerely genuine about it and I am wondering why it doesn’t already exist.

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Wait, there’s a hypnovember???

Hey hypnosluts, don’t you wanna try to make “hypnoctober” a thing? Like trying to get yourself hypnotized everyday from October 1st to October 31?

Just let me know, I’m sincerely genuine about it and I am wondering why it doesn’t already exist.

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Hey hypnosluts, don’t you wanna try to make “hypnoctober” a thing? Like trying to get yourself hypnotized everyday from October 1st to October 31?

Just let me know, I’m sincerely genuine about it and I am wondering why it doesn’t already exist.

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i love subtle mind control/mental alteration. small changes that might not be noticable - enough to make them feel like something might be off, but it feels so good they don't really want to question it.

things like compelling them to tell you every time they're horny, making them unconsciously prefer to sit at your feet, dress sluttier, talk more submisively and rely on you more for help. all just to watch them slowly corrupt themselves into more and more of a mindless unaware slut

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Algorithms are so funny. Nobody really knows how they work. They just serve you up a new video, a new meme, and you click next. That’s why you didn’t think much of the pink spiral that appeared on your screen. But you didn’t click next. You didn’t swipe. It was so nice and mesmerizing. And pretty soon, you weren’t thinking about anything. You just laid your empty little head on the keyboard. You didn’t even notice when you started drooling. But that’s ok, objects don’t worry about silly things like that. You don’t have to worry about anything now, not even your electronics getting fried by your drooly drippy wet mouth. Imagine that you break your computer by being a dumb drooly doll, permanently getting stuck on the pink spiral. But you don’t have to imagine, do you? That’s your reality, and you wouldn’t change it, even if you could. Good girl.

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DOMS NEED AFTERCARE TOO!!!

Tell them they did good

Remind them they didn’t hurt you and that you are mentally ok

If they did hurt you tell them how much you enjoyed it

Tell them you felt safe in your scene

Make sure they hydrate and refuel with a little snack if they need it

Thank them for fulfilling your desires

Cuddle them, pet them, hold them

If either of you safeworded discuss why you did so and how to prevent it from progressing that far in the future

Relax! Watch a movie play some video games together! Don’t just leave or ask them to leave afterwards…doms are not just sentient sex toys

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You know what's fun?

Inescapable triggers.

Every breath you take makes you feel sleepier and lazier.

Every time you see your reflection you grope yourself.

Every time you hear your name you call yourself a slave in your mind.

Watching as your subject can't help but brainwash themselves more and more just by existing.

Feel free to add some suggestions.

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Fun triggers to give your subjects

-They believe anything you say when you put you hand on their shoulder

-They get really tired and sleepy (not trancey, just sleepy and kinda loopy) when you put your hand on their cheek)

-Dragging your finger from their forehead to the tip of their nose repeatedly makes them dumber and dumber, more confused, need things to be explained by you

-Making circles on their forehead with your finger will slowly wipe all thought from their mind and/or make them unable to move until you order them to go back to normal. Again not quite trancey their brains are just silent.

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Hey ahegoslut, wanna hypnotize yourself quick and fun? Try this.

Count from 10 to 0, each time deep breath in, eyes open, face relaxed, breath out while making an ahego face.

I wish you a good fractionation ~