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Story of my life, that would become a beginning of new ff.

I hate myself for loving you. Loving you so many years. Every day I wake up with hope for deliverance from this feelings. They're killing me. Fretting me from the inside. I don't want to shout, smash dishes, run until the pulse is gone anymore. I simply want to open up my eyes in the morning and feel that my heart is free. That there are no more thoughts about you. That my heart doesn't accelerate the pace because of your calls and messages. That even when I think about you it beats with the same pace. I don't want to wish you all best through my pain. I just want to let it go. I just want to become free again. I can't cry anymore, because there is no power left. My organism is exhausted. My mind is emaciated. But heart keeps running wild because of you. I want to love again. Want to have this feeling for someone different from you. But you keep coming back. There's nothing special in you. I don't even know why I love you. What I love you for. And still don't know why can't tell you about my feelings. I don't know why the wall of your absolute indifference still draws me. Why knowing that you don't want to have any relationships know, keep your feelings deep in your soul, I still save mine to you. Why after looking once in your eyes I lost my freedom...

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Ненавижу себя за то, что люблю тебя. Уже столько лет. Уже столько твоих бывших. Каждый день просыпаюсь с надеждой на избавление от этих чувств. Они убивают. Разъедают изнутри. Больше не хочется кричать, бить посуду, бежать до потери сознания. Хочется просто открыть глаза - и почувствовать что сердце свободно. Что больше никаких мыслей о тебе. Что сердце не ускоряется при твоих звонках и сообщениях. Да даже просто от мыслей о тебе, оно стучит так же ровно. Не хочу больше желать тебе счастья через свою боль. Так хочется просто отпустить. Так хочется стать свободной. Уже давно ведь не могу плакать. Просто слезы текут. Организм устал. Устал разум. А сердце все крутит свою шарманку. Я хочу снова полюбить. Снова испытать это прекрасное чувство к другому человеку. Но ты снова возвращаешься, затмевая всех. В тебе нет ничего особенного. И я не знаю почему люблю тебя. Почему до сих пор не выскажу тебе все что думаю. Почему я каждый раз разбиваюсь о скалу твоего безразличия. Почему зная, что ты не хочешь отношений, не хочешь давать волю чувствам, я все равно продолжают хранить свои к тебе. Почему однажды посмотрев в твои глаза, я навсегда потеряла свободу.

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What did you have for breakfast this morning? A song you're addicted to at the moment? A place you'd love to visit? Favourite snack? Favourite item of clothing? Most memorable holiday? Languages you speak fluently? What brand of phone do you have? Sunglasses or hats? Pet peeve?

1. Tea2. Tropkillaz - Check the tempo3. Australia4. Apple5. ripped jeans6. greece 20127. russian, ukrainian, english8. apple9. sunglasses

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Just posted a GIF (Taken with GifBoom)

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I think I should go show my fanfics to my cat. She'll give me the same number of feedback just as people who read my fanfics do.

Or maybe my ff are piecies of shit. But I don't understand why is it so hard then to say that what I write is crap, so I wouldn't loose time on writing them. 

Just. I don't understand. Why the hell is it so hard to like post or to write a small feedback.

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If you love your mom, repost this. One girl didn't and her mom died 4 days later.

THE AMOUNT OF NOTES. <3 i’ve reblogged so many times lol NOT RISKING IT

WOULD NEVER RISK THIS

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such cuties I can't stop smiling

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la-nuit-bleue сделал(а) реблог вашего поста: lolasfanfictions ответил(a) на...

I much prefer ‘piece of cuteness’ :D Yep, that’d be you :) Oh and, I wanted to ask when will Breathe Underwater will be...

I think wednesday or thursday. Honestly, I don't know what to write next. So writing one-shots I'm looking for an inspiration :)

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lolasfanfictions ответил(a) на ваш пост: lolasfanfictions ответил(a) на ваш пост: All...

Oooh no you’re not sweetie !!! Don’t you say that ! You know I saw this instantaneously because I know your url by heart ahah. I was like ‘Holy Crap, there’s no ‘s’ !’ you’re so cute honey, you’re a piece of idiot !

Hah, I'll write it on my laptop to finally learn it :) "Cute piece of idiot" sounds not that bad :D I llike it :)

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lolasfanfictions ответил(a) на ваш пост: All fanfictions I write you can find on page...

Take off the ‘s’ at fanfcition because it’s an not found page ^^

omg, thanks, haha, I'm such a looser, I don't even know my url right, haha omg piece of idiot :D

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All fanfictions I write you can find on page m10fanfiction.tumblr.com

thank you for your attention

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This is the most unique one I've seen, please yes.

1) Put your iTunes on shuffle. Give me the first 6 songs that pop up.

2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?

3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.

4) What do you think about most?

5) Ever had a poem or song written about you?

6) Do you have any strange phobias?

7) What's your religion?

8) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?

9) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?

10) What was the last lie you told?

11) Do you believe in karma?

12) What does your URL mean?

13) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?

14) Who is your celebrity crush?

15) How do you vent your anger?

16) Do you have a collection of anything?

17) Are you happy with the person you've become?

18) What's a sound you hate; sound you love?

19) What's your biggest "what if"?

20) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?

21) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.

22) Smell the air. What do you smell?

23) What's the worst place you have ever been to?

24) Most attractive singer/s of your opposite gender?

25) To you, what is the meaning of life?

26) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?

27) What was the last movie you saw?

28) What's the worst injury you've ever had?

29) Do you have any obsessions right now?

30) Ever had a rumor spread about you?

31) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?

32) What is your astrological sign?

33) What's the last thing you purchased?

34) Love or lust?

35) In a relationship?

36) How many relationships have you had?

37) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?

38) Where is your best friend?

39) What were you doing last night at 12 AM?

40) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?

41) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?

42) You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?

43) What's a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?

44) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?

45) How can I win your heart?

46) Can insanity bring on more creativity?

47) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?

48) What would you want to be written on your tombstone?

49) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word "heart."

50) Basic question; what's your favorite color/colors?

51) What is your current desktop picture?

52) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?

53) What would be a question you'd be afraid to tell the truth on?

54) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?

55) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?

56) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?

57) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?

58) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?

59) Ever been on a plane?

60) Give me your top 5 hottest celebrities.

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De las glorias deportivas que campean por Espana va el Madrid con su bandera limpia y blanca que no empaсa. Club castizo y generoso, todo nervio y corazуn, veteranos y noveles, veteranos y noveles, miran siempre tus laureles con respeto y emociуn. Hala Madrid!, Hala Madrid! Noble y bйlico adalid, caballero del honor.Hala Madrid!, Hala Madrid! A triunfar en buena lid, defendiendo tu color Hala Madrid !, Hala Madrid !, Hala Madrid! Enemigo en la contienda, cuando pierde da la mano sin envidias ni rencores, como bueno y fiel hermano. Los domingos por la tarde, caminando a Chamartin, las mocitas madrileсas, las mocitas madrileсas van alegres y risueсas porque hoy juega su Madrid Hala Madrid!, Hala Madrid! Noble y bйlico adalid, caballero del honor. Hala Madrid!, Hala Madrid! A triunfar en buena lid, defendiendo tu color Hala Madrid!, Hala Madrid!, Hala Madrid

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Put a ♥ on your favourite team

Real Madrid: ♥♥

Barcelona:

Atlético de Madrid:

Athletic Club: ♥

Valencia:

Málaga:

Chelsea:

Manchester United:

Manchester City:

Arsenal :

Liverpool: ♥

Tottenham Hotspur:

Newcastle:

Borussia Dortmund:

Bayern München: ♥

Werder Bremen:

Schalke 04:

Benfica:

Sporting Club:

Ajax:

PSG:

Lille:

Olimpique Marseille: