hayjeon

[hayjeon]

I know you’re on hiatus and may never read this but I just wanted you to know your hades yoongi stories are my comfort fics and I will never stop coming to reread them. They are just so beautiful and I want to thank you for writing them. Sending you love and light wherever you are

🥲🥹

then i see that as a complete success as a writer. thank you for letting me provide you comfort.

[hayjeon]

even though i no longer read fanfics, every now and then i still revisit your blog. you’re heavily missed but i hope life is treating you well these days.

🥹

this is why i always come back 😭

[hayjeon]

🥹

hi everyone, i know it’s been quite a while.

i don’t even remember how to use the app/site well enough to find when the last time i posted a fic was (like, where did the time stamps go?!)

i bet this won’t come as much of a surprise to anyone who’s been following me for a while because i clearly went MIA for a few years. just wanted to pop back in and clarify a few things and let yall know i am alive and well 🫶🏻

WHERE TF R U

i have, unfortunately, moved on from my ff writing era of my life. i’ve seen all your messages of support and reactions to my writing and constantly see the reposts and recs made in my email inbox, and i cherish each and every one of them and do miss yall very often. i am currently now working and traveling full time, and am just past the era in which i used to absolutely love bts/kpop. i’m actually now an avid ao3 dramione reader 😂 and have devoted a lot of my time to getting physically/emotionally healthier, furthering my career, and just pouring love into myself and everyone around me 🤌🏻

DO YOU EVEN LIKE BTS ANYMORE

i still do love/listen to bts, but i’ve also been feeling like i’ve outgrown them a bit and no longer actively read bts fics myself 🥹 but to sometimes come back to my own blog and my homepage to see that other writers are still here and dedicated makes me feel so giddy and happy for them. watching bts grow from their boy in luv era when i first became a fan to the degree they’re at now and even when i stopped actively writing (probably when they started breaking into the US/english lyrics, or covid era) was such a big life landmark for me, and i will always cherish them in my heart for that. i will also always cherish this blog, that kept me actively writing, throughout uni, and actively creating content anonymously, for helping me through some hard times emotionally, physically, and mentally.

WHATS GONNA HAPPEN WITH UR FICS

i don’t think i’ll be updating any of my wips: any writer out there who feels inclined to continue the stories, i give you full permission (pls don’t plagiarize!) and would hope that you drop a quick msg in my inbox when you post so i can read them (better than tags!) 🥰 would also be happy to share where i intended a lot of my fics to go plot-wise. i also deem it would be a disservice to a lot of you for me to release unfinished drafts, but im happy to share that as well to anyone who wants to pick it up, or just are curious where the plots went (lmk if ur into that?)

WHAT ABOUT THIS BLOG

i will be keeping this blog up and active. anyone who wants to pop in and re-read anything: thank you for your continued support. feel free to translate, repost, use as inspiration, continue the stories yourselves, and do whatever you want. i’m sending these fics as a love letter to everyone who’s supported me thus far, and anyone new to the fandom (welcome! i know army has increased so much since i left) into the universe and all i can do is release them with a sense of peace and love, although it’s a bit bittersweet.

CAN WE STILL ASK QUESTIONS

of course 😍 i love seeing them in my inbox so continue to ask away!!!

to conclude:

thank you to everyone here.

thank you to bts and hope for a quick and safe army service to all of them.

and happy new year 🫶🏻

[hayjeon]

HI i just want to say i read your 100 days my prince fic around april/may quarantine time and now that i’m watching the drama ALL I CAN THINK about is your adaptation of it so i wanted to let u know! i think you are amazing btw!! , i love all your work and i’ve read almost all of it throughout lockdown. even your username “hayjeon” brings me flashbacks. i miss your presence on here, i even loved reading thru ur fic rec tag :( anyhow i wish u the best in life and take care, thank u for making my depressing lockdown a little more fun and memorable with your writing.💜

Awwww thank y so much 🥺😭 I seriously miss coming in this app more often but it’s really asks like these that make my heart flip upside down and sideways 💕 I miss you very much and i also rewatched 100 Days my prince on netflix recently, and totally got like a surge of inspo to continue what I had for Tae’s spin-off, and then the holidays hit 😭

So I def have a little more of that story fleshed out but def nowhere close to finishing...sigh

BUT I WILL TRY :D HOPEFULLY ITLL BE FINISHED SOOOOOON CUS I WANT U GUYS TO READ IT SO BAD

[hayjeon]

JUST A PSA OUT THERE THAT THE DRAMA THIS FIC WAS INSPIRED BY IS OUT ON NETFLIX PLS GO WATCH ITS SUCH A GOOD DRAMA

One Year, My Love [M] (ft. Jungkook) | pt. 1

→ historical/royal!au, marriagecontract!au, based off the kdrama 100 days My Prince; → You forge a marriage contract with the strangely speaking man who suddenly stumbled into your town with memory loss, but little do you know that he’s actually the lost Crown Prince, and a lot can happen between a married man and woman in one year. 

→ genres: lots of fluff/plot development, a tiny bit of angst, and a little smut → 15k words | part 1| part 2 | fin.

A/N: I went on a writing binge the past couple days and I was able to finish this monster fic, and wanted to get it out for you guys so you can read during quarantine! I usually tend to write really angsty and darker fics, so I hope that the fluff in this one is really refreshing :) 

“No!” You scream, flailing your arms as the officials try to drag you into the waiting carriage. “I won’t marry him! I can’t!” 

The matchmaker looks wistfully at you as you struggle. “Please! Y/n, he is rich! He’ll pay for your debt, and you’ll avoid a punishment! I’m sure that your fiancee, ‘Jungkook’ that you speak of, doesn’t even exist! You have no one else! Just go!” 

You struggle, putting up quite a fight with the two men gripping either of your arms. “Never!” You scream, turning to bite one on his arm. He yelps and lets you go, and when his partner sees that you bit him, he throws you onto the ground, drawing his sword and whipping it at your neck. 

He huffs, “You bitch, you know that it’s the King’s decree that all women must be wed by tonight. This is your last chance to survive. Your punishment may be death, and if you want to meet that end, so be it!” 

You glare up at him, blowing the hair that fell out of your bun out of your face, “So do it! Kill me! I’d rather die than be married off to someone who’s older than my father! He’s a pig!” 

Keep reading

[hayjeon]

LMAOOOOOOO TO WHOEVER SUBMITTED THIS REC I GIVE U THOUSAND KISSES

and to admin Beau your answer was so funny it made me snort while i was reading 😂

“Asphodel” by @hayjeon for this week!!!!! listen. LISTEN. we, as a fandom, collectively agree that yoongi is pretty much HADES. but it’s so hard to find hades!yoongi aus!!! THANKFULLY THO THIS STORY EXISTS. BECAUSE LISTEN TO ME. THIS HADES!YOONGI IN THIS STORY? *chefs kiss*. THE CHARACTERIZATION??? TOP NOTCH. THE LONGING?? SUPER. THE FLUFF? GOD-TIER! THE SMUT?? DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED!!!

Hi! Thank you for the recommendation, unfortunately this fic does not fall under this weeks theme of fantasy (Must feature elements of fantasy or high fantasy (examples: dragons, elves, warlocks/witches, mermaids, orcs, magical realism, etc) and is more so under Mythology.

On the bright side @hayjeon, someone loves your writing! - Admin Beau

[hayjeon]

Hi, I just discovered your blog and read "give and take". I saw on your master list that it is "discontinued". I just wanted to ask what it means because my english isnt the best. I hope this is not annoying

Hi everyone, I know its been a really long time since I’ve been active at all on this site, but I wanted to come on and answer this question, since I have hundreds others just like this sitting in my inbox :) This isn’t annoying! I understand your curiosity. 

I started Give and Take about 2 years ago when my blog started finally gaining some traction, and I wrote those couple of chapters on a whim. But the more I continued into the story the more “dragged” it felt(?) and I was no longer happy with the direction the story was going or my attitude regarding writing the following chapters. If you’ve noticed, ever since then, I’ve sort of abandoned any fics that are longer than 1-2 parts, and if a story has any parts longer than 2 parts, they’re usually some convoluted collection of short stories/drabbles that fit into a bigger picture. 

I’ve discovered through trial and error (unfortunately) that this is the method that works best for my writing style and my stamina, as I have a really hard time finishing long-winded stories, and don’t have the time or the stamina to be able to map them out and write them as elaborately as I’d like to. Therefore, I ask for everyone’s understanding, that I abandoned Give and Take not for any other reason than for my own well-being as a writer and as a fan! 

I understand that this concept was super cool and a lot of my followers have enjoyed this story, so it is still up and floating around on my blog for anyone to read and share if they’d like, but I don’t think I’ll be updating this story for a while, if ever. I invite any followers, readers, or fellow writers out there to go ahead and try adopting this story if they’d like! No credit necessary, although you can feel free to tag me because I’d love to give it a read and see how you’ve spun this idea into a totally new creative story! 

I’m currently struggling to find the time and the energy to write after starting a new, stressful, full-time job. Currently, I only go on tumblr very rarely, and if I do, it’s really only to briefly scroll through my notifications or read a few fics here and there not even in the bts/kpop fandom anymore.

I’m not going to go as far as to say that I’m going to stop writing or that I’m going to close this blog, because I love this space that I’ve created for myself and often come back to just browse through and smile at the attached memories. But otherwise, please be patient with me as I deal with this and figure out a way to maneuver myself back home to the fandom! And please don’t be angry with me if I don’t :( 

But I still love you guys and this blog itself probably won’t be going anywhere for a while! 

Have a wonderful day! 

[hayjeon]

🌶🍒🍎👠💄❌❗

🌶 - can you handle spicy foods?

yes i can! i’m actually really good HAHA i love korean and mexican spice!

🍒 - what’s your favorite flower?

Hydrangeas, the blue or lilac colors

🍎 - what’s your favorite fruit?

strawberries, pineapple, mango!

�� - do you enjoy shopping?

yes omg...i miss it so much...i have to resort to online shopping now but my fave stores to go to are usually madewell, h&m, zara, everlane, thrift stores, and occasionally aritzia if i’m feeling fancy (or rich).

💄 - do you wear makeup?

i do!!!! i don’t wear much besides some mascara and brow gel during work (i just work with a few people) so i don’t rly do much, but when i go out i do try to wear a full face if i can!

currently i’m focusing on bettering my skin tho...i had a really bad breakout and i’m left with a lot

of redness and hyperpigmentation even though the bumps are gone so i rly want to get to a point where i feel comfortable without any foundation on ;)

❌ - what’s an unpopular opinion you have?

oh god lmao......i don’t like tw*ce PLS DONT KILL ME PLS but u can probably read more why i don’t like them that much in my unpopular opinion tag or somewhere

❗️- what’s something unusual about you?

this blog LMAO literally i’ve been writing these for like 4+ years and this blog has not changed a bit since 2017 probably but literally no one i know knows that i own this blog and i want to keep it that way 🌝

[hayjeon]

red emoji asks

💄 - do you wear makeup?

💋 - when was/have you had your first kiss?

👠 - do you enjoy shopping?

🧣 - do you consider yourself fashionable?

⛑ - has someone ever saved your life?

🎒 - what’s your favorite school subject?

🐞 - are you a superstitious person?

🐙 - what’s your favorite animal?

🍄 - what’s your favorite vegetable?

🌹 - are you a romantic?

🍎 - what’s your favorite fruit?

🍉 - what’s your favorite season?

🍓 - what’s a memory that reminds you of your childhood?

🍒 - what’s your favorite flower?

🍅 - do you consider tomatoes fruits or vegetables?

🌶 - can you handle spicy foods?

🥩 - do you eat meat?

🥫 - tomato soups with grilled cheese or by itself?

🍫 - dark or milk chocolate?

🥤 - what’s your favorite drink?

🍷 - are you old enough to drink?

🏓 - what’s your favorite sport?

🥊 - do you think fighting solves problems sometimes?

🥁 - do you play an instrument?

🎸 - what kinds of music do you like?

🚗 - can you drive yet?/do you want to?

🚨 - have you ever gotten a ticket/pulled over?

☎️ - who was the last person you called?

⏰ - are you an early bird or a night owl?

💉 - are you afraid of needles?

🎈 - what was the wildest party you’ve ever thrown?

📮 - do you enjoy getting mail?

📕 - what’s your favorite book?

📌 - do you enjoy school?

📍 - what’s your dream travel destination?

❤️ - do you have a crush right now?

💔 - have you ever broken a heart/had your heart broken?

🉐 - do you speak another language?

❌ - what’s an unpopular opinion you have?

🛑 - what’s a turn off in a relationship for you?

💯 - what’s something you are extremely proud of right now?

🚭 - do/have you smoked?

❗️- what’s something unusual about you?

♦️ - what’s your favorite game?

🇨🇳 - what ethnicity are you?

[hayjeon]

hahahaha wow thank y so much!!! it’s so lovely to wake up to notifications like these 😌😌😌 my heart is warm and fuzzy

Petals (ft. Hoseok)

Drabble Game Prompt 18. “I shouldn’t be in love with you.”

→ hanahaki disease!au, extreme angst → 4k words (oneshot) → what happens when the surgery doesn’t work?

A/N: WOAH ok…I realized after writing this that this deserves a story talk so please read that! I hope my first Hoseok story turned out okay :) 

The lights are piercing, shining too bright for a godless day like this. The nurses wheel you into a different ward that shares the same kind of lights, and you can see in the swinging doorway the faces of your close friends and family as they smile tearfully at your weak body atop of the gurney. 

But the sight of him makes your heart clench, waving at you and hugging your mom close as he meets your gaze from a few feet away, and the overwhelming need to throw up comes again. The bitter taste of the petals are already at the back of your throat. But you swallow it down, tears pricking your eyes as you calm down your breathing and focus on the sharp smell of alcohol that fills the surgery ward.

The nurse smiles at you from under her mask, her eyes crinkling as she stops the gurney and begins preparing her tools. “It’ll be over before you even know it. You’re very brave to be doing this procedure.” You nod, as she prepares the anesthesia and puts a mask over your mouth. 

“Alright, honey, can you count backwards from twenty please?” Other doctors and surgeons fill the room, and you can see on the second floor, that a few other doctors stand over the glass paneled room, watching.

You nod, and she smiles. 

“20, 19, 18, 17, 16,” you begin, faltering as you count, “15…14…13…”

And everything goes black, the taste of flowers still bitter at the back of your throat.

Keep reading

[hayjeon]

i just read ur writing tips and wow that really helped like a LOT. ive been a "writer" ever since mid school and i only got to fanfics way back on 2017-ish?? that time i only read on wp then i discovered ao3 and tumblr. so the first few writers that I've known here are prolixitae, vankoya, versigny, btssmutgalore, jungblue and you!!! reading all of the good stuff from here rlly pushed me to write fics myself so thank your for the inspo and i hope ur great 💓

oh my god wow same 😭

i know i haven’t been super active and i’m sorry for that but literally this ask made me zoom back to og days when i was a tiny little girl in jr high and reading versigny and prolixitae stuff and being mind blown at what smug and true fanfics are 😂 i’m so honored to have been part of that first experience with u!!!!!

[hayjeon]

writing tag!

tagged by @junghelioseok!!! super late but thank you so much for tagging me haha i too love talking about the writing process more than actually writing lmao.

What is your ideal setting for focusing on your writing?

a quiet place with a desk and a comfy chair where my back is facing the wall so no one can see my screen but me lol. i really hate it when other people can see my screen.

What is your favorite genre to write?

romance + action (?) or maybe drama is more appropriate. i just really like it when in the end everything clicks together and you go a-ha! anyway, growing up i loved reading the Alex Rider series so i kinda like those type of plots. like side-romance, main action-adventure-drama plot. every day i think about Scorpia… the best book in the alex rider series seriously.

Do you prefer to write on paper or digitally?

depends what type of writing i’m doing i guess… if it’s fics then definitely digitally. if it’s notes and i want to retain the info, definitely paper. i also like writing out my thoughts on paper!

It’s the middle of the night and you suddenly wake up with an idea. What do you do?

i open up the tumblr app on my phone, type it out, and save it as a draft. this is so i can access it on desktop later lol. they’re always just quick bullet points or sentences that i hope i’ll be able to make sense of in the morning.

Who is your favorite person to write about?

jungkook! to me the boys are just actors playing a character in a story. but i feel like jungkook has a very versatile feel to him ya kno?

Have you ever written a book/story with more than 15 chapters (100K words)?

no haha. escape comes the closest at about 62k i think! maybe sweet saccharine might top that (when i finish it that is lol).

How often do you get ideas?

every day, all the time. my tumblr drafts are literally a mess of just me dumping all my fic ideas. they come from reading articles, hearing my friends (and strangers) talk, movies, shows, documentaries, the news, irl experiences, just everything.

Do you ever get an idea that you really like, but just can’t seem to finish?

um, have you seen my WIPs list??? too many bro. i have a fic idea from like 3 years ago that i haven’t completed. it’s a spy fic and i made a cipher for the fic… and i think it’ll be really fun! (but you know me, it takes ages for me to write anything).

What is your least favorite plot?

i too am not a fan of yandere fics… also, just anything where the relationship is super toxic. i’m not into that. or where they fall in love after one day or something. i’m on that slow burn train guys. choo choo no superficial surface-level love in this house!!!

tagging: @yoonia @mygsii @readyplayerhobi @hobidreams @hayjeon @kpopfanfictrash :D

[hayjeon]

Tips on creating fun fanfic headers!

i had so much fun writing the fanfic writing tips yesterday and i got a few more questions about header-making, and so i decided to make one more of these! i hope these tips help somebody out there! hope you enjoy :) 

p.s. these tips won’t require any hard editing skills or photoshop skills, nor any expensive tablets/apps! 

typically i spend around ~5-10 min creating one header, and that’s either after i think of/finish a fic. i have so much fun doing it and sharing it with you that i figured i’d share how i do it! 

Keep reading

[hayjeon]

Practical Tips on getting your fics out there!

I’ve gotten an influx of these types of questions here recently, and the more i thought about what i was gonna add, it became really long :(  

disclaimer: a lot of the things i bring up are just from personal experience as a writer on this site, what my followers have told me they appreciate, and what i tend to look for when im looking for fics to read! If you don’t like these tips then pls move on :) 

although i’ll mention them, i’m also not going to be focusing on cliche tips like “write for yourself” or “grammar issues” cause those are pretty obvious!

Keep reading

[hayjeon]

List of Vocal Sounds for Smut

I present to you a - probably quite incomplete, I’m sure I’m missing a lot of speech sounds - reference list and a bit of a guideline for the different ways one can describe the sounds your characters make whilst writing smut. I’ll definitely be referring to it, because I sometimes get stuck on exactly how to describe a particular noise. (aka, “he can’t groan again, he just groaned last paragraph”)

Sounds (noun, both independently and describing speech): breath/breathe, gasp, moan, groan, pant, whimper, whine, shout, yelp, hiss, grunt, cry, scream, shriek, sob, growl, curse, sound, sigh, hum, noise, squeak, snarl, howl, roar, mewl, wail, choke, keen, purr

Sounds (noun, describing speech): rasp, husk, drawl, plea, murmur, whisper, beg

Descriptors (adjective): loud, hushed, quiet, low, high, high-pitched, little, tiny, soft, deep, unrestrained, restrained, strained, breathy, rough, sudden, short, drawn-out, sharp, harsh, hard, thick, smooth, thin, heavy, impassioned, insistent, hungry, passionate, repeated, filthy, debauched, sweet, slow, deliberate, guttural, languid, surprised, husky, distracted, happy, pleased, satisfied, wordless, cut-off, bitten-off, contented, hoarse, extended, long, depraved, aching, choked, strangled, broken, helpless, shuddering, shaky, trembling, urgent, needy, desperate, wanton, shattered, pained, eager

Combine a descriptor and a sound for best effect - for example, “needy moan,” “pleased hum,” or “sudden scream.” You can even use two: “low, rough grunt,” “sweet little cry,” “desperate, filthy noise,” as long as you don’t repeat a word that means the same thing, unless you really want to emphasize it. Avoiding repetition is pretty key here. You don’t usually want to say “hushed, quiet gasp” except on rare occasions when it’s very important how soft the sound was.

Use your own common sense, as well; some sounds and descriptors don’t generally work well together. “Deliberate shriek” probably wouldn’t work well, and neither would “languid grunt,” but again, this is all very situational - play around! Have fun.

Feel free to add to my lists, use for your reference or pass them around. It would be fun to see a randomized generator made, too, I’m just too lazy to do it myself. ;)

[hayjeon]

In conclusion:

Writing is hard and I'm bout to bash my face in.

[hayjeon]

ugh thank y so much 😭😭😭 @athenakyle my heart always lights up when i see things like these thank u so much for thinking of me!

That feeling tho when you find that fic writer that just absolutely fucking

understands the characters to their core

writes so well they–just so–they just—their writing is—-THEY WRITE GOOD

shatters your bad mood with a new update

writes a fic that you can read over again and still clutch at your heart like HOLY SHIT I FUCKING LOVE–I LOVE THIS FIC

writes a scene that has you all giddy in public and that one random stranger asks you like “ooo you are smiling :) :) is that a boy :) you are talking to :)” and you’re like “no I’m reading a Everybody Lives/Nobody Dies AU, please leave”

understands and portrays the characters better than the people who make MOVIES with those characters

amazing. just amazing. fic writers are awesome