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hawkesque · 1 hour ago

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i keep getting headaches while reading which makes me feel like i am a cartoon of an idiot with smoke coming out of their ears after daring to touch a book but truthfully i just need new glasses

#i like my glasses though and i swear i can never find a set of frames that are similar enough ..#:/

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hawkesque · 3 hours ago

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marty scorsese cosmic guilt tuesday everyone give it up for marty scorsese cosmic guilt tuesday

#yeah the cosmic guilt we’ve all experienced it

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hawkesque · 22 hours ago

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Do you guys think [redacted] is gay? *remembers it’s bad to speculate abt people’s sexualities* I know for certain [redacted] is gay

#me about bj #it’s not a headcanon. it’s real i saw it with my own eyes #‘he’s maybe six foot FOURRR and works out with WEIGHTS. wears these…skin tight shirts with the sleeves cut off…better look than ERROL FLYN’

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hawkesque · 22 hours ago

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i can tell my antidepressants are working because i feel about as bad as i think i can but without the like. absolutely bone-crushing, bodily felt levels of despair. that being said it sucks to know that it isn't just a brain chemistry problem, i also fucking hate being alive

#or maybe i need to go up on said antidepressants. idk.#anyway i cant see a future where i am happy with my life but i'll give it another 10 years before i kms. the ole college try. as it were

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hawkesque · 1 day ago

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there should be a spotify feature where if you're sad someone turns up at your home and smacks your hand away from your screen every time you try to play mitski

#the agonies etc

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hawkesque · 1 day ago

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readthru of doppleganger going great my mom just told me "you need to take a break from that book, zane. it's making you depressed"

#she isnt wrong but im also enjoying it

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hawkesque · 1 day ago

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#alan alda #sorry i can’t thirst im too distracted by that chess board #are those salt and pepper shakers as the pieces???

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hawkesque · 1 day ago

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there’s nothing like writing research to make you realize you are actually quite stupid

#why don’t i know how anything works #lol.

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hawkesque · 2 days ago

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rewatched the stuff from seasons 1 and 2 and skimmed his season 3 appearances ... the finale isnt real to me so i only have the andorian 3 parter left. aka perhaps my favorite story arc on the show. feeling so normal

maybe i will go crazy insane and rewatch only the episodes of enterprise shran was in because he is my special guy

#i love andorianssss insane little guys

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hawkesque · 2 days ago

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