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You know what’s not going out of my head?

Nerd Hobie.

Nerd, loser, Hobie Larry Brown

Just imagine Hobie having a pathetic crush on you while you’re in Highschool 😍 (I need him so bad shdhwgdj)

Hobie in THICK glasses, cracky voice, the whole nerd package before his ultimate glow up after graduation

I HAVE TALKED ABT THIS SOOOOOO MUCH IN MY PREVIOUS HEADCANONS ON TIKTOK hobie acts heavily like someone who had a random glow up and still isn’t entirely used to it yet 😭😭 he’s very confident n casual but to the point where it seems SLIGHTLY forced, especially when he says “I was this cool the whole time.” like obviously i cld be reading too hard into it but the idea that hobie was never this cool is so cute to me, i love the concept of him being a little nerd in high school and just randomly getting hot and not entirely knowing what to do w himself yet 😭

he’d fs be the type to fawn over people, i cannot for the life of me believe his overconfidence isn’t a front almost. like he’s a pretty skinny lanky guy even if he does have some clear muscle you can still see, mainly only in his arms n shoulders. but the idea of hobie being this nerdy skinny awkward boy just a few years ago seems so possible. AND he’s smart like there’s no way he was this conventionally attractive his whole life.

spiderman’s whole thing is also often being this embarrassing, not really sought after nerd and then suddenly glowing up after being spiderman for a while. y’all think hobie skipped that awkward phase ?? NO i refuse

hobie acts overly confident to try and hide the fact he would’ve practically been a fan of you in highschool (and still is, bc he’s still a nerd no matter what)

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WARNING this yapfest is mainly about the headcanon about hobie and gwen hooking up. i’m speaking VERY negatively on it but if you don’t like even hearing abt it don’t read all this. i understand not everyone likes hearing abt it but i’ve always thought it was important to talk about and i love talking abt media deeply. this is also all unedited and not looked over it’s truly just me yapping

i won’t get straight back into nsfw (if i even do, i don’t really have an urge to anyway 😭) but i will rant abt things i still care abt. i wholeheartedly believe (even as someone who very strongly thinks hobie is 18 or older) that the ships w him and miles, pav, n even margo were completely fine as a concept. there was never anything wrong w wtv age you saw hobie as bc it was never and has never been confirmed, so if they saw hobie as a minor shipping him was fine. like i won’t lie usually it was wholesome n cute (other than the people who gave them a clear power dynamic bc they think hobie is an adult n jst didn’t wanna be called a proshipper. those were the only people i ever spoke out against)

however. in my full opinion hobie and gwen could’ve never worked out bc one 99% of the shippers base their relationship purely on sex but even for the shippers who didn’t i think gwen was too unstable for a relationship like that w hobie. wtv age you think hobie has there would’ve been a CLEAR power dynamic between him n gwen, he was supposedly the main person letting her crash at his place n was the main person taking care of her emotionally and physically. like i’m sure he treated her as an equal no doubt, but gwen wasn’t emotionally stable she was very freshly traumatized 😭 she would not have been in the headspace to have sex w hobie at all, and i guarantee even if she tried hobie wouldn’t have let her bc i don’t think he’s stupid and i think he would’ve known she wasn’t stable enough to just start hooking up randomly (under the very safe assumption gwen never has before 😭😭😭) like that’s the only reason i ever see people ship her and hobie and it’s horrifying 💔

i think it was implied she had a small crush on hobie in the way you’d have a crush on an upperclassman or an older coworker. but i also think hobie would’ve been responsible enough to not do anything with gwen or even indulge in the idea that he could like her back in that way.

people don’t consider the fact that when smth that big happens in your life and someone immediately shows you so much care, attention, and treats you the way you haven’t been treated in a while it’s very likely to become naturally attached. gwen (safe to assume) probably didn’t have much experience with even DATING, which means in her traumatized brain hooking up could’ve been the only way she thought that a friendship that great could possibly go. it’s so easy to think that way, and i really doubt hobie would’ve taken advantage of her lack of experience n trauma like that just to hook up AND ALSO never even date her ??? he does not seem like the type to have mindless hookups i’m sorry 😭 the whole “i don’t believe in consistency” was not him saying he’s a manwhore, it was him saying constant things to contradict themselves and confuse miles. he’s not a sex addict he’s jst annoying 😭 if you paid attention to most other things he said ON THE SPOT, they were all clearly sarcasm. obviously not him talking abt being an activist n being a punk, bc when he talks abt that he talks in detail the entire time. he isn’t jst pulling it out of his ass like he did w everything else he jst wanted to annoy miles. i very heavily think hobie wld be against hookup culture

now however people who ship hobie n gwen n DONT believe they did anything like that i don’t rlly care like as much as the ship irks me i can’t have anything against it in that way 💔💔💔

and i also know people can ship wtv they want but people are also allowed to dislike it and that’s completely okay !!!

i just think hobie is truly such a well written character and fits the true punk ideals so well, which is rare for popular media and i wish people didn’t brush that off so often just to make hobie creepy and predatory for some reason 💔

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“you’re oversexualizing hobie brown !!!” atsv fans chant in unison, staring at someone who only wrote nsfw headcanons on occasion with their primarily sfw headcanons and refuses to write anything of detail or draw nsfw of him in any way (and the nsfw headcanons in question were mainly ‘he wouldn’t assault you in any way guys please stop writing that he would’)

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“He kisses her between her legs. When he asks what it feels like, she says love.”

- The Project by Courtney Summers

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read the project almost 7 times and “She wants her mother. She is a mother.” will always get me 🙁 bea my beloved

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wonder how long it’d take for lev n paul to talk abt liking younger women n find out paul’s talking abt 30 year olds and lev’s talking abt 19 year olds

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me talking abt the project on here bc every single post abt this damn book is over 3 years old but i’ve been fixated on it since like september

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lowk glad lev and paul never met even if it was under civil circumstances bc that sass off would’ve been truly crazy. and the beef lev had w paul the moment he started looking into the unity project. paul cld be talking abt absolutely anything n lev wld still be sitting staring at him like this

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EXODUS EPISODE 1 (1/2)

Wanna see the rest?? EXODUS is my original fantasy-apocalypse manga!

Right now, it’s entered in the Manga Creators Plus Monthly Awards— an analytics-based competition. Right now, with the reach I have, I can’t do it by myself.

I need to rely on my fellow artist to help me achieve my goal of hitting the top-ten spots. Please, go look at my comic! And, if you have a minute, interact with it. It really does help.

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DO YOU WANT TO HELP WITH SOMETHING BIG?!

I’m entered in the Shueisha Monthly Awards: What is that, you might be asking?

Basically, I’m trying to get ranked. Realistically, hopefully in the top 10.

But…

It’d be the best if I got into the top 3.

If I win in any category, then…

I’ll draw the big, evil dragon for a hot pinup print. I will.

So, please, I implore you: if you want to help a small comic artist like me make a name for herself: go vote for my episode!

Thank you very much!

Here it is! Go ham!

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omg there’s no fandom for this book so all i got is reading reviews lowk but i HATEEE when people say lo switched up on lev too fast. lo didn’t ‘switch up’ lev slowly made her dependent on him by causing her trauma to resurface n then comforting her, messing with her breaks just so she gets into a car crash so he can then again ‘conveniently find her on the road’ comfort her and say “i’m so sorry no one took care of you.” he was HORRIBLE and i’m so sick of people blaming lo bc they wanted to ignore lev’s slow manipulation so bad 💔 like lo isn’t a ‘weak female protagonist’ she’s a 19 year old girl who never once got the chance to deal with her trauma properly since she was 13, and lev’s the first person to really ‘listen’ and ‘take care of her’ ofc she’s gonna subconsciously become dependent on him omg guys. lev was such a genuinely good manipulator it was crazy. like even letting lo break into his cabin n sleep in his bed was him allowing her to become dependent on him he is CRAZY guys (and crazy smart)

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all the time i think abt the way atsv hints that hobie and miguel don’t ACTUALLY hate each other. and no one else talks abt it. miguel sees hobie and immediately starts almost joking around w him, acting indifferent, and we KNOWWW he’s not actually indifferent bc he treats peter (someone he ACTUALLY doesn’t like) completely differently 😭😭😭 “i was gonna try ignoring you, i can’t, i can’t even” compared to “ugh peter.” under his breath is CRAZY. atsv hype may be over but i’m tired of people acting like miguel n peter are besties and miguel n hobie are mortal enemies it’s bothered me for ages. i think hobie honestly just has a better idea of boundaries than peter does, who spends the whole movie pissing miguel off 💔 i don’t think hobie n miguel are besties at all but i don’t get when people act like they want each other dead 🙁

miguel likes hobie more than he likes peter thank u for listening

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“There’s no flaw in you.”

- The Project by Courtney Summers

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“Even in his forties, he has a rugged handsomeness that, when he was younger, they called beautiful.”

- The Project by Courtney Summers

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“All good stories serve a purpose.”

- The Project by Courtney Summers

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I love the contrast between the chaos that is ur tt acc and the calm aesthetic of this blog

i need to have some sort of peace somehow

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damn dex