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There were so many fucked up things about his thought process right now. Vic was hurting - in a state of despair only he was capable of plunging him into. Affect for an empath was like oxygen to a flame. Nothing else made them flicker. Eventually,  they suffocated like embers covered with dirt. In a sick way it made Ricky happy. Not Vic’s pain but that, in essense, he couldn’t move on from him. Ricky held Vic in his heart with a selfish ferocity but it was a feorcity nonehtless. He couldn’t let him go -- not completely. He’d said he wasn’t there to throw a hitch in whatever connections Vic had made outside of him but that was a lie. Because he’d sabotage everything and anything without thinking twice. To take what he wanted was innate and Vic flowed in his blood. Those were the facts of the matter. The thought came and went, leaving shame in it’s wake. Ricky looked at Vic with remorseful eyes. He couldn’t even begin to know where to start his apology but he was sorry, in earnest. More so than he’d ever been. More sorry than all those apologies he’d thrown at Vic just to quell his ire. Vic was still crying and he felt powerless to stop it. Ricky moved again, sitting next to Vic on the couch, establishing the proximity of aquaintances: closer than strangers but still farther than lovers. When Ricky decided to erase his number from his phone and block l=all his calls, he erased everything they’d worked on in the past. There was a foreign tension in the iar. LIke he’d have to get to reknow Vic all over again

There was a lot to process and Ricky couldn’t bring himself to reply right away.  He didn’t so much want forgiveness. Vic could hold this against him for as long as he wanted.  Maybe he just wanted to know, if he came back tomorrow, the door would still be unlocked. More so maybe he wanted to know if he even had to leave in the first place.

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I hate to say I told you so but I told you so.

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I probably just won't sleep during this break. It took me like two weeks to adjust to the timezones before and I'm not reversing that hard work.

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I can’t believe I forgot about my aspiration to become a witch.

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It’s been 39 years since I’ve spoken to another human being. I should try to make friends.

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Whoever is resonsible for you needs to come collect you ASAP.

Ill start what I wanna start

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Don’t fucking start with me, Ray.

Its called common sense punk ass milk boy

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Is there an x-kit extension that will tell me whether or not people are throwing shade?

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@floralxfade Your name is now officially Carlo

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My name is now officially MIchael.

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I just saw what you were talking about.  Now it’s time to spread false information.

Im crying why was that so funny to me

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That means nothing to me because @floralxfade will support anything because he’s nice.

@havea-horrible-time uh @floralxfade supports me so uhm pay up u lil bitch

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@worldrecordmemeshamer Double blocked.

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Hey Michael

Blocked

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@floralxfade Go away

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Richard...

Richard...

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Being human looks like tough work. Good luck to you all.