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When I was 14 I went to church camp and some girls pulled a pair of my shorts out of my bag and marveled at how small they were and how they’d never fit in them and I’ve been chasing that high ever since.

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Phew I’m back guys sorry I got a new phone and couldn’t remember my email for this one ugh

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I'm starting rolling 72 hour fasts tomorrow. Basically I will fast for 72 hours, eat a meal, then start a new fast. I've got my vitamins and electrolytes lined up.

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Sorry for not being on yesterday. I feel like a fraud on days I eat normal

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Starting a new fast. Last night to Sunday. 11 hours in, 61 to go. This one will be easy

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I ended my fast a bit early today at about 68 hours. I didn't really prepare my body the way I should've so I was having a hard time, but just under three days isn't bad so I don't feel like I failed or anything. I found this in an extended fasting group I'm in on fb so I'm gonna try this for a bit and see how it goes. I'll start with the Thursday fasting tomorrow evening.

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Oh man I want a smoothie right now

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It's disgusting that I actually feel healthier starving myself than I do when I'm eating. This disorder is literally hell.

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Ok I had 50 calories worth of protein to keep myself going and everything I've read about fasting says about 50 calories won't break a fast so I'm in the clear. I already feel so much better. I'm saving the other part of the protein bar in case I need more tomorrow.

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Ok guys I'm down 2.6lbs from yesterday, bringing my total for the week to about 6lbs. I'm also officially past the halfway point for my fast, so just 2.5 days left. If I'm being honest I'm feeling so crappy today and kinda weak, so I might find something with protein around 100cals to break my fast with midday today and then immediately restart but we will see. If I continue this trajectory I will be so close to my first gw by the end of July.

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I almost caved. I'm feeling weak so I almost convinced myself I needed something sweet. But I looked at that small cookie and thought how I'd be done in two bites and I'd have ingested 150 calories and I'd regret it immediately and I put it down. What I need is a long night of sleep. If I'm still feeling weak like this tomorrow I'll break my fast with something small and then restart. I've done fasts twice as long as this one with zero issues so I shouldn't be this tired already.

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the things i would do for a body like this...

her arms are so skinny and collar bones are so prominant

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Y'all I have been knocked down all day today. I have zero energy to do anything. I've almost hit 48 hours fasting and I'm determined to make it the full 5 days but sheesh I'm gonna need some more energy.

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Straight up facts. I'm getting a beautiful complexion while losing weight.

skincare is SUCH a good distraction😩👌

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oh to be them :’)